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This week on Messy but Motivated, I’m getting honest about something a lot of us don’t want to admit… sometimes we are the reason we feel like we’re failing.

We set goals that look good, sound good, and might even work for someone else—but deep down, we know they don’t actually fit us. Then when we don’t follow through, we beat ourselves up like we lacked discipline… when really, we lacked alignment.

Not everyone is called to the same rhythms. Some people thrive journaling every...

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This week on Messy But Motivated, we’re getting real about a kind of exhaustion that sleep can’t fix.

Because truthfully… most of us aren’t just physically tired. We’re mentally drained, emotionally stretched, and spiritually worn down.

We’re carrying things no one else can see—
 unspoken stress, silent battles, unanswered prayers, pressure to keep it all together.
 Invisible weights that pile up day after day until even the smallest tasks feel heavy.

In this episode, we talk about what it looks like to live und...

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Life has been loud lately… and not just in the world around me, but in my mind, my circumstances, and honestly, my heart too.

In this week’s episode of Messy but Motivated, I’m getting real about what it looks like to live in the middle of chaos, between sickness, life updates, and even the unexpected stress of animal chaos (because… of course 😅). It’s been one of those seasons where everything feels overwhelming, and the noise just won’t stop.

But in the middle of all that, God has been re...

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This week on Messy But Motivated 🎙️

I’m getting real about something a lot of us don’t want to admit…

👉 We don’t have a time problem—we have a priority problem.

We say we’re too busy.

Too tired.

Too overwhelmed.

But if we’re honest?

We make time for what matters most to us.

In this episode, I’m diving into:

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This week on Messy But Motivated, I’m diving into the recent craziness surrounding NeeDoh’s and using it as a real-life example of how quickly culture can influence what we normalize—especially for our kids.

As Christians, we’re called to be different, not to blend in. I share my heart on what that actually looks like in today’s world and how I’ve been having honest, age-appropriate conversations with the youth in our ministry about some tough topics.

If you’ve ever struggled with how to explain hard t...

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In this episode of Messy but Motivated, we’re diving into the topic of discernment—how to recognize the difference between someone who claims to follow Christ and someone who truly lives it out.

I’m sharing three key things I’ve learned in seminary this semester that have challenged the way I see faith, people, and spiritual authenticity. We’ll also talk about what it really means to be “good” people—not by the world’s standards, but through a biblical lens.

This conversation is real, honest, and meant to encourage...

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In this week’s episode of Messy but Motivated, we’re recording while on vacation and having a real, honest conversation about the season our family is walking through right now. My husband joins me on the podcast as we talk about selling our house, the emotions that come with big life transitions, and how God showed up for us in a situation that could have turned out really bad—but didn’t.

We also open up about the bittersweet reality of leaving our church, the weight my husband carries as the anch...

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After a two-week break from being under the weather, Messy But Motivated is back! In this episode, I’m joined by my sister for a real, honest conversation about life, faith, parenting, personal growth, and everything in between. We dive into what it looks like to pursue God while navigating the messy, everyday moments of life. From lessons we’ve learned to the ways our faith shapes how we raise our families and grow as individuals, this episode is full of encouragement, laughter, and heartfelt truth.

If you’ve ever felt like l...

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This week on Messy But Motivated, I’m talking about how hectic life feels right now. The constant rushing. The pressure. The feeling of always being behind.

But I’m also sharing something God has been showing me in the middle of it all… you don’t have to defend yourself to everyone.

Not every misunderstanding needs a response.

Not every accusation deserves your energy.

The Bible says in Matthew 7:16, “You will know them by their fruit.” That means your consistency, your character, your obedience — that’s what sp...

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In this episode of Messy but Motivated, I’m getting honest about parenting—because no two families do it the same, and that’s okay. I share a big decision Mike and I made for our family and the mix of emotions that came with it. Then real life hit… hard. A sick kid, sleepless nights, and a moment where my prayer life was tested in ways I didn’t expect.

This episode is for the parents trying their best, the ones questioning their choices, and anyone learning how to lean on God whe...

