The Curvy Jem Podcast

Reinventing and starting your career late. My journey from successful musician to failed curvemodel/influencer to professional EA & CPA accountant lol. What a life! How I learned to reinvent and go for it no matter what age, in order to live my fullest life.

PS. My best advice is to TAKE YOUR TIME. Relish in the process & learning - enjoy the journey.

xo JEM

It's over. Narcissistic capitalism moved me from the right to the left. Granted, Ive been moving slowly over the past 10 years, but we can definitely say Ive arrived lol.

Regular Californians are at war with it's billionaires and their friends. A system built on narcissism & greed - but boy do those tables eventually & always turn! YES on prop 40 - NO on 41 & 42. xo JEM

Note: Hi guys just wanted to apologize for calling people, "real real dumb" - in regards to republlican anti-immigration stances. Tbt, many are just are ignorant of the bigger picture and all the advantages of a well-organized & just immigration policy, which I am in favor of. Immigration is a topic ill address in a future podcast and ill be sure to be more...

When will America finally leave the dark ages behind? My shifts/evolving views on politics, money and tax. Plus, intro to podcast is about my recent easy-breezy weight loss and continued body positive views.

Why the good humans dont want to live anymore. Today's capitalism and how weve just totally outgrown it. Made by and for the enrichment of narcissists - the only ones thriving in this system. I wish America would execute all corrupt billionaires, businessmen and politicians - like they do in China! I pray that a new earth is coming, where the good people can finally be free to create, lead and thrive.

The double-edged sword of manifesting. The purge/suck-back sucks! Living on this prison purgatory planet and why I hate being human & alive.

Building a good life ALONE after giving up on humanity. Breaking out of love & relationship addiction/psychosis.

Building a good life after giving up on humanity. Your average person is just gray matter NPC. Coming out of love addiction/psychosis & fantasy - and finding happiness within.

Breaking out of love addiction/psychosis. I'll be honest, every day feels dreadful & boring. Maybe love in the new earth just looks/feels super different?

The dreadful waiting room - spiritual wilderness years.

There's never been any good men on planet earth, not in my lifetime.

Maybe im not qualified/worthy anymore - mental health meds.

You learn a lot when youre the worm, loser, brokie and crazy one of society lol. When bc you have no status you are last choice and last priority. How to love yourself anyway! The unfortunate typical human narcissistic nature and how to ascend beyond it. xo JEM

Feeling priced out of life in America - poverty war. Life has been way too hard - no wonder everybody's gone mad.

Jealous and hateful humans ruined everything good in my life. It was the 1 and only thing that failed me time and time again. Everything else has gone mostly good. I am done with most humans - it's only the top 1% for me now! xo JEM

Middle-aged wisdom: build only whats perfect so you dont have to burn it down. If unsure, be still and do little/nothing. Wait on God and the inner voice to guide u. The answers will eventually come! You are here to live your best, dream & perfect life - nothing less. xo 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

When she burns it all to the ground. Even a dark night of the soul comes from love & returns to love. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

What depression accomplishes. Strangely, I find it/depression comes from love and returns to love, too. Here are my insights after 3 years of severely depressed, anxious and chronically fatigued. FYI - i am coming out of it, finally. I am feeling, slowly, better & better. xo 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

New earth queen - name tarnished, integrity kept, humilation ritual complete. In time the truth is always revealed and I take great comfort in that. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Empath recovery - saying no thankyou to most people, places and things. Declining most offers, favors and transactions in order to protect your peace. Honoring the little things you need in order to have a happy life. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Why my wilderness season took 10 years. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Awakening: realizing youve been asleep, in Hell. Thankfully, a new earth/Heaven on earth is coming. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

When facing hell, silence is the only worthwhile response. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Starting from scratch in your 40s - it's all burned to the ground. My garden is empty. What will I create now? Something fresh, something much better. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

The average human today is addicted, psychotic and/or demon possessed. How did we get here, collectively? Moving beyond this hell. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

A hell/purgatory earth built on guilt & shame - the insanity of it all. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

When God restores your life (and He will - tenfold) show no mercy. Our once in a lifetime, manyyy years long, excruciating Job experience. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Only top tier humans for me - everyone else may go. Facing the abandonment, betrayal, hatred/jealousy that ive endured over the past 10 years of enlightenment. I really want something different, something better. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Facing the hell within in order to let it go & to return to love. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Singleness, childlessness, aging, ending up alone, being unique & not being the safe-bet (ie wifey type) lol ~ yet being the one everybody loves the most. Also, got my first mammogram and had some interesting insights. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

9ish years of unbelieveable financial duress while single/alone - and yet still abundantly blessed. How facing poverty consciousness head-on (something Ive been steeped in since childhood), over & over again, seems to be healing me of this mental illness so many of us face. Ive learned God, love, my world and money has my back. Im learning to trust, let go and surrender bc no matter what, at the end of the day, Ive always been provided for. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Dark night of the soul. The human once in a lifetime JOB [from the Bible] experience. My Christian mystic take on things. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Note: I talk about forgiveness and I want to clarify that it will release YOU. Forgiveness is for us. Once we make peace and let go of anger, hatred & bitterness we can move peacefully into the NEW dimension, no old strings attached.

Dark night of the soul - feeling ugly, old & toothless. My human biblical JOB experience. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

I got an offer i couldnt refuse. Homeless for the 3rd time to HOUSED (in luxury I might add) after 35 days. It's been hell & tears but I endured. So about 1 month for this miraculous manifestation to push out! Im so grateful. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Eckhart Tolle was homeless for 2 years and said he grew to like it. He found joy amidst any/all circumstances. Will this happen for me, too? 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Prison purgatory planet earth - my rock bottom episode. After becoming homeless for the 3rd time, Ive hit rock bottom. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Destitute woman - she never loved me LIKE THAT. Rejection made me angry, hateful, disgusted. But Im learning that ppl are doing their best. The ego has "special love," which is actually a joke in the end but yeah. #acim Im doing my part to let go of the old me and all the old people, places and things - I want a fresh start! I want to build from scratch and I feel Im in just the right place to do it. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Finally meeting and embracing the abandoned, worthless, frightened, confused, panicked, destitute me. Allowing her to arise and be safe in my arms. I love & choose her, first. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

My 3 year depression and anhedonia. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Seasons of life - slavery to wilderness to promised land, over and over again. In a weird way this brings me comfort and helps me to better comprehend the ups & down of my life. And it does remind me how Ive always been safe and provided for ~ at the end of the day. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong