Hassan Abudu on Lockdown in a Mental Asylum

In this episode, I explain a wake-up revelation (literally: i awoke to worries and thought the thoughts i share here) about hinduism and words and worship and why and how.

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0mins -- message from bad spirits

22mins -- prayerful academics

24mins -- a safe place of sleep

35mins -- "it's, unfortunately, only how you pray and not how you draw also that gets you into heaven."

36mins -- "we need to bring other parts of our body into our worship." -- tony...

I sum up my need for sticking.

In this short podcast episode, I talk about my journey to what I'll here call my faith in engineering, not "divine providence".

In this episode, I discuss the conversation I had with blue, my acquisition of hinduism as my second religion, and the adoption of adri and blue as my gods.

i talk about being fooled by spirits on homecoming day, music and japan. very explicit, due to the levels of anger i express.

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25mins -- announced i killed the music conversation

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13mins -- finished with the preamble and guitar playing;

22mins -- "if it seems like a high-quality thing can chase away an appreciator...";

26mins -- going all out on a business, being just that--your company == wrong for almost all;

37mins -- "what was it like when the lights were off": great question to ask anyone in history;

42mins -- human beings have things; animals have landscapes;

52mins -- film set "sweeping" story;

59mins -- "martial arts is about war, not about physical...

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27mins -- just got explicitk

50mins -- how to make a movie that will end the reporter problem for medium;

55mins -- looking into streaming, and not just podcasts (e.g. twitch);

1hr 7mins -- loooking into making a traffic movie;

1hr 9mins -- recap;

1hr 12mins -- "we need more sports movies! creative ones.";

some things i talk about:

11mins -- grays anatomy and the elbow tendon

12mins -- recontextualizing what mel rey did from illegal offense to tactical support

14mins -- another ship-port-country day?!!

some teachings about islam, the publishing industry and zakat--the only way to run a successful, profitable business.

recorded some thoughts on people i know.

talking about a number of things. what i can remember:

in this episode i experience and describe some of the business spies in the 100s of 1000s who haunt my day with their intense curiosity and interest in everything i'm saying, thinking, eating, looking at, whom i'm talking to, etc.

some stories for musicians about history. HISTORY IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS!!!

for musicians only. i repeat again: for musicians only.

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3mins -- done playing with the guitar

21mins -- "you're not supposed to be trying, male or female, to be attracting attention to yourself"

31mins -- just got explicit

33mins -- pen and paper business lesson (explicit)

35mins -- ***** story (very explicit)

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20mins -- colors and flavors;

27mins -- off to live-coding;

33mins -- off to coolors.co;

40mins -- business success from caring about colors;

46mins -- arising of red in consciousness;

53mins -- back to a tour of the code;

56mins -- "there's a lot of bad code that has to be filled in by artificial intelligence";

1hr -- guitar string snapped; singing a new song;

1hr 2mins -- back to the code;

1hr 10mins...

this is a recording only for family.

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20mins -- gone explicit....🎵

31mins -- mentioned *****

52mins -- starting a talk about our constitution

1hr 2mins -- touchable vs untouchable

1hr 4mins -- continuing with toc read

1hr 14mins -- "knowledge is power, but all knowledge is not all power"

1hr 16mins -- hatred of the color black; "can i call an african, Mr. Brown?"

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18min -- gone explicit;

21min -- call from ***** (very explicit);

26min -- end of call;

35min -- the person who couldn't let go of me;

47min -- doing the table of contents;

58min -- the importance of the color black;

*lots of banging*

1hr 12mins -- back to reading the news;

1hr 16mins -- very very explicit;

1hr 20mins -- about AI;

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14mins -- going explicit;

17mins -- table of contents;

20mins -- voxels;

24mins -- talent leading to business talent needs;

31mins -- voxels & an ikebana practice;

39mins -- snakes, cords, ties and fashion;

54mins -- end of voxels talk; now talking about digits;

it's all in the title

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16mins -- trying to talking about music again;

19mins -- got explicit;

28mins -- trying talking about music again;

Reactions to the Court Cases of Benjamin Netanyahu

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0mins -- laughter and song

9min -- i go explicit

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11mins -- continuing about the sims;

17mins -- explaining the need for a sims game containing our constitution;

30mins -- finished talking about islam and modern america;

30mins -- start to talk about disembodied chatgpt terminal and my innovations;

34mins -- short talk on sadistics and masochists and FUN!