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This week on Messy but Motivated, I'm talking about what it looks like to hold onto God's promises when He doesn't feel close. Sometimes our emotions tell us one thing - but truth tells us another. God isn't a feeling, He's faithful. Scripture reminds us that we are called to walk by faith, not by sight, and that becomes especially real in overwhelming seasons.

I'm also sharing about my second week of seminary and how stretching, challenging, and full it's been - and how God is meeting me right in the...

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This week on Messy but Motivated 🎙️
The Awkward Middle of Becoming Who You’re Praying For

Growth is uncomfortable. You don’t feel like your old self, but you’re not fully in the new yet. It can feel confusing, lonely, and awkward.

I’m reminding myself (and maybe you need this too): God isn’t silent—He’s preparing me for something bigger.

If you’re in the in-between, this episode is for you 🤍

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In this episode of Messy but Motivated, we’re busting the myth that success is some hidden formula only a few people have access to. Spoiler alert: it’s not a secret.

People who are already successful are literally spilling the tea every day. The common thread? Consistency. Showing up. Not quitting. Doing the work even when you’re in your own head trying to talk yourself out of it.

I talk about how some of the best advice I’ve ever received came from people without formal degrees in the f...

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In this episode of Messy but Motivated, I revisit 2025 and all the changes that came with it. What began as a dark, uncertain season slowly unfolded into something brighter than I ever imagined. I reflect on the lessons I learned in the middle of the mess, the growth that came from discomfort, and how faith carried me when clarity was nowhere in sight. This episode is for anyone who’s walked through a hard year and needs the reminder that darkness doesn’t get the final word and that sometimes the most beautiful chap...

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In this week’s episode of Messy But Motivated, I am talking about the kind of strength that doesn’t speak back. The kind of wisdom that chooses silence over explanation.

Not everything deserves a response. Not every misunderstanding needs to be corrected. Sometimes what feels like weakness is actually obedience.

We dive into what it looks like to trust God enough to stop defending yourself, stop proving your heart, and stop fighting battles He never asked you to carry. This episode is for the moments when you want to e...

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In this episode of Messy but Motivated, we’re talking about growth, the kind that doesn’t look the same for everyone.

It’s easy to compare your journey to someone else’s and feel behind, discouraged, or like you’re doing it wrong. But real growth isn’t a race, and it’s not always loud or visible. Sometimes it’s quiet. Sometimes it’s slow. Sometimes it’s just choosing to keep going.

I also dive into what wisdom really looks like not having all the answers, but learning to live...

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This week’s episode is all about one thing: taking action.

If God has placed a desire, a spark, or a pull on your heart… stop overthinking it and just do it. Procrastination isn’t always laziness sometimes it’s the enemy trying to delay your breakthrough, your blessing, or the next level God is trying to take you to.

We’re talking faith, obedience, and stepping boldly into the things you’re called to do.

I’m also sharing the book I’m currently obsessed with, the one I litera...

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This week on Messy but Motivated, we’re talking about something every single one of us struggles with: feeling like we need everyone’s approval to walk in our calling.

Because listen… when God calls you to something, not everybody is going to clap for you.

Not everybody is going to understand the shift you’re making.

And some people are going to talk, judge, or straight-up fall off your page when you stop posting what they want and start posting what God put on your heart.

I s...

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This week on Messy but Motivated, I get real about something I’ve been battling the last two weeks — slipping into depression. As moms, we’re the “it” person in the house. The fixer. The comforter. The one everyone looks to. And sometimes… it’s exhausting.

I open up about the pressure of creating content, the fear of being judged, and the desire for people to see me not as a highlight reel, but as a human being who struggles just like everyone else.

We’re also sharing a powerful testimo...

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✨ This Week on Messy but Motivated ✨

Let’s be real… if “unmotivated” had a face, it might be mine this week. 😂 We’re talking about what it really feels like to walk through a valley season — when life is messy, motivation is missing, and you’re wondering if God accidentally put you on the “hard mode” setting.

But here’s the truth: the valley is still holy ground. God does some of His BEST work when we feel our worst.

In today’s episode, I’m opening up about being in my own valley...

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This week on Messy but Motivated, we’re getting real about something every believer wrestles with: when God says “no.” It hurts in the moment. It’s confusing. It feels unfair. But later — sometimes months or even years down the road — we look back and see that His “no” was actually His protection, His redirection, and His love in disguise.

