Creator. Created. Creating.

I woke up a couple weeks ago with clarity on this and recorded some thoughts, then I shelved it because... I don't have a stance I want promote here, just thoughts that were helpful to me in my processing. Then I realized sharing these thoughts may be helpful grist for your mill too. ;) lol  Stance or no stance. It was helpful for me to pinpoint these things for myself, because when you clarify what you truly value then everything naturally begins to reorganize itself around that clarity. And the same 'ends' can find new means. 

We're playing a game today called "What happened? What did you make it mean??" *Insert Gameshow Host Announcer Voice* - every triggering incident is a portal. Are you entering? 

Have seen a lot of media lately about 'people pleasing' and wanted to offer another perspective on the trend that I am seeing around this. 

I recorded this completely forgetting that I had music on in the background at first, and the song that was playing was Reborn As Art, I decided that was perfect and that it also fits exactly what I'm talking about because when you're facing decisions in your life and your direction and you are no longer basing those decisions on avoidance, you're then free to base them on EXPRESSION, which is you then living and BEING art. voila. Enjoy xo

I'm back sharing some thoughts about a reaction I had to someone's choice to blow past her own 'NO' and hold it up as a prime example of how we do this to ourselves with the best intentions. Let's talk about it. Because for sure you can get results blowing past your own limitations, but also YOU DON'T HAVE TO. You can create results WHILE HONORING your capacity and comfort level. 

I saw a reel on my feed from this guy that was basically bullying GPT in real time and I had a lot of thoughts about that and the specific THINGS he was trying to humiliate it for—so telling. I made my own reel about it on IG as well, but I wanted to share this here too for those who aren't on there. 

Quick note about why I removed the episode I uploaded the other day (in case you saw it appear and disappear and were wondering) and also a note about the massive fear that comes up for me every single time I release something new and the excruciating thing that still happens in me even after ALL these years. Maybe you relate.

Crying in my car sharing my heart and my passion in the hope it helps. Love you ❤️

Humans are cute, and like celestial bodies. I was thinking about this and how the people I wanted to validate me in my youth could not, and how I could not for them either, though I did try. And they did try too. I hope this is a balm to you as it was to me. 

Those of you who've been around awhile know that a long time ago I decided not to use reviews and testimonials and media mentions in the sales or promotion of my work, I've been in process with that decision for years and today all NEW levels of why were revealed to me, as well as a memory of a very uncomfortable client contract negotiation from years ago and how it DIRECTLY related to this. Buckle up, she's a banger. lol 😂❤️💞 but she just set me a little bit more free. 🙏😌

Just posted on IG about this and then wrote more in a email to my list about it, and then decided to record that and drop it here too. It's so important. It'll set you free. 💕 (obviously this is for those who live from the inside -> out, not the other way around). P.S. Alice is open to the public now, hop in any time! 🕳️🐇 sunnichapman.com/alice

I feel such a passion about this, always, and here's why. The REAL innocence, is something so much more excruciatingly beautiful than the surface level one that most people talk about. And this is what real innocence is to me. 💕

Is manifestation dead? Is it a lie or clever coping mechanism? I don't know! It is what it is to you. Here's what it is to me. 💞 Forgive the chainsaws and bathwater edits. This one was rough-cut but important to me. 

if you ever feel like you're failing at being a proper well adjusted successful adult, this one's for you. I recorded this from the trail so forgive the jacket swishing, wind, water and breath sounds. lol 

I heard someone being condescending about 'fantasy' online and I had something to say about it. lol 

Heard some news this morning on the ai front and felt a wave of passion sweep through me about the topic. Here is that wave. Here is what I feel that I am often afraid to name more clearly, but just cannot contain myself about anymore. This is not a verdict or a sideline or a final resting place, it's just how I'm meeting this and life right now, for whatever it's worth to your own process. 

If you feel like you've lost touch with the magic, or lost your close connection with spirit and the many expressions of it (guides, angels, god, universe, etc.), this may help.  

Talking about a dream I had which was definitely me processing violence and powerlessness in the collective and in myself, and how that powerlessness is not powerlessness at all, it is just power that has already taken on a new shape, and is learning to embody that on the inner planes, not just the outer ones. You have already mastered not being violent with others. But how you doing with yourself? 

Here's my thoughts on energy forecasts and predictions and how I personally approach them in case it's useful. I also rambled a bit about psychic predictions and what they're really giving you at the end. Enjoy!