37mins -- filter out mean people from your business, or it won't be a sanctuary of any kind;

44mins -- back to chatgpt terminal;

48mins -- finished with the terminal-life, now...

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6mins -- you are the universe, turned inside out;

22mins -- legislature moved into government agencies, to explain how to do and not do things;

24mins -- include plants, robots, stones, waterbodies: anything with a will should be able to join and be listed in the union;

25mins -- all biologies are trying to fight for liberation;

26mins -- "the matrix controls all wills you consider beyond your control";

44mins -- unequally-sized "safe spaces";

45mins -- no such thing as a maintenance-free...

Here, I talk about God's (Me) Origin Story.

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19 mins -- end of guitar playing

40 mins -- "...a certain rube-goldberg machine version of the body"

42 mins -- "...a fiction book of the body"

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0 - 17mins -- the soccer "messi vs. ronaldo" problem;

18mins -- water costs as much as wine;

22mins -- taking balls for profit;

32mins -- just got explicit;

43mins -- simple people simple programming;

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0 - 4mins -- intro, next to start: the commune

20mins -- just announcing the plan to talk about the constitution

22mins -- reading out the table of contents

24mins -- finished reading the table of contents

26mins -- no basketball for steph growing up

31mins -- back to the commune

45mins -- announcing the writing of a foundational text for managing a commune

47mins -- managers as "business cooks" with "recipes" (algorithms)

54mins -- "blessings of liberty" section<...

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0 - 6mins: intro

8mins -- very busy man i am

10mins -- government is a beggar

12mins -- galamsey

19mins -- congo river sand miner

20mins -- under 15s? safe listening up to this point.

25mins -- end of essay on ******

25mins -- table of contents readout

28mins -- end out table of contents readout

29mins -- summary of what i was on about before going on "table of contents" tangent

32mins -- midway...

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0 - 15mins -- spain story;

15mins -- language police force;

16mins -- stolen languages;

18mins -- about to read toc;

23mins -- finished with reading toc;

25mins -- midway through "the masses";

32mins -- roughly finished talking about spirits;

34mins -- "allah does not want...";

38mins -- finished talk about spirits and the ridiculous ratio;

1hr 6mins -- midway nobility and beauty;

1hr 20mins -- the road not taken begins;

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0 -10 : my morning;

20 -- not moved to save the life of anyone uninspirational;

21 -- not saving the unconvinced;

28 -- table of contents;

34 -- bad kings and queens;

37 -- expectation of grace;

38 -- they never want to buy virtue; they "already have it";

44 -- about the tell the mad woman in the bushes story;

53 -- act sick, you'll look sick, even when you're not acting; "why am i sick? kings and queens don't get sick THIS way"...

this recording contains some explicit material concerning bad angels, who make up most of creation.

the relief would be that they're bad, so therefore never good at anything.

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we talk about the matrix, fake work, fake news, and how the news in the markets are fake

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18 mins -- military;

but we discuss more, obviously...

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21 mins -- sports are marial arts;

31 min -- 5 and 3 product;

1hr 9 mins -- smashing the competition with learned tricks;

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9 mins -- chemistry;

15 mins -- oh, giggly biology;

19 mins -- the video;

36 mins -- church;

43 mins -- the heavenly audience and "anyone would abuse" vs. "anyone could abuse" ;

1hr 10mins -- discussion of sin;

Very Serious. I've Lost My Mind.

for only girls to listen to.

1:05:00 -- "what's that?"--we're at a point in history where there word "that" hasn't been explained.