Old School Food Freedom
In today’s diet-culture society, food issues and body hatred have become the norm. But you were created to be FREE. Welcome to Old School Food Freedom, where we go back to the basics, God’s basics, for how we view food, our bodies, and our worth.Hosted by FINDINGbalance Executive Director Chrissy Kirkman, this podcast features Biblically-sound experts, thought-leaders, artists, and everyday people who will inspire you to interrupt negative cultural soundtracks and rediscover God’s original design for your relationship with food and your body.This show will deliver practical, faith-filled insights on how to break free from diet c...
87: Body Gratitude When Your Body Has Limits w/ Leah Bryant
If movement has always felt complicated, tangled up with body image, or the pressure to do more and look different, this episode is for you.
Chrissy sits down with Leah Bryant, the producer of Old School Food Freedom, who woke up one day unable to feel anything below the waist. What followed was emergency spinal surgery, a cauda equina syndrome diagnosis, thirty days in rehab, and a slow, faith-filled journey back to walking on her own. Together, they talk about what body gratitude really looks like when your body has limits, why shaming yourself into movement never...
86: Overcoming Body Shame: Where It Comes From and How to Heal w/ Angelica Gonzalez
If you have ever dreaded swimsuit season, felt that familiar wave of shame when the layers come off, or spent another summer hiding from your own life because of how you feel about your body, you’ll want to hear this episode.
Chrissy sits down with psychotherapist Angelica Gonzalez for an honest conversation about overcoming body shame and what it looks like to move toward your body with compassion instead of contempt. Together, they cover where the shame voice comes from, why swimsuit season hits so hard, and what practical body image healing looks like when you br...
85: How Faith and Neuroscience Heal Your Mind w/ Dr. Alisa Shanks
If you have ever felt trapped in the same exhausting thought loops, the impatience, the resentment, the frustration, no matter how hard you try to think your way out, you'll want to hear this episode.
Dr. Alisa Shanks is a licensed psychologist who loves Jesus and neuroscience, and in Part 2 of this conversation, she brings both to bear on something that will change the way you think about healing. Because brain science is confirming what scripture has said all along, and the path to freedom is far less like striving and far more like surrender.
Th...
84: How to Take Every Thought Captive in Eating Disorder Recovery w/ Dr Alisa Shanks
If you know the verse "Take every thought captive," but still feel completely at the mercy of the thoughts that won't stop coming, this episode is for you.
Dr. Alisa Shanks is a licensed clinical psychologist with over two decades of experience in eating disorder recovery and university mental health, and she believes wholeheartedly in full recovery. What she brings to this conversation began not in a studio but in a therapy session, when the Holy Spirit planted something she couldn't stop thinking about: the fruit of the Spirit versus the poisoned fruit of the enemy, and...
83: How to Stop Believing Lies About Your Body and Let Jesus Tell a Better Story w/ Chaplain Eva Bleeker
What if the story you've been telling yourself about your body was never the true story to begin with?
Chaplain Eva Bleeker joins Chrissy to explore narrative identity theory (stories) and what it means for women navigating disordered eating, body shame, and food freedom and faith.
You'll learn why healing cannot happen in isolation, how the stories we absorbed from family and diet culture shaped us more than we knew, and why Jesus, the One who took on a human body, is the best co-author your story could have.
We love hearing from...
82: Eating Disorder Recovery During Pregnancy: What Your Body Is Telling You w/ Jessica-Lauren Newby
Pregnant and feeling your eating disorder thoughts creeping back in? Your body is in a completely different season right now, and you deserve support that understands both.
Jessica-Lauren Newby, registered dietitian and certified eating disorder specialist, joins Chrissy to walk through exactly what eating disorder recovery during pregnancy looks like, from navigating cravings and morning sickness without shame, to advocating with your OB, to trusting God with a body that keeps changing in ways you didn't plan for.
She also shares something beautiful: every woman who has ever been pregnant is forever marked by that ba...
81: How Selah House Uses Christ-Centered Care to Bring Real Recovery w/ Amanda Sloan
If you've been told you need a higher level of care for your eating disorder and you don't know what that means or whether you're ready, this episode is for you.
Amanda Sloan from Selah House, one of the nation's long-standing Christ-centered eating disorder treatment centers, joins us today to discuss residential eating disorder treatment, explain the difference between the levels of care, and show you what faith-based eating disorder recovery looks like from the inside, from worship and prayer to equine therapy, with Jesus woven into every part of the process.
