No One Fights Alone
The First Responder mental health and culture podcast provides an in-depth conversation about the challenges faced by those who protect and serve. Hosted by Brad Shepherd along with Ben Pearson and Max Morgan. Sponsored by Chateau Health & Wellness & First Responder Trauma CounselorsCheck us out at: nofapodcast.comhttps://www.youtube.com/@NoOneFightsAlonePodcast
Lessons Written in Blood: Matt Garcia on Officer Wellness and Survival | Police Week 2025

Matt Garcia, a retired Connecticut State Police Lieutenant and now Deputy Director of Officer Safety and Wellness at the National Law Enforcement Officers Memorial Fund, joins Brad and Max for an unfiltered conversation about the real struggles behind the badge.
Matt opens up about the early traumas that shaped his career, how unchecked burnout nearly cost him everything, and why building strong peer support systems is no longer optional. From high-speed mistakes on midnight shifts to teaching the next generation of officers how to stay alive, Matt’s story is a reminder that resilience is not automatic; it...
Choosing My Tomorrow: Jodie Baulkham’s Journey Through Grief, Resilience, and Hope

In this deeply moving episode of the No One Fights Alone Podcast, Brad and Ben sit down with Jodie Baulkham, author of Choosing My Tomorrow, to explore her extraordinary story of loss, healing, and growth. Jodie opens up about the devastating loss of her husband, Royal Canadian Mounted Police Officer Chris, the profound journey through grief and trauma, and her powerful transformation into a life coach, speaker, and advocate for mental health and resilience.
Together, they discuss:
Surviving unimaginable loss and navigating life as a young widow and new mother
The complexity of...
Honoring Service: Reflections on Police Week, Growth, and Mental Wellness

In this episode of the No One Fights Alone Podcast, Brad and Max share powerful reflections as Police Week and Firefighter Memorial Week approach. They explore the deep meaning behind honoring fallen heroes, the importance of supporting those who are still serving, and how setting boundaries is a crucial part of maintaining mental health.
The conversation also touches on personal growth through intentional living, lessons from fasting for resilience, and updates on exciting developments at Chateau Health and Wellness. Through humor, humility, and real-world experience, Brad and Max remind us that healing and strength come from facing...
Behind the Ride-Along: When a Therapist Sits in the Passenger Seat

In this episode of No One Fights Alone, Ben and Brad dive into what it means to really show up for others and ourselves. Through stories of ride-alongs with law enforcement (not as a criminal, we promise!) and firefighters across the country, Ben, as a licensed clinical social worker (LCSW), reflects on what he’s learned sitting shotgun in squad cars.
From awkward intros and suspicion to unexpected connection and trust, this conversation reveals how shared space, when approached with curiosity, can spark understanding, empathy, and even healing. The guys explore why every civilian should experience a ri...
The Responder Feedback Loop: Managing Stress and Anxiety with Josh Grandinetti

In this deeply resonant episode of the No One Fights Alone Podcast, Brad, Max, and Josh sit down with recently retired Fire Captain Josh Grandinetti—founder of Foundation Fortified—to explore how mindfulness can become a lifeline for first responders.
From the invisible toll of trauma and the “responder feedback loop,” to learning how to slow down false mental dispatches, Josh unpacks the science and soul behind building a mindfulness practice. He candidly shares his own journey from anxiety and emotional overload to compassion, clarity, and healing.
This conversation dismantles the stigma that mindfulness is “hippie stu...
Talk to Them: Heidi Chance on the Frontlines of Human Trafficking

In this powerful episode of No One Fights Alone, Co-Hosts Brad Shepherd & Max Morgan sit down with retired Detective Heidi Chance, who shares the raw, real, and often heartbreaking realities of human trafficking. With over two decades in law enforcement, Heidi opens up about working undercover, the evolution of vice investigations, and how law enforcement adapts to protect victims, especially children. She also shares the story behind her book Talk to Them, empowering parents to have critical conversations with their kids about online safety and trafficking. This is an episode you won't forget.
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Slowing Down to Show Up: Stacey Stocking on the Power of Connection

In this heartfelt and deeply honest episode of No One Fights Alone, co-hosts Brad and Ben welcome back therapist, recreational specialist, and longtime friend of the Chateau community, Stacey Stocking.
With wisdom, warmth, and a touch of humor, Stacey shares how outdoor adventures, pickleball injuries, and personal transformation intersect in the journey of mental wellness.
This episode tackles perfectionism, the importance of self-awareness, radical honesty, and building meaningful relationships, as well as the emotional challenges first responders and beyond face.
It also explores what it takes to truly reconnect with yourself and others...
Ben & Brad on Why Now Is the Time to Say What Matters