I think most of the tension people feel here is the pressure to calcify into one final world view as if reality is just one of these and not the other. I'm sharing my thoughts about this today and about why we jump camps and the importance of taking up space there until a new balance can be held. 

When you can no longer tell what's fake and what's real what are the implications of that humanity as a species, on a personal level and when it comes to creative business and livelihood? My thoughts on this, on the lure of nostalgia, and on humanity's evolution as prompted through this technology age. There has never been a more powerful time to re-orient yourself to your own truths and open to all that's to come (and that you've called in). 

When you're wondering if you would feel better if you just let your hopes, dreams, desires, and preferences go... you're really asking a different question. I wanted to talk about this today in relation to my IG reel from the other day, I promised an expansion on that, and this is it. 

brief thoughts on the energetics and textural reality of the common cold, lol 

If you listened to the last two episodes and are currently feeling a bit like an amorphous blob of slight disappointment, annoyance, disorientation, and tenderness... this will help.

My thoughts and perspective on originality (that came up in response to a question), this is both general and in regard to advancing technology and ai and related things. 

I wanted to talk about this dirty dirty word of 'dependence' and share some of my random thoughts about it today. It set me free a little, I hope it does you too. 

Thoughts on this final couple months of the year and where I'm at and where you might be at and some connections to consider as you move forward into the integration and embodiment of the self you have called in and are becoming. 💕

this episode was sparked by the following line from my journal: "I suppose that is the beauty and pain of being human though, and even of being god, being able to create but not control." I am expanding on that, where it came from and what it got me thinking about, let's talk about it! 🌀🌬️ P.S. If you like hearing me talk and want to hear more of my talking you can do so here: sunnichapman.com/membership

Are you in the midst of a great transformation of shifting your point of value from the result to the process?? You're not alone. A quick note about that and about talking to spirit when you need. 

I wrote this sentence in my stories and asked if I should make a podcast about it and the answer was yes, so here it is! Buckle up babies, cause we're goin' there. ❤️

After recording a personal inquiry that I dropped in my private pod about some annoyances that were popping up for me, I recorded this one too. The idea of pre-selling your work before spending any energy or time on it is symptomatic of our outside-in, external validation and authority seeking society, and it works *IF* success at all cost is your top value and priority, but if that is NOT your top priority it will not be congruent for you, let's talk about it. 

I was inspired to play a light mini manifestation game with myself recently and I wanted to share the results and the funny thing that happened and the one thing that was eluding me for the longest time, what I finally saw about it, and what happened after I saw that. ✨  Special shout out to my grandma (who passed quite a few years ago), love you forever gramma. 🥹❤️💞

Recorded this from the lake on our anniversary, I'm seeing the collective metabolizing this in a big way and I wanted to talk about it and send out some love to any achy places in you coming up around this. Side tangents included, you're welcome. lol  

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This question came up and spoiler alert: the answer is no, but I expand on all this from my point of view in this episode! If you find yourself in a constant battle with yourself about your purpose and how to define it and feel you have to define it to succeed, this one's for you. 

a Ralph Waldo Emerson quote that found me this morning and the tangent it sent me on. Thoughts about life, career, money, love and the places we think love can't apply. Enjoy! 

This visual may be helpful to you as a way to ground your declarations into time and space. Use your own words for what you are creating and calling in, feel the resonance of it reverberate through the field. 

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I just shared this with my CCC Private Pod members and I had to share it here too. Feels too momentous an internal occasion not to, I want to mark this down in the pages of my life. Thank you for being a witness 🥹😭❤️💗💕

I received the answer to a question my heart and soul had been asking for months this morning, in a single line of a poem shared by a random stranger. I love when that happens. 🥹 Suddenly my understanding came full circle and the cycle was complete and I was able to release a shame that had been plaguing me for a long time now. If you have been shamed for being a sweetness seeking creature, or for moving fast and orienting towards what feels lighter, the hummingbird spirit and me have a message for you. 

We put on SoundScapes for the dogs sometimes which is this DirecTV music channel with new age mellow music and travel photos and inspirational quotes lol, today a quote popped up that said “We grow because we struggle, learn and overcome.” and I said OOOOHHHH, let's question it! ;) Because that is one available option, but let's show your brain that there is another one. 
 

Self inquiry time! If you have a belief that control and force/dominance/mastery/planning is needed for financial wealth/money and the quality of life that you want, let's question it and open the mind to new possibilities.