She also talks...
80: She Hid Her Bulimia for Years, Then God Met Her There w/ Jayme Muller
If you've been hiding your eating disorder because you think you're too far gone, or too deep in the binging and purging cycle to bring God into it, this conversation will meet you right where you are.
Jayme Muller is a Christian blogger, author, and podcast host who opens up about her own bulimia recovery story, how all-or-nothing thinking kept her stuck for years, and what surrender to God looked like and how that changed everything.
Friend, if any of that sounds like your life right now, you are not alone, and you are not...
79: Body Dysmorphia vs Body Image Struggles: A Christian Perspective w/ Dr. Erica Faulhaber
If you've heard the term body dysmorphia on social media and you're wondering whether what you're experiencing is actually body dysmorphic disorder or body image struggles, this conversation will finally help you understand the difference, and know if you need help.
Dr. Erica Faulhaber is a licensed professional counselor and certified eating disorder specialist breaking down body dysmorphia. She walks through the four diagnostic criteria for BDD, explains why it often shows up alongside eating disorders, and shares what recovery looks like from a Christ-centered perspective.
Friend, if Dr. Erica is describing your life, don't...
78: Navigating Singleness, Dating, and Eating Disorder Recovery w/ Grace McCready
If you've been asking yourself whether you're physically, emotionally, and spiritually prepared for a relationship, or if you're navigating what dating looks like when food and body image are still really tender, this one's for you.
Grace McCready is back with a story from her first date. She discovered her date had made health an idol instead of keeping Jesus first. Her takeaway? Both people need their priorities straight, not just the one in recovery.
You'll hear how to know if you're really ready, why being "pretty okay" with body image isn't always enough, and...
77: Long-Term Effects of Eating Disorders and Dieting on Your Body w/ Angela Lemond
If you've been curious about the long-term physical effects of eating disorders and dieting, this episode is for you. We're talking about what eating disorders can leave behind physically, and the hope that Jesus can still bring healing.
This episode came from a brave listener request in our community about the long-term effects of eating disorders and dieting, and what healing can look like over time. Friend, if you’ve been carrying that question too, this conversation is for you.
Angela Lemond is a registered dietitian and licensed professional counselor who's walked this path both pe...
76: The Scale Is Lying! Here’s What Jesus Says Is True w/ Dr. Kari Anderson
“The scale has quietly become a false idol for many of us, stealing our peace and distorting our God-given identity."
Dr. Kari Anderson is a licensed eating disorder counselor who gets it; she's walked through binge eating recovery herself. In this conversation, we're talking about how the scale has become a false idol, why body neutrality is the missing piece in healing your relationship with food, and the science behind why afternoon bingeing and overeating are actually an energy problem.
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75: How Eating Disorders Affect the Whole Family w/ Kristin Fickes
“Thankfully, the story does not end there. I figured it out. And God's absolute, total grace and faithfulness showed me the way and led me to the right help.
Kristin Fickes’ story is relatable, and her experience is a gift. She’s someone we're linking arms with at FINDINGbalance in this fight against eating disorders. It's a Kingdom campaign and we're on it together.
In this conversation, we’re talking about how the entire family is impacted when someone is walking through recovery from an eating disorder, the difference it makes to have Christ-centered care as...
74: She Came to Produce, But Jesus Came to Heal w/ Leah Bryant
Chrissy sits down with podcast growth strategist (and our incredible producer) Leah Bryant for an honest conversation about food freedom, body image, faith, and healing. Leah shares her story of growing up in 90s diet culture, the moment God began shifting how she saw herself, and why freedom in Christ isn’t achieved...it’s received.
“Every yes, no matter how small, is a step toward freedom.”
That is why we exist as an organization. That's why this podcast exists as one of the programs we provide to create...
73: How to Raise a Body-Confident Daughter w/ Chantia Sturman
From a young age, many girls are exposed to body image issues and eating habits that may not be the most uplifting. Years go by, and that young girl shows her daughter the very same habits. But it is possible to break the cycles passed down from generation to generation with God’s love, grace, and support.
Chantia Sturman, licensed therapist and founder of Darling, Arise (which you’ll hear more about), joins Chrissy to share how moms can build body confidence in daughters, and even find healing in the process.
You’ll discov...