In this episode, we unpack why God closes certain doors, how to trust Him in the disappointment, and what it looks like to let go of what we thought we needed so we can step i...

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In this episode of Messy but Motivated, I sit down with my friend Ahna, owner of Blush Salon & Spa, to talk about our messy moments, the power of laughter, and how her faith has taken her business and her life to a whole new level.

We wrap up with a powerful testimony from Ashley, who shares how one shocking revelation from her mother about her father changed everything… but also showed how God was already working behind the scenes.

It’s a story of faith, resilience, and how God show...

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This week on Messy But Motivated, I sit down with my husband for a real, unfiltered talk about our 13 years of marriage — the highs, the hard parts, and the holy moments that changed everything. We go deep on how he came to faith, what’s kept us grounded through it all, and yes… we share some laughs along the way.

At the end, I share an incredible testimony from Isabella — a woman whose life was forever changed after being kidnapped by her own grandmother and father at just four years old. Her stor...

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This week on Messy But Motivated, I’m sharing a few of my own “messy” moments  including how I told my son to wear crazy socks… on the wrong day! 🤦‍♀️ I’ll also share what I’ve been watching lately, and something powerful I learned this week on my journey of following Christ.

Plus, don’t miss Ethan’s incredible testimony  a story about how one small decision completely changed his life, and how faith was the only thing that carried him through.

It’s real, it’s messy, and it’s all motivated by faith...

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This week on Messy But Motivated, I’m sharing a few of my own “messy” moments — including how I told my son to wear crazy socks… on the wrong day! 🤦‍♀️ I’ll also share what I’ve been watching lately, and something powerful I learned this week on my journey of following Christ.

Plus, don’t miss Ethan’s incredible testimony — a story about how one small decision completely changed his life, and how faith was the only thing that carried him through.

It’s real, it’s messy, and it’s all motivated by faith...

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This episode of Messy But Motivated, I’m sharing a few things I’ve recently learned about faith that completely changed my perspective — the kind of “new to me” truths that make you stop and think. I also open up about how I’ve been causing my own anxiety without even realizing it — from what I watch to what I listen to — and how I’m working to fix it. Then, we wrap up with James’ powerful testimony of redemption: how he went from drug smuggler to ministry. This one will remind you that no one is too f...

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⭐️BONUS EPISODE⭐️, on this episode of Messy But Motivated, I’m joined by my sister Londi for a special bonus episode straight from Nashville! We’re laughing nonstop, keeping it real, and sharing some honest sister talk you don’t want to miss.

✨ Lots of laughs. Real talk. Zero filter.

🎧 Tune in, laugh with us, and maybe even see a new side of sisterhood.

Don't forget to subscribe for more real, raw, and motivating conversations.

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This episode of Messy But Motivated, I get real about something I’ve been walking through lately — learning to forgive myself. 

I also share Rebecca’s testimony — her story carries pain that mirrors my own, yet in many ways it’s even heavier. And that’s exactly why I know it’s going to reach someone who’s struggling with hurt, shame, or wondering if God can still use them.

💌 Remember: your past does not disqualify you. If anything, it’s often the very thing God will use to speak life into someon...

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✨ Welcome back to Messy but Motivated — where trials turn into testimonies.

In today’s episode, we’re diving into the powerful reminder that “You’re in Control of the Ending.” Life doesn’t always go the way we plan — betrayal, loss, addiction, brokenness — but those painful chapters don’t get the final say. You do.

I’ll also be sharing a beautiful testimony from Savannah in Meridian, Idaho — a story filled with hope and strength that proves your past doesn’t define your future.

If you’ve ever felt stuck in a chapter t...

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This week, we’re getting real about hard conversations. I had three of them in just one week (😳) and I’m sharing the tips that got me through, plus the lessons I learned—think of it like free therapy, but with less crying and more laughing.

I’m also letting you in on the future of this podcast. After losing Charlie, I’ve been asking myself what I can do differently to honor his legacy. The answer? Pivoting Messy but Motivated into something that will help all of us.

I love sharin...

