Ex Marks the Rot

I have laryngitis this week so please enjoy this essay about this video in lieu of a video.

Gender ideology begins its machinations by destabilizing your sense of what you know about sex differences. One such difference is the strength and size differential. The destabilization is aimed at undermining your knowledge that these differences are DUE TO “sex,” and getting you to imagine a fanciful world where men eat more because they are socialized to be big and strong, and this leads to them becoming bigger and stronger. Since women are socialized to be thin and small, we e...

This self-confessed patricidal trans womaniac, Colin “Mia” Bailey. No relation to infamous lolcow Laurelai Bailey, to my knowledge. He claimed his mom interfered with his gender transition.

She rebels by shaving her hair off, because she was apparently keeping her hair long because her male partner preferred her to look a certain way. She’s still incredibly confused.

This guy is a real piece of work with a capital S. Here’s a summary.

He's a cluster B mega genius with a 181 IQ.

He admits he was assigned male at birth despite being born with no penis, a vagina, a womb, an ovary, and an ovotestes.

He then claims he was jack-o-lanterned at birth, stating at different times that one or both of his gonads were removed, and that he had a hormone deficiency in adolescence because he was immune to hormones due to his intersex disorder.

At age 5, he...

No Sanders were harmed in the making of this video.

Dysphoria cured. Another life, saved. Mental health: Completely restored by the magic of testosterone.

Jazz visits the top surgeon Russell F. Sassani to discuss his tuberous breast deformity. He feels disfigured. Yet Jeanette encourages him to shake the girls for the camera, which he does compliantly, due to his Bacha Bazi style conditioning.

Jazz wants cosmetic “top surgery” (a category that inclues male and female breast reductions and augmentations) to correct his “disfigured” chest. Jeanette shows the crack whence her personality originated. Greg does Ash Ketchum cosplay. Griffin gets a few zingers off. Sander throws a Sandtrum when his mom climbed a tree right after he hurt his knee.

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Right before this photo was taken, I had shouted “where my bitches at,” because I was a man and that's how men talk to women, and women who were presenting as women did so because they welcomed that talk. I was immediately told where the bear shits on the topic of calling women bitches by the woman on my left, who was kind enough to still dance with me.

Part 1 here

Update to this story:

Correction: Joshua’s name was on the custody paperwork, not the name change paperwork.

A source closer to the situation contacted me to disclose that Brody does have additional living relatives, including his father, whose parental rights were said to have been terminated prior to Brody’s legal transition, and therefore it would not have been perjurious to represent to the court that Brody, now legally known as Melody, only had one living legal parent. Samantha was alleged to have alienated Brody from them, which seem...

David Arthur Kendall is supposedly an ex-transgender prostitute who spent most of the 80s and 90s either spreading HIV or nearly dying from aids, at least until Jesus cured him. Thanks, Jesus.

He is now a detrans activist who was nearly platformed in a detransitioner documentary a few years ago. I am not mentioning the name of the documentary due to the fact that the other producers quickly cut him from the film when I and MANY others brought his history and confessions to their attention.

He was platformed by none other than my most...

So far, UCSF has reportedly not released a statement on her moment of public psychosis. Andy Ngo and Billboard Chris have more. She was identified by leftism4u first reportedly. Thoughts and prayers for Beth Bourne who has to put up with these ludicrous people day in and day out so I can stay home and make videos. I hope you get a restraining order and my reaction is to how absurd she is, not a commentary on whether you should take this threat seriously. You absolutely should.

In this video, I react to an MD discussing the various drugs - other than testosterone - used to suppress menstruation in female transitioners. These include

* Combined oral contraceptives (classic birth control), taken continuously (not as approved)

* Continuous progestins including oral, injectable, and implanted

* GNRH-As

* Estrogen receptor modulators

* Aromatase inhibitors

* Endometrial Ablation

* Hysterectomy

Anyone who tells you this is not a part of gender-affirming care for females is simply misinformed or motivated.

I thought the hormones would help my dysphoria, because I never forgot how good the first injection felt - how excited I was to start my transition and take control of my phenotype. Instead, the hormones and the hormone suppression that resulted made me physically and mentally unwell. No one would point out a connection, even though this doctor clearly noticed one and documented it in his notes. They just kept arranging whatever off label hormones I thought might help, even when they didn't think so and despite my precarious mental state. The abdicated their responsibility to do no...