72: Find Freedom in Christ from Overexercise w/ Nicole Speeney
“If you’re not intentionally giving your body the rest it needs, your body will rest when it's not convenient for you.”
Wow! How much of a reality check is that? So once we recognize that drive to overexercise or avoid rest, what do we do about it?
Registered Dietitian, Nicole Speeney, has walked this path both personally and professionally.
In this episode, Nicole shares with us the behavioral, physiological, and emotional signs that can indicate excessive exercise, as well as how to balance activity and re...
71: Declutter the House & the Shame with w/ Susan Stewart
Clutter is about so much more than just the stuff piled in corners and stuffed into closets.
You may even read that and not want to listen, but the Lord put this message in your path for a reason.
There are quite a few similarities between body image, eating disorders, and a cluttered home. But the truth is that your body is a good body. It’s honorable and worthy of respect. And so is your home.
In this episode with professional organizer, Susan Stewart, we discuss the messages we’ve like...
70: Christ-Centered Somatic Eating Disorder Treatment w/ Tracy Brown
The word “somatic” has been making its rounds on the internet in recent years. But what does it actually mean? And is there a way to incorporate somatic-based treatment ideas into a Christ-centered eating disorder recovery plan?
This conversation was inspired by a listener who reached out to ask if we’d have Tracy back on the show. (We love hearing from you! If you have thoughts or questions for us while you’re listening, use the one-way text button above to share with us.)
And the short answer… yes. We have Christ-cent...
69: People-Pleasing, Codependency & Grace [Part 2] w/ Travis Stewart
What if you could recognize the parts of yourself that hold you back, and finally live fully loved?
In this follow-up conversation, Chrissy and licensed professional counselor Travis Stewart discuss the Three Chairs Framework. You’ll learn how to identify and work with your Child Self, False Self, and Wise Self, process emotions with grace, and begin moving toward freedom from shame and people-pleasing through Christ.
If you haven't yet listened to Part 1 of this conversation, you'll want to do that first. Part 1 sets the stage for understanding these parts of yourself, and Part 2 explores wh...
68: Understanding Your Habits & Behaviors [Part 1] w/ Travis Stewart
What if you had a way not only to understand but transform behaviors and habits you’re tired of struggling with? Because the truth is… You do have the freedom and the God-given right to live a full and happy life!
This episode marks the start of Season 7 of The Old School Food Freedom Podcast!
In the first part of a two-part conversation, listener favorite, Travis Stewart, a licensed professional counselor, returns to guide us through an easy way to understand ourselves, our struggles, and why we exhibit the behaviors and habits we do...
67: Unplugged & Uplifted: Chrissy’s Social Media Reset w/ Allie Marie Smith
All or nothing thinking doesn’t just show up with food struggles and body image issues—it also shows up in our relationship with social media.
The last time Allie Marie Smith was on the podcast, she invited Chrissy to try a social media reset. What started as a few days, has stretched out to months.
“That experience reshaped my connection with Jesus, with myself, and the people around me!” -Chrissy
In this episode, you’ll discover how to recognize if you’re possibly experiencing social media addiction, statistics about social media usage...
66: Guilt-Free, Christ-Centered Goal Setting w/ Amia Freeman
The enemy is so sneaky with how he uses the pressures of diet culture and goal setting. But what if you were to learn that there’s a way to take back this territory the enemy has held hostage from you—things like food, movement, and gentle nutrition?
Amia Freeman found Christ through fitness, and today she’s sharing how God helped her reclaim this territory in this throwback episode!
With Amia, you’ll discover how God can support you in goal setting, how competition and fear impact your goals, and how you can move from...
65: Unburdened: Jesus' Invitation to a Better Way w/ Ruth Harper
We’ve all heard the term in the Bible, but what exactly is a “yoke?” As it turns out, there are a few meanings for the word. And the concept ties in beautifully with attachment styles (or attachment theory).
In today’s episode, Ruth Harper—a Registered Dietitian and longtime friend of FINDINGbalance—shares more on the subject. You’ll learn what attachment theory is all about, how a healthy attachment style with God helps soothe food and body image struggles, and steps to take to choose a supportive yoke.
Jesus wants to unburden you f...
64: When Fertility, Food, and Movement Connect w/ Ashley Smith
What if your “healthy habits” are actually causing harm? God created us with such attention to detail! But sometimes… we seek control amidst the chaos of life and cause confusion to this delicate inner world He’s created.