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In this episode, I reflect on the heartbreaking loss of Charlie Kirk and how it challenged me to stand even bolder in my faith and beliefs. His life made a real impact on me and my family, and his passing reminded me that the fruit we bear matters far more than the number of followers we have.

The Bible says, “You will know them by their fruit” — not by their Instagram or TikTok account. Today, I open up and share my story because I believe it’s important. I hope after this epi...

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Friends for a Reason, Season, or a Lifetime is a raw and real look at the friendships that shape us—and sometimes break us. I open up about the friendship breakups happening in my own life, the lessons they’ve taught me, and the hard truth that not every friend is meant to stay forever. Through these stories, I’m learning to tear down the walls I once built and make room for new, meaningful connections. If you’ve ever lost a friend, questioned why some people are only in your life for a season...

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Today’s episode is basically my guilty confessions list:
 •I buy things I swear I’ll use (automatic mop,       red light lamp…) but they end up collecting dust.
 •The garage has turned into a Marketplace museum—stuff I “plan” to sell but never actually do.
 •Back to school craziness and Chloe’s picture day drama.
 •Plus, a reminder from Emily Kaiser’s story about how fast accidents can happen, and why we should give ourselves grace.

If you’ve ever impulse-bought something that’s now your “decor,” or promised yourself you’d sell your pil...

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In today’s episode of Messy but Motivated, I open up about something that hasn’t been easy for me—sharing my faith. For a long time, I let fear and guilt hold me back, worried about how people would look at me if I spoke about God. But recently, I realized that someone’s eternity is far more important than my comfort.

This episode is for anyone who’s struggled with being bold in their faith. I hope my story encourages you to lean into obedience, even when it feels scary, and...

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Welcome back to Messy but Motivated!
In this raw and unfiltered episode, I’m breaking down the truth about healing — the side no one likes to post about.

It’s not always pretty. It’s not always peaceful.
Sometimes it’s panic attacks, withdrawal symptoms, starting a new medication, or sitting in silence wondering if you’re doing it all wrong.

Yes, healing might include bubble baths and journaling… but it also includes crying in the shower, setting hard boundaries, and wrestling with your past.

Let’s talk abo...

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You asked, I answered — no holding back. In this episode, I’m getting real and raw with questions straight from you! From what’s in my bank account 💰 to where I see myself in five years 👀, nothing was off-limits. I also drop some exciting updates about what’s coming next for the podcast and beyond. Spoiler: big things are on the way. Let’s get into it!

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In this raw and unfiltered episode of Messy but Motivated, I’m sharing something I’ve never fully opened up about — my testimony.

I was at a breaking point. My mental health was crumbling, and I was ready to give in to the enemy. But in that darkest moment… God stepped in.

This isn’t just a story about faith — it’s about transformation. About surrendering my way of living and finally picking up the Bible to follow His. I know some people won’t believe it, and that’s okay. But I live...

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Ever catch yourself spiraling after seeing someone’s “perfect” life on Instagram? Yep, same. In this episode of Messy but Motivated, we’re calling out the toxic lie of comparison and taking our power back. Because behind every instagram-perfect photo is someone else’s hot mess—and you don’t need their life, you just need to start loving yours again.

Let’s talk about what comparison steals from us, how to shut it up, and how to stay grounded in your own messy, beautiful, purpose-filled journey. Grab your coffee, your chaos, and let’s...

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In this episode, I get real about money--specifically how I was never taught how to manage it, and how that led me into a cycle of debt and shame. I dug myself out and I am here to convince you that you can do the same. Our credit score doesn't define our worth.  

We deep dive into what we all lack, giving ourselves grace and the importance of taking a step back and looking at the big picture. It's all about unleashing the guilt and celebrating the progress.

📧Don’t forg...

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This episode I talk about unmasking! In a world full of filters, highlight reels, and fake smiles, I’m here to remind you that being genuine—online and in real life—is your superpower. We dive into the power of showing up as your true self, ditching the mask (aka pretending to be someone you’re not), and making life a whole lot lighter by keeping it real. Because when you stop performing, your people will find you—and they’ll stay.

So if you’re done with society telling you, you have  to b...