Awakening Truths: Makeupyourpower
This podcast is about power, truth, and awakening. It is rooted in reparenting yourself through the excavation of childhood trauma, grief, loss, fear, and survival patterns—and choosing to become the cycle‑breaker. This is a space for the black sheep, the rebels, and those who no longer fit inside the roles they were assigned. The buck stops here. Through raw, honest conversations, we explore what happens when you take your power back, dismantle the foundations that shaped your life, and refuse to rebuild the old story. This podcast doesn’t focus on spiritual bypassing or surface‑level healing—it goes strai...
Nothing is Off Limits | Day 1 of 30 Days
Welcome to Day 1 of our 30-Day Awakening Truths Challenge.
Last night we went live — and nothing was off limits.
This conversation was raw, unfiltered, and completely real.
We talked about:
• The taboo topics people avoid
• The divide happening in the world
• Grief, loss, and becoming stronger through it
• Spiritual awakenings and identity shifts
• The truth about the school system and AI
• Feeling like you’re “checking your soul at the door”
• Outgrowing relationships and old versions of yourself
• Boundaries, healing, and trauma processing
• Laughing through uncomfortable conversation...
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Makeupyourpower | Solar Plexus Reset (2 min)
A quick solar plexus rest to restore your confidence, power, and inner strength.
Makeupyourpower | Throat Chakra Reset (2min)
A quick throat chakra reset to help you express yourself clearly and speak your truth.
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Makeupyourpower | Sacral Chakra Reset (2min)
A quick sacral chakra reset to reconnect you to your emotions, creativity, and flow.
Makeupyourpower | Heart Chakra Reset (2 min)
A quick heart chakra reset to open, soften, and bring you back to love and balance.
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Makeupyourpower | Root Chakra Reset (2 min)
A quick root chakra reset to ground your energy and come back to yourself.
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Aries Season Activation | This Week's Energy Newsletter
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Women's Roundtable: The Generational Shift
Nichole Lynn Haywood sits down with co‑hosts Tina, grief coach, and special guest Betsy McCue, fine‑art portrait photographer and confidence coach, for a powerful cross‑generational conversation about the emotional and cultural shifts unfolding today.
Betsy McCue is a fine art editorial boudoir photographer and confidence coach based in Kalamazoo, Michigan.
Through her editorial photography and coaching, she helps women stop performing for the world and start inhabiting who they really are. Her work blends art, psychology, and embodiment to guide women back to their voice, their presence, and their truth. As a proud G...
Women's Roundtable Discussion: The Rise of the Conscious Woman -- Empaths, Narcissists & Choosing Power in the Age of Aquarius
In this powerful premiere of Awakening Truths: makeupyourPOWER Podcast, we gather for an intimate and transformative roundtable conversation as we close the chapter on the Year of the Snake and prepare to enter the bold, catalytic energy of the Fire Horse in the Chinese New Year—while navigating the larger collective shift of the Age of Aquarius.
This episode explores what it truly means to shed old identities, release survival patterns, and step into embodied power.
Together, Nichole—spiritual authority and integration guide— www.makeupyourpower.com alongside co-host Tina, grief coach; Susan Jones LPC, licensed mental...
Awakening Through the Fire Horse Energy – Embracing Rest, Boundaries & Authentic Power
Feeling drained, restless, or inspired all at once? You’re not alone. In this week’s episode, Nichole and Tina unpack the powerful energies of Pisces season, the Fire Horse year, and the Saturn–Neptune conjunction. Discover how these cosmic shifts influence rest, clarity, and empowerment—and how to align with your authentic self through boundaries and self-trust.
Tune in for a deep, soulful conversation about awakening, intuitive living, and reclaiming your energy in 2024.
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Untold True Story: From Grief to Growth — A Journey for Healing, Self-Reparenting & Spiritual Awakening
In this deeply vulnerable episode of Awakening Truths: MakeUpYourPower, I become the guest and share the story behind the mission.
From losing my mother at just seven years old to being placed in a home that reshaped my sense of safety, identity, and voice — this conversation walks through the emotional landscape of childhood trauma, silence, survival, and awakening.
I open up about my relationship with my father, the unspoken dynamics within the household, and the internal narrative that followed me for years. I share how those early experiences shaped my beliefs, my nervous system, and th...
Untold True Story: The Woman Who Stayed -- Loving Through Mental Illness and Finding Light Again
She loved. She stayed. She endured.
In this deeply moving conversation, Garrett’s mother shares what it meant to stand beside a husband battling mental illness while raising children in the shadow of instability and grief. She speaks candidly about devotion, heartbreak, and the unimaginable layers of loss that reshaped her life.
This episode explores loving someone with bipolar disorder, surviving suicide loss, navigating motherhood through crisis, and leaning on the power of women and community. Above all, it is a story of resilience—and the quiet courage it takes to find love and light agai...