This is especially true in the case of Hypothalamic Amenorrhea(HA). Today’s guest, Ashley Smith of The HA Society, has firsthand experience with.
From missing periods and infertility to brain fog and hair loss, the signs and symptoms of HA are often mistaken for other issues. In today’s conversation, discover common misdiagnoses for HA, the vita...
63: Christian Eating Disorder Treatment Options w/ Amie Shields
It can be difficult to find treatment that fully integrates faith in Christ—especially in-person care. That’s why we’re excited to share this conversation with Amie Shields, founder of Charis Eating Disorder Care, a Christ-centered nonprofit treatment center in Florida.
In this episode, Amie shares her powerful story of moving from bondage to breakthrough, the heart and mission behind Charis Eating Disorder Care, what Christian recovery can look like, and how to find help through Charis today.
Know someone who needs Christ-centered care? This episode is for them.
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62: Social Media Reset: Unplug, Reconnect with God, and Reclaim Your Joy w/ Allie Marie Smith
Every moment on social media matters. It shapes who we are and the women we will become. But even hearing that, it still feels impossible to break the habit of reaching for the phone to see what your friend has been up to, or what the latest trending Reel is, or even using these apps for work. So… what are you to do?
Allie Marie Smith joins Chrissy to talk about this very thing! Her new book is called Social Media Reset. In this episode, you’ll hear messages she shares in her book, including how to reco...
61: Making & Breaking Agreements w/ Jordan and Marie Foote
The voice of the enemy is loud and persuasive—and sometimes easier to hear than God’s tender, loving messages. Satan is sneaky with the agreements he lures us into. Once we realize the weight of all those lies we’ve believed, it can feel like a hopeless situation we can’t untangle from.
But nothing could be further from the truth! Jordan and Marie Foote are back to help us understand how spiritual roots connect to agreements and how identifying and breaking those agreements with the enemy leads to freedom through Christ.
In this...
60: Understanding Spiritual Roots w/ Jordan and Marie Foote
Chrissy frequently references the concept of negative spiritual roots, but we've never spent an entire episode digging in to understanding how deep-seated emotions, beliefs, and experiences fuel harmful behaviors and perspectives.
Often rooted in past hurts, trauma, or unaddressed sin, spiritual roots can hinder growth and distance us from God. Instead of avoiding the issue once it’s exposed, the Lord wants us to turn toward Him in our time of need.
Today, Jordan and Marie Foote join Chrissy to dig into how roots of bitterness, unforgiveness, pride, fear, idolatry, envy, and more take hold—and ho...
59: Lessons to My Teenage Self with Amy Connell
No matter which generation you were born into, there are lessons we’d each love to go back and share with our teenage selves. While we can't change the past, we can certainly grow in the present with God's grace.
Certified personal trainer, nutrition coach, and author Amy Connell joins Chrissy for this in-depth conversation. In this episode, Amy shares her top 5 lessons she has for her teenage self, staggering statistics about young women and body image, and one thing she’d encourage all teens to do now.
This conversation touches on the nostalgia of a si...
58: Navigating Information Pollution with God’s Grace with Kirsten Schmidt
Let’s say you find yourself scrolling for hours on social media. And when you’re able to pull yourself away, you go into intense shame mode. Is there possibly something more gentle and helpful that could be done in those moments?
The answer is yes! God is there, and He’s waiting for us to turn to Him.
Kirsten Schmidt returns to the podcast to discuss what information pollution is, how the enemy uses it to keep us stuck, how it prevents root-cause solutions, what to do when you first notice you’re shaming yourself...
57: Supporting Your Significant Other Through an Eating Disorder with Amy Ozier
The role of supporter is delicate and demanding—even more so when you’re trying to figure out how to support your significant other through an eating disorder. You question if you’re actually seeing disordered eating behaviors, how to get help, what help to get, and the weight of trying to manage a romantic relationship, to name a few. But hope and help is available!
Amy Ozier is back for a conversation with Chrissy around the unique challenges of navigating an eating disorder or body image issues within a romantic relationship. We discuss relationship challenges caused by eati...
56: Supporting Your Child Through an Eating Disorder with Amy Ozier
Chrissy met Amy Ozier a year ago—and here they are now for a hope-filled discussion of helping a loved one through an eating disorder. It’s much harder than most people would know, and something no one is really ever ready for. But there are resources, support groups, and, of course, the Lord.