In this heartfelt and deeply human episode of No One Fights Alone, Ben and Brad reflect on recent experiences with aging parents, fatherhood, and what it means to have hard conversations before it’s too late.
Through personal stories, laughter, and raw honesty, they explore generational values, emotional expression, and how to break long-standing rules of silence.
Whether you're a parent, a child, or somewhere in between, this episode reminds us how powerful vulnerability can be.
From Chaos to Connection: Victoria Newman on Law Enforcement Marriages

On this episode of the No One Fights Alone podcast, Host Brad Shepherd and Co-Host Ben Pearson sit down with Victoria M. Newman, a best-selling author, law enforcement advocate, and Founder of How2LoveOurCops. With a deep passion for supporting law enforcement families, Victoria shares her powerful insights on resilience, relationships, and the unseen challenges faced by those who stand behind the badge. Don’t miss this impactful conversation!
Victoria M. Newman
Author | Law Enforcement Advocate | Founder of How2LoveOurCops
Victoria M. Newman (Vicki) is an accomplished author and th...
Strengthening the Blue Line: Vance Row’s Path to Resilience

Host Brad Shepherd and Co-Host Max Morgan are joined by Vance Row on this No One Fights Alone podcast episode. Together, they dive into Vance’s journey from law enforcement to yoga instruction, exploring how his personal struggles with mental health, trauma, and recovery led him to a new mission: helping first responders find healing and resilience through yoga.
Vance Row
Former Police Officer | Yoga Instructor | First Responder Wellness Advocate
After spending more than 20 years in law enforcement with the Ocean City and Salisbury Police Departments in Maryland, Vance Row faced overwhelming mental he...
The Power of Resilience: Guest Adam Davis on Faith, Trauma, and Healing

On this episode of the No One Fights Alone podcast, Host Brad Shepherd and Co-Host Max Morgan sit down with Adam Davis to discuss his powerful journey, the mental and spiritual resilience of first responders, and how his work is changing lives across the country.
Author | Speaker | First Responder Advocate
Adam Davis is a former law enforcement officer who understands firsthand the daily struggles faced by first responders. Since 2015, he has dedicated his life to empowering and encouraging first responders through his books, training programs, and motivational presentations that sharpen the mind and spirit.
<...NOFA & Pat McMonigle: A Life of Service, A Battle for Survival

Pat McMonigle spent 19 years in the FBI, serving as an analyst, Special Agent, and Field Supervisor. He investigated national security crimes, led hostage negotiations, and worked on the Joint Terrorism Task Force, earning 24 commendations, including the Combat Theater Award for his 2017 deployment to Afghanistan.
Despite his success, Pat witnessed the toll of the job, losing at least nine colleagues to suicide. In 2022, after a devastating case, he was diagnosed with PTSD.
Seeing the FBI’s failure to support struggling agents, he resigned in June 2024 to protect his own well-being.
Now, as a guest on...
Answering the Call: Surviving Trauma and Finding Hope with Deborah Green

With over three decades of dedicated service in law enforcement communications and military operations, Deborah Green has spent her life protecting and supporting those on the front lines.
Her career began in 1986 with the California Army National Guard, where she served as a Communications Specialist and Military Police Officer until 1992. Transitioning into emergency dispatching, she worked for the Sacramento Police Department (1992-1993) before joining the El Dorado County Sheriff's Department, where she spent 27 years (1994-2021) as a critical lifeline for officers in the field.
On October 23, 2019, tragedy struck when a deputy under her watch was...
Siobhan McTighe

We are joined by Sergeant Siobhan McTighe, an 18-year law enforcement veteran, serving the majority of her career as a Major Crimes Detective. She is currently employed as the first female Sergeant in the history of her police department, in Windsor, Colorado. Sergeant McTighe is the mother of 2 boys, and an active wellness advocate for the first responder community. She is a content provided for The Curve, national speaker, and resilience trainer. She is passionate about creating a new standard for policing and officer wellness in the law enforcement community.
Lilly Bodway