Part 3: Awakening to Self -- How to Integrate the 7 Universal Laws in Everyday life
Awakening is not about becoming perfect. It’s about becoming conscious.
In the final part of this series, we bring everything together — the Universal Laws, their shadow expressions, and what it truly means to live in alignment.
This episode explores:
Why awareness instantly shifts unconscious patterns The inner conflict behind global division Integration versus spiritual bypassing How to move along the spectrum of polarity consciously Daily practices for balancing action, rest, energy, and emotionYou’ll learn practical micro-adjustments to help you:
Pause before reacting Observe emotional triggers Consume intentionally Take responsibility for yo...Part 2: Light & Shadow -- The 7 Universal Laws, The 7 Deadly Sins and The Shadow Side of Spiritual Growth
What if the 7 deadly sins are not about morality — but about misused energy?
In Part Two of this series, we explore how the shadow side of the 7 Universal Laws mirrors pride, envy, lust, wrath, sloth, greed, and gluttony.
This episode breaks down:
Pride as distorted Mentalism Envy as unexamined Correspondence Lust as overstimulated Vibration Wrath as polarity stuck in extremes Sloth as misunderstood Rhythm Greed as unconscious Cause and Effect Gluttony as imbalance in Gender energyYou’ll see how modern culture amplifies these shadow expressions — from comparison culture to overconsumption and ideological extrem...
Part 1: The 7 Universal Laws Explained -- Understanding the Hidden Patterns of Reality
The world feels divided, uncertain, and overwhelming. But beneath the chaos are deeper patterns — the 7 Universal Laws.
In this episode of Awakening Truths with MakeupYourPower, we explore how ancient spiritual principles like Mentalism, Correspondence, Vibration, Polarity, Rhythm, Cause and Effect, and Gender explain what’s happening internally and collectively.
You’ll learn:
How your thoughts shape your emotional experience Why “as within, so without” explains global division How to regulate your nervous system to raise your energy Why life moves in cycles — and how to stop fearing them How small daily choices create long-term transformati...Untold True Story: Layers of Loss -- Faith, Bipolar Disorder and the Making of a Mental Health Advocate
Garrett’s story is one of profound loss, spiritual wrestling, and hard-earned awakening. Growing up in the shadow of bipolar mental illness, he witnessed firsthand how fragile hope can become when faith falters.
After enduring unimaginable family loss and ultimately losing his father to suicide, Garrett began to understand his calling: to speak openly about mental health, faith, and emotional truth.
In this vulnerable episode, he reflects on grief, surviving suicide loss, becoming the only sibling, and the ongoing work of integration. This conversation offers insight for anyone navigating complicated grief, mental illness in the fa...
From Silence to Power -- The Awakening That Started It All
Awakening Truths: Make Up Your Power is a podcast about awakening, reparenting, trauma healing, and reclaiming your voice.
Hosted by Nichole, this show is for empaths, black sheep, and cycle‑breakers ready to break generational trauma, dismantle survival patterns, and turn pain into power. Through raw, honest conversations, we explore grief, identity collapse, narcissistic survival dynamics, emotional responsibility, and what it truly means to live authentically and free.
No spiritual bypassing.
No surface‑level healing.
Just truth, integration, and embodied empowerment.
If you’re ready to speak your story and reclaim your p...
Seeing through the Illusion of self
A real‑time awakening moment. In this short clip, I share a truth about seeing through illusion by going within. As the collective illusion is exposed, we’re realizing the false reality we’ve unknowingly powered for so long. This is the moment we get to choose—stay asleep or break free.
You Align to What You Choose
This audio note is a real-time reflection on the safeguards I’ve put in place to protect my energy and awareness. It touches on how lower energies test boundaries, which is exactly why intuition and conscious control of the mind matter—so the mind doesn’t run you. My work is rooted in my authentic purpose: offering clarity and guidance for those on a spiritual path. It also honors a deeper truth—not all souls are ready for the messages waiting beyond hidden fears. This reflection is about discernment, self-trust, and energetic sovereignty on the journey of awakening.
The Power of Our Mind & Recovery
This is a short, real‑time audio reflection recorded in the middle of a personal awakening moment.
It’s about the power of the mind — not as an idea, but as something I’m actively witnessing as it happens.
There’s no script and no performance.
Just an honest pause to name what became clear in the moment it landed.
This is shared as a living truth, not a finished insight.
An awareness captured while it’s still unfolding.
If it resonates, let it meet you where you are.
If it do...
‘Tis the Season?!?
This episode dives into the complicated emotions that surface during the holidays when life doesn’t look the way it used to. ’Tis the Season?!? is an open conversation about grief, acceptance, and everything in between as we move through a time of year that can feel both nostalgic and heavy.
