How I see it
Join Chris Millar as he navigates his own world of building software, sobriety, mental health, and neurodiversity in around five minutes a day.
Little Caesars
Discovering how important the gym is to my happiness. Turns out way more than I originally appreciated.
Players and games
I said no. That's a thing that happened.
All the As
The highs and lows of working with the kid to prepare her for a new school next year.
Of service
Government (and democracy) is supposed to be messy. Put on your big kid pants.
Zelda Zelda Zelda
A special episode with a special someone.
The fog of war
Slowly coming out of the fog of our major conference.
Taking stock
Relating my dad's history to my own. Taking stock of our accomplishments just before our biggest conference of the year.
A healthy amount of fear
Relationships... death... relationships. In that order.
Daddy Door Dash
A quick overview about my trip and the lack of mental health recovery.
Demystify
We get a bit more specific about what my job is and what my product is.
Friend check
A simple friend check setting off a chain of others. The power of friendships and connection even if you haven't said hello in a while.
Hallpass
Reflecting on late nights working while still in active addiction. When you're sober for yourself, it doesn't matter what anyone thinks.
I’m going to murder someone
Windows updates and backpacks. Look at me not talking about work!
In motion
Mapping the kids struggles to my own and trying to relate and figure out a path to help her be successful in life.
No pain no gain
Getting a rhythm at the house so exercising gets back into my normal routine. Getting my fitness trends pointed in the right direction.
Murky Mess
Parsing recent developments with the cabin and my job. What else do we even talk about any more?
I’ve got time
A brief note about my product. A brief complaint about the Republican party.
A long battle
Mourning the loss of my aunt. An amazing human being.
The villain sandwich
When am I the villain? When am I the hero? With the theme of 2024 being kind of retroactive, what will my theme be for 2024?
Exhausted
Complain-y McComplainerson.
Happy new year
We accidentally got a snowmobile. We accidentally stayed at the cabin all break. It also turns out I work a lot less than everyone thinks I do.
Push and pull
Drinking the political podcast Kool-Aid while wondering what is going to happen to the free press.
Ambivalent
A bunch of "fun" existential questions. What to do when you can do anything? Why do I feel so alone right now? Will I get out of this rut?
Prosthetic Penis
I'm going to see a horror movie at 9PM tonight.
Seasons
Recognizing that it's ok to not be obsessive all the time. A common theme. Talking about the path to disruption and my deep concern over resourcing my product while trying to get customers live.
Schoggiweggli
A quick update on my trip.
Two years
Reflecting on two years of sobriety and contrasting it with my last trip to Switzerland.
Thankful
A run down of everything I'm thankful for.
Measure
You cannot fix what you do not measure. In life, work, and addiction.
Did you miss me
The Democrats need more punk rock in their messaging.
Screaming infidelities
My hair was everywhere.
Closer
The ADHD struggles of thinking you can do everything while having the grace to accept that you cannot be 100% all the time.
Flattened
Grappling with a change in roles and reflecting on how I got here.
Last minute McGee
I'm traveling. San Diego, Switzerland... and I'm booking at the last minute.
Two conversations
Grappling with my emotional acuity. Celebrating the the impending release of my product.
Paralyzed
Dealing with the aftermath of America saying it doesn't care about integrity.
That escalated quickly
We bought a trailer and a cabin. Because we are crazy.
Cheaper than therapy
Grappling with the challenges of getting everything I've wanted the last two years.
The Oreo conundrum
How to not over dip your Oreo.
Wrong trajectory
A neighbor and a compliment.