Join us as we visit with Lilly Bodway, a retired Phoenix PD officer and US Air Force veteran. As Lilly says ... former cop, former airman, former punk, rocker and motorcycle rider… Gonna stray. Now entrepreneur, up-and-coming couture designer…still off her rocker.
Chad Ballestrazze: Active-Duty Army Officer & Founder of Beyond the Trek

Join us as we visit with Chad Ballestrazze. Chad is an Active-Duty Army Officer with 18 years of service in both Conventional and Special Operations Formations. Chad entered the U.S. Army in 2007 as a Cavalry Scout and served until his selection into the Special Operations Civil Affairs branch in 2013. In 2017 he was selected for the Army’s Green to Gold Program and commissioned in 2019
He is the founder and CEO of Beyond the Trek, an organization that focuses on creating better generational Americans with lessons learned from leadership in Combat and self-development in the United States Army.
...Dan Sundahl: First Responder, Artist & Therapist

Daniel Sundahl (DanSun) is an amazing, published artist and writer with four (4) art books produced of his works. Articles of his work are featured in several international publications, and his art is recognized and exhibited worldwide. Daniel is a registered counseling therapist with the Canadian Professional Counsellors Association, an advanced care paramedic and a retired career firefighter. He is the president and founder of The Recovery and Resiliency Foundation, a charitable organization that helps support people living with symptoms of trauma. https://www.dansungallery.com/shop-art
Dr. Evan Peskin - Ketamine Discussion

Brad is joined by Dr. Peskin, the cofounder and medical director of Sanctuary Healthcare, a concierge private practice specializing in ketamine infusions for mental health and chronic pain. He has published and lectured regarding Ketamine and the growth of its recognition and utilization. He attributes his passion for medicine to his father, who taught him the golden rule of healthcare – treat every patient as though they were your family.
New Co-Hosts for Season 5: Ben Pearson & Max Morgan

Season 5 opener with introducing new season co-hosts, Max Morgan and Ben Pearson. Looking forward to having a great season for the No One Fights Alone Podcast with two fantastic individuals who have a heart and passion to bring a good message of hope to you, our listeners.
Co-Host Austin Pederson's new chapter

Austin & Brad have a candid conversation about the No One Fights Alone podcast as he takes a step back from the co-host role. Austin discusses why but also what his vision for the podcast is and how it has become more than what that vision was. We hope to see Austin back as a stand in host. Join us to wish him the best in his next chapter of Chateau.
2024 Podcast Season Closeout w/Ben, Austin & Brad

Ben joins Austin & Brad to closeout Season 4 and the 2024 year with a good talk on the hurdles and hardships of the holiday season. We also discuss the gratitude we have for all the loyal listeners that took time out of their day to listen to our podcast. Thank you so much to all of you!!! Have a blessed holiday season!
Veteran Danny O'Neel talks about losing freinds and his passion to save his brothers & sisters from suicide

Danny O’Neel was born and raised in Northern California. Signing up for the Army on 9/11 as a Forward Observer at 19, the US Army sent Though the first tour was mostly uneventful, the second trip to Sadr City was a deadly year. Nine of Danny’s brothers lost their lives that year. Sadly, 15 members of his unit have taken their own lives in the aftermath, including his company commander.
Danny & his wife, Faun started Warfighter Overwatch to help those in crisis. Danny now works as a peer mentor, helping his fellow Veterans come home from the battlefield, and...
Austin & Brad discuss Recovery

Austin celebrated another milestone in his recovery. Brad asks Austin wisdom of the challenges he has faced in his journey. Austin talks about one of his most powerful lessons in his recovery journey: honesty. Austin also opens up to a very dear family topic. Tune in to hear a great conversation!
LEO Marriage of Garret and Summer Dutson

Garrett and Summer Dutson join us to discuss the impact of a Line of Duty Loss of a partner on their marriage and family. Garrett and Summer go into detail on the grief of their loss and how deeply this impacted their marriage.
Scott Medlin with 10 Code Mindset

We visit with Law Enforcement and Marine Corps Veteran | National Presenter | Podcast Host | YouTube Creator to talk about his passion for helping his brothers and sisters stay healthy. Scott speaks openly about PTSD, Substance Use and other issues related to the challenge veterans and law enforcement have with their career.
Bonnie Eckman, Sensory Specialist, with After Action

Bonnie Eckman, with has over a decade of experience in mental health and addiction recovery, Bonnie specializes in developing trauma-informed, sensory-based programs for first responders. She identified sensory input as a basic survival tool underutilized for self-regulation, mindfulness, and stress relief—essential skills for first responders to maintain balance in their demanding careers.
Behind the Badge: Fostering First Responder Wellness with Mike Berg