The desire for this episode is to help anyone who is supporting someone they love through their journey to freedom from an eating disorder. That could include parents navigating the role as caregivers for their children, supporting a spouse or a parent through their...
55: Can God Really Make Me Whole Again? with Chrissy Kirkman
Chrissy has firsthand experience of the struggles faced by those battling food issues, and the courage it takes to seek help. And while she’s still challenged by diet culture from time to time, she’s no longer held captive by it. Her mission is to help other women find Jesus in the middle of their struggles with food and body image, so they can know true freedom! In this episode, Chrissy shares key practices that have helped her strengthen her relationship with the Lord, turn to him in times of distress, and what scripture reveals about God’s will w...
54: Make Mealtime Easier with Ann Kent
Doesn’t it sound lovely to be able to remove the influence of diet culture from mealtime? Well, that doesn’t need to remain a pipe dream! From being single and feeling mentally drained, to having a household of picky eaters, to recovering from an eating disorder—the challenges are real. But mealtime can be made easier! Ann Kent joins Chrissy to share a great tool that helps remove the burden of meal planning and get a quick, nourishing meal on the table in the most non-diet-culture-y way. She shares the difference between meal planning for a diet vs intuit...
53: Building Secure Attachment in Online Spaces with Josi Wahlert
It can be incredibly challenging to feel comfortable and safe being seen—especially in online support groups. And yet… without comfort and safety, it’s impossible to even open ourselves up to allow for healing. So where do we go from here?
Enter: Josi Wahlert. Josi and Chrissy have never met in person, but Chrissy has experienced true growth and healing because God brought her into Chrissy’s life. She’s not only a supportive person; she’s also a coach who deeply believes in “gentle curiosity.” We hope you enjoy this conversation where we get into what doesn’t work...
52: An Unfed Believer is An Easy Target with Leslie Schilling
Today, Chrissy is talking with Leslie Schilling about how an unfed believer is easy prey, an easy target. There has been a trap set before us by the enemy who is the ringleader of the diet culture circus, and it’s gonna be talked about! They get into topics like The Weigh Down diet culture, weight-centric healthcare practices, and what Christ-centered agency looks like. Buckle up because they’re about to go there!
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51: Preventing Holiday Body Image Meltdowns! with Rachael Gilbert
If you’re anything like me, you notice how body image struggles start to increase leading up to, during, and after the holidays. We’ve spent time in recent episodes talking specifically about food and the holidays, and this feels like a natural next step in the conversation. Thankfully, I have Rachael Gilbert here with me today! She’s sharing her story and why body image is such an important topic to her, tips on how to process old hurts, as well as some journal prompts to use during the holidays—and beyond! On a personal note, I found Rachael’...
50: Preventing Holiday Food Freakouts! with Kristen Williams
Somewhere in September, holiday foods begin appearing on store shelves. It starts with candy and rolls into Thanksgiving and then Christmas baked goods. Before you know it, the New Year is here and you’re feeling such shame and guilt. But this year can be different! Kristen Williams joins us today for our 50th episode—where we have lots to celebrate! She’s sharing how to navigate odd meal times, how intuitive eating can be helpful, and how to handle comments from family and friends. Stay tuned for the entire episode as we dish out a freebie, a giveaway, and a...
49: Finding Freedom from P*rnography & S3xual Shame, Part 2, with Dr. Joy Skarka
For many of us, the “sex talk” is a reminder that there’s shame around the topic of sex. And yet God has such a beautiful purpose for sex in a marriage! Men and women are living in such sexual shame—but that doesn’t have to be the case. You get to change the course of that story for your family! And there are plenty of resources available to you. Dr. Joy Skarka is back with me for Part 2 of this conversation (find Part 1 here) where we continue with the importance of talking about sex with your children and where...
48: Finding Freedom from P*rnography & S3xual Shame, Part 1, with Dr. Joy Skarka
It is possible to find freedom in Christ from s3xual shame and struggles like p*rnography. (Ladies listen up, because this isn’t a topic that only applies to men.) Too many women are living with s3xual shame and guilt. And for many that spirals into eating issues and negative self-talk. Dr. Joy Skarka joins me for this 2-part conversation and we begin with her story. She also shares relevant eye-opening statistics, what parents need to know, and what we all need to hear about salvation in these struggles. Friends, I know this is a difficult topic th...