We talk about how traditions change, how celebrations look different, and what it’s like to show up when the people, routines, or moments we once shared are no longer the same. From honoring loss to creating new ways of being present, this episode gives space to the...
MakeupyourPOWER Method
In this episode of Awakening Truths™, Nichole shares the origins of the POWER Method™, a framework she created through her own healing and spiritual journey. The method is cyclical, embodied, and designed to meet you exactly where you are—offering tools you can integrate at any time, from any place.
Together, Nichole and Tina explore how presence, awareness, and embodiment lead to sustainable transformation. Tina brings her signature honesty, offering direct insight meant to challenge stagnant thinking and open new ways of seeing, not shut them down.
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Anchoring into the present...
Déjà vu
Awakening Truths™ is a soul‑centered podcast hosted by Nichole [Last Name] and Tina [Last Name], two cousins walking parallel paths of healing, faith, and self‑reinvention.
Through raw conversation, psychology‑meets‑spirituality insights, and guided reflections, they explore what it means to awaken after loss, reclaim identity, and live with purpose.
Each episode bridges the seen and unseen—grief and growth, science and spirit, daily practice and divine alignment.
Listeners are invited to reflect, reimagine, and rise into their own transformation using the hosts’ signature frameworks:
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🚨 NEW EPISODE ALERT! 🚨
This week on Awakening Truths: Makeup Your Power, Nichole and Tina are diving deep into authenticity — what it really means to live your truth in a world that constantly tells you who to be.
We’re unpacking how grief and going no contact can actually become powerful gateways to rediscovering your true self. We also explore how religion, politics, and social conditioning can pull you away from your inner knowing — and what it takes to break free from that.
Tina shares her journey into past life regression and how it’s helping her al...
When Silence Speaks: The Truth About No Contact
In this deeply personal and collective conversation, hosts Nichole Lynn Haywoodand Tina open up about the raw truth of going no contact — not as an act of punishment, but as an act of preservation, healing, and awakening.
Together, they explore the emotional and spiritual psychology behind choosing silence when connection becomes harmful — and the ripple effects that follow. From Nichole’s experience of stepping away from family ties to Tina’s story of honoring her father’s final wishes for peace, this episode reveals how no contact reshapes identity, grief, and authenticity.
They unpack the unseen dyn...
Life After Loss
Season three of Awakening Truths: MakeupYourPower marks a deeply personal new chapter — one born from loss, love, and liberation. As Nichole closes the door on season two, she opens her heart to the raw reality of life after losing her father on November 8th, while revisiting the long-held grief of her mother’s passing when she was just seven years old.
Season Overview
This season unfolds as a journey through grief, healing, and spiritual awakening. Joined by her cousin Tina, Nichole invites listeners into honest conversations that explore what it means to live, love, and rebu...
Reparenting the Consumer Self: The Art of Remembering Who You Are
We are living in a time of revelation — a time when truth is no longer hidden and the collective is awakening to the systems that have shaped our perception of reality. In this episode of MakeupYourPOWER, Nichole guides you through a deep remembrance — how ancient wisdom, astrology, and emotional energy were once used to empower humanity, and how that same knowledge was inverted to influence and control. Now, we have the opportunity to tip the scales — from illusion to authenticity, from consumption to creation, from control to liberation. Through presence, observation, wisdom, embodiment, and integration, Nichole helps you reparent your consum...
If Men Were Supposed to Lead the World, We’d Already Have Heaven on Earth: 11:22
In this week’s episode, Nichole guides listeners through a profound truth: if men were meant to lead the world alone, we’d already be living in heaven on earth. This is not a conversation about gender — it’s a revelation about energy. Nichole unpacks how centuries of masculine‑dominant systems created progress without peace, and how the feminine frequency is now rising to restore harmony, intuition, and wholeness. Through psychological insight, spiritual wisdom, and the MakeupYourPOWER Method — Presence, Observe, Wisdom, Embodiment, Rebirth, and Integration — Nichole shows you how to balance your inner masculine and feminine energies to create heaven within and aroun...
Indignity, Control & the Awakening of Power: 11:44
In this episode, Nichole guides you through the psychology and energetics of indignity — the invisible thread connecting control, shame, and awakening. We are living through a collective initiation — where systems of control are dissolving, identities are being redefined, and humanity is remembering its original sovereignty. What feels like chaos is actually calibration — the nervous system of the world learning how to exist in truth again. Nichole unpacks how indignity has been used as a psychological weapon to suppress power, and how awareness, presence, and embodiment can transmute that suppression into self-governance. Through the MakeupYourPOWER™ Method — Presence, Observe, Wisdom, Embodiment, and Rebirth —...