We sit down with Mike Berg, former Parowan Police Chief and current advocate with FOP Wellness. Mike opens up about his career in law enforcement, the importance of family, and his personal journey with mental health. He shares how his struggles shaped his approach to supporting others in the field and the rigorous process he uses to vet FOP clinicians for first responders.
Therapist Brooke Greenig

We have Brooke Greenig with us from River District Counseling in Yankton, SD to discuss her passion for veterans & first responders. Brooke has a master’s degree is specialized in military social work, an educational track where she was able explore evidence-based methods for helping those who have dedicated their lives to protecting ours. Austin and Brad explore a great perspective on leadership and mental health with Brooke.
Chateau's own Ben Pearson & Danny Warner discuss residential treatment

Austin sits down with Chateau's own Ben & Danny to give the listeners a deep perspective on what Residential Treatment level of care really means clinically, non-clinically and the culture of this level of care. Further discussion delves into the differences in the various levels of treatment care that the listener can use to help determine his/her needs.
Filmmaker Conrad Weaver on the Movie PTSD911

Filmmaker Conrad Weaver discusses his new documentary film, PTSD911. This film tells this story from first hand accounts with first responders themselves. The discussions traverses the incredibly difficult journey of being a first responder. Conrad also discusses how this has impacted him as a human along this journey.
Ben Pearson talks on Suicide for September Suicide Prevention Month

Chateau Health & Wellness Clincial Director, Ben Pearson discussing suicide prevention.
Leslie Forbes, Suicide Survivor Widow

Join us for a converstation with Leslie Forbes, surviving spouse of Thomas Forbes of the Groton City (CT) Police Department, EOW 6/6/2011. Tom was a dedicated, highly regarded and well-respected police lieutenant for 30 years and close to retirement when he died by suicide on June 6, 2011. Leslie and Tom were married for 31 years and there is not a day that passes that he is not thought of and missed by Leslie, their two daughters and four grandchildren.
Lisa’s Journey from Salt Lake City PD to Healing and Advocacy

In this episode, we dive into the life of Lisa, a former Salt Lake City Police Department officer, as she opens up about her experiences on the force and the personal challenges that followed. Lisa shares her inspiring journey of navigating trauma, finding healing, and her current role as an advocate for mental health and wellness among first responders. This episode provides an inside look at the realities of law enforcement, the emotional toll it can take, and the resilience it takes to heal and help others.
Suicide Survivor Gina Arlington

Gina Arlington is our guest on this podcast. Gina is the suicide survivor of Officer Brendan Arlington of the Largo (FL) Police Dept. Gina shares their story with us along with the difficult aftermath of Brendans death.
Grand Prairie PD C0-Responders: Courtney Runnels & Emily Mourik

We have Grand Prairie Police Dept clinicians; Courtney Runnels & Emily Mourik joining us to discuss the difficult task of being co-responders. We discuss building wellness programs, clinicians responding & interacting in the field, leadership and overall wellness in todays episode.
Mike Mette: Chicago PD & National FOP Wellness Team member

Our guest today is Mike Mette with Chicago Police Dept, Chicago PD FOP and National FOP Wellness team member. Mike has a ridiculous story of being a cop one day and in prison the next. Join us to hear his heart wrenching story of his journey back to being a Chicago cop and becoming the wellness advocate that he so passionately demonstrates daily.
Austin & Brad: Holiday visit & 100th Episode

No One Fights Alone 100th episode!!!! This episode is Austin & Brad back visiting again about life and recent events. They talk about the current anxiety that election year brings and encouragement of sticking to keeping yourself healthy during this time.
Jorge Trevino: US Border Patrol (Retired)

Rob D and Brad invite Jorge "Iceman" Trevino on the podcast to tell his story of the many times he faced certain death only to have it thwarted by some fateful event. The "Iceman" shares his time of using/abusing alcohol along with contemplating suicide. The "Iceman" talks about his time at Chateau and the impact the people at Chateau had on his life.
John Corcoran & Johnny Lawton

John & Johnny join Austin & Brad for to discuss the impact of a first responder career in discussing stress, trauma and suicide.
Nicole Ferry

Nicole Ferry, Special Agent with the CSX Railroad Police Department, joins us to discuss to shed light on the critical issues of mental health, suicide, and resilience by sharing her amazing story