How I see it

40 Episodes
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By: Chris Millar

Join Chris Millar as he navigates his own world of building software, sobriety, mental health, and neurodiversity in around five minutes a day.

Little Caesars
06/23/2025

Discovering how important the gym is to my happiness. Turns out way more than I originally appreciated.


Players and games
06/11/2025

I said no. That's a thing that happened.


All the As
06/07/2025

The highs and lows of working with the kid to prepare her for a new school next year.


Of service
06/02/2025

Government (and democracy) is supposed to be messy. Put on your big kid pants.


Zelda Zelda Zelda
04/26/2025

A special episode with a special someone.


The fog of war
04/21/2025

Slowly coming out of the fog of our major conference.


Taking stock
03/15/2025

Relating my dad's history to my own. Taking stock of our accomplishments just before our biggest conference of the year.


A healthy amount of fear
02/17/2025

Relationships... death... relationships. In that order.


Daddy Door Dash
02/17/2025

A quick overview about my trip and the lack of mental health recovery.


Demystify
02/09/2025

We get a bit more specific about what my job is and what my product is.


Friend check
02/08/2025

A simple friend check setting off a chain of others. The power of friendships and connection even if you haven't said hello in a while.


Hallpass
01/31/2025

Reflecting on late nights working while still in active addiction. When you're sober for yourself, it doesn't matter what anyone thinks.


I’m going to murder someone
01/29/2025

Windows updates and backpacks. Look at me not talking about work!


In motion
01/22/2025

Mapping the kids struggles to my own and trying to relate and figure out a path to help her be successful in life.


No pain no gain
01/21/2025

Getting a rhythm at the house so exercising gets back into my normal routine. Getting my fitness trends pointed in the right direction.


Murky Mess
01/20/2025

Parsing recent developments with the cabin and my job. What else do we even talk about any more?


I’ve got time
01/09/2025

A brief note about my product. A brief complaint about the Republican party.


A long battle
01/08/2025

Mourning the loss of my aunt. An amazing human being.


The villain sandwich
01/07/2025

When am I the villain? When am I the hero? With the theme of 2024 being kind of retroactive, what will my theme be for 2024?


Exhausted
01/07/2025

Complain-y McComplainerson.


Happy new year
01/01/2025

We accidentally got a snowmobile. We accidentally stayed at the cabin all break. It also turns out I work a lot less than everyone thinks I do.


Push and pull
12/28/2024

Drinking the political podcast Kool-Aid while wondering what is going to happen to the free press.


Ambivalent
12/27/2024

A bunch of "fun" existential questions. What to do when you can do anything? Why do I feel so alone right now? Will I get out of this rut?


Prosthetic Penis
12/26/2024

I'm going to see a horror movie at 9PM tonight.


Seasons
12/14/2024

Recognizing that it's ok to not be obsessive all the time. A common theme. Talking about the path to disruption and my deep concern over resourcing my product while trying to get customers live.


Schoggiweggli
12/04/2024

A quick update on my trip.


Two years
11/29/2024

Reflecting on two years of sobriety and contrasting it with my last trip to Switzerland.


Thankful
11/28/2024

A run down of everything I'm thankful for.


Measure
11/24/2024

You cannot fix what you do not measure. In life, work, and addiction.


Did you miss me
11/23/2024

The Democrats need more punk rock in their messaging.


Screaming infidelities
11/14/2024

My hair was everywhere.


Closer
11/12/2024

The ADHD struggles of thinking you can do everything while having the grace to accept that you cannot be 100% all the time.


Flattened
11/11/2024

Grappling with a change in roles and reflecting on how I got here.


Last minute McGee
11/11/2024

I'm traveling. San Diego, Switzerland... and I'm booking at the last minute.


Two conversations
11/10/2024

Grappling with my emotional acuity. Celebrating the the impending release of my product.


Paralyzed
11/09/2024

Dealing with the aftermath of America saying it doesn't care about integrity.


That escalated quickly
11/06/2024

We bought a trailer and a cabin. Because we are crazy.


Cheaper than therapy
11/04/2024

Grappling with the challenges of getting everything I've wanted the last two years.


The Oreo conundrum
03/24/2024

How to not over dip your Oreo.


Wrong trajectory
03/09/2024

A neighbor and a compliment.