Holding Steady through the Storm -- Nervous System Healing in Scorpio Season
Awakening Truths: MakeupYourPower™is a soul‑centered podcast hosted by Nichole — intuitive guide, healer, and creator of The MakeupyourP.O.W.E.R. Method™(Presence, Observe, Wisdom, Embodiment, Rebirth). Each episode blends nervous system science, emotional healing, and spiritual awakening to help you move from survival into safety, from self‑protection into self‑power. Through raw storytelling, grounded tools, and deep reflection, Nichole invites you to reconnect with your body, reclaim your energy, and rise into your rebirth. Your emotions are sacred. Your healing is valid. Your power is real. © 2025 Nichole Haywood. The MakeupyourP.O.W.E.R. Method™ is an original fra...
Cannabis, ADHD & Conscious Creativity
Nichole opens up about her journey with ADHD, cannabis, and creativity—how she learned to turn overstimulation into inspiration. She shares how conscious use, self‑awareness, and spiritual grounding helped her transform distraction into divine flow. Includes creative‑flow exercises, affirmations, and a closing mantra for artists, healers, and dreamers who want to create from presence instead of pressure. Book a private session: https://planoly.store/awakeningtruthsmakeupyourpower
Love & Light: Embracing the Darkness to find Wholeness
Nichole opens up about her personal transformation—from addiction, trauma, and loss to deep spiritual awakening. She redefines love and light as full self‑acceptance, not avoidance, and shares how embracing darkness leads to true healing. Includes reflection prompts, affirmations, and a closing mantra to help you reconnect with your wholeness. Book a private session https://planoly.store/awakeningtruthsmakeupyourpower
The Masculine Rising
Pluto has gone direct in Aquarius, and the masculine collective is awakening. In this episode of Awakening Truth: Makeup Your Power, we explore what this cosmic shift means for the divine masculine, the divine feminine, and the collective healing now unfolding across generations. Nichole shares a deeply personal story of being guided to hold an energy session for her husband — a reflection of how the masculine is releasing centuries of suppression, distortion, and ancestral pain. She opens up about recognizing her own inner masculine patterns while teaching her sons the difference between healthy and toxic masculinity. Together, we’ll explore: * What...
Embracing Your Divine Feminine Power
In this powerful and transparent episode, Nichole shares her journey of rediscovering her voice, her purpose, and her Divine Feminine power. From working with thousands of clients through hair, makeup, and tarot, to awakening as a High Priestess guided by Spirit, Nichole reveals how her astrology chart — a Scorpio stellium in the 10th house, Pisces Moon, and Aquarius Rising — became her soul’s roadmap. She opens up about how the unseen world has guided her 12th house Mars and Jupiter, how Chiron in Gemini and Lilith in Aries shaped her healing, and how embracing her feminine energy transformed her life and ca...
Becoming the Phoenix
In this deeply personal and empowering episode, Nichole shares her journey of transformation since August 2021 — from bariatric surgery and addiction recovery to spiritual awakening and self-love. Through raw storytelling, guided visualization, and journal prompts, she invites you to explore your own roadmap of healing. Discover how travel, astrology, and divine feminine energy can help you reclaim your power, release what no longer serves you, and rise — just like the Phoenix within. Listen if you’re ready to: Reconnect with your authentic self Understand your birth chart as a tool for healing Embrace transformation with grace and gratitude Step into your divine...
The Heart Underneath- Pluto in Scorpio Generation
This episode is a transmission for the Pluto in Scorpio generation — the millennials who came here to break cycles, face shadows, and rebuild from truth. We are the ones who turned pain into awareness, silence into conversation, and trauma into transformation. We are the bridge between what was broken and what’s being reborn. In The Heart Underneath, Nichole dives deep into the energy of grace, accountability, and emotional evolution — exploring how we, as millennials, are transmuting generational pain into power. You’ll learn: What Pluto in Scorpio means for our generation How grace and accountability coexist in healing Why millenni...
Releasing Shame: Returning to Power
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In this deeply personal and healing episode, Nichole opens her heart to share her journey through shame, grief, and the painful reality of watching her father’s decline through dementia. She explores how shame can quietly shape our lives — and how love, awareness, and spiritual truth can dissolve it.
Through honest storytelling, guided visualization, and reflective journal prompts, Nichole invites you to explore your own relationship with shame, guilt, and loss. She shares how reparenting, compassion, and faith can transform even the darkest chapters into sacred awakenings.
This episode is for anyone navigating emot...
Breaking the Groundhog Day Cycles
Description: Do you feel like your life is on repeat? Same relationships. Same arguments. Same pain. That’s not bad luck—it’s a cycle. In this episode, Nichole reveals why trauma loops keep us stuck in “Groundhog Day” patterns and how to finally break free. Through shadow work, journaling, and emotional release practices, you’ll learn how to identify your repeating cycles, uncover the wounds they’re pointing to, and make new choices that rewrite your story. If you’re ready to stop reliving the same lessons and step into freedom, this episode is your roadmap out of the loop. ✨ Don’t fo...