“A Noob Before Anubis”

Lyrics: Exulansic

Music/Vocals: Suno AI

This is the song at the end, inspired by Trans Friends Aren't Friends. Title is different because youtube.

A woman gets a thigh flap phalloplasty. Her surgeon surprises her by putting the second leg graft on the back of the leg that donated the full thickness flap for the phallus, rather than the other leg as planned. This meant that she had to spend the recovery lying on a wound instead of having both wounds face up. She also has no idea if this horrible burning sensation, urinary urgency and bladder spasms are somehow potentially indicative of a UTI. Also, it feels strange because she still feels like she is peeing the same, but now it is...

Jazz is forced to do random exercises by his physically coercive older brothers, who have no special qualifications to be Jazz’s personal trainer, and no empathy for his chemically-sabotaged body’s limitations. This results in Jazz becoming so overexerted that he vomits. Then they put him on a radio show so he can be encouraged by a random guy to kill himself. He fires back that it doesn’t matter what is between his legs, raising questions of why they are planning the penis inversion surgery.

A young woman quits testosterone due to somehow developing a negative association with injections, despite the fact that many other forms of the drug exist such as gels and implants. After a period of time, she gets pregnant. Her fetus has a severe malformation. The doctors do not know what causes it, and it is highly associated with frequent UTIs and substance use that affects fetal development, for some reason, but they assure her, no, it cannot have been the boyjuice.

Jeanette hoards trash because she has an attachment to stuff. Jazz has an odd hypersexual episode in the car on the ride over to an event that Jeanette is forcing Jazz to do. Jazz visits a Gay-Straight Alliance (now called Gender Sexuality Alliance) club and meets a group of kaiescent young women with green hair.

Mic got disconnected near the end, but I think it’s not so bad with the native mic. I was not up to redoing it. This clip really angered me. I wanted to vomit at several points trying to empathize with this predator dude to be able to explain his mindset.

Jazz gets a replacement lupron implant, which breaks off in his arm mid-procedure, prompting his surgeon to suddenly remember he has an ultrasound machine. Jeanette does more drunk painting and starts bragging about how she forces Jazz to do stuff by telling him he has no choice in the matter. Jazz explains Jeanette is a hoarder who thinks trash is precious. Jazz has a severe skin reaction to the adhesive from the bandage, but the brain trust cannot figure it out until Dr. Olson-Kennedy gets on facetime.

Backup Sander cannot figure out how to cut an onion. Jeanette goes on a boat and tells Jazz what to think. The kids put on a dance show. Jeanette wishes her kids would not grow up. Jazz goes to a creepy support group to talk about how imperfect his breasts are. There’s a nipnoper cameo. Nipnopery is framed as a political statement for the kids by the Pied Piper. Noelle explains he started hormones less than 2 months after being discharged from the psych ward.

What a clusterduck. This recording was from a public broadcast today on X. She’s deactivated again. All this started because she and ApostateAri perpetrated a completely unneccessary hoax about a non-existent medical report being ignored by a specific GC organization. I had already by this point reached out to her privately and she had privately confirmed in writing that these messages she sent were about me.

She changed her profile and username when she reactivated.

And yes, I did put it on blast. I felt pressured by her inappropriate (unlawful) disclosure to defuse the sm...

Mood music above.

Here’s some art I’ve done over Christmas. These are all acrylic and 4”x 6”.

“The Cure”

“Overnight Water is Poison”

“Rainy Day on Broadway”

“Candescent”

“Safe at Last.”

“Blame Canada”

Update below

Leta and others have been claiming publicly and privately that organizations have ignored medical reports from a physical exam of a specific person, documenting physical injuries, stemming from an event occurring this month.

Here is where Boylan admitted this morning that I have been in touch with all relevant parties since the immediate aftermath.

They've been insisting until now that I had no direct knowledge of the lack of physical exam. Even still, in this post, they allege conjecture. No, ma'am.

I never “sought out” the alleged victim. Ari put...

The Vulture and the Little Girl, which is apparently considered “explicit” despite being an extremely famous image.

I have been reflecting on how trans people really underestimate how much of their internal struggle is religious trauma, often with Christians, often their parents. I can’t think of any other reason so many people see my videos and conclude I’m somehow trying to save trans people who are already halfway down the walls of the Sarlacc pit, if not deep in the proverbial belly of the beast. Then they notice I also do not seem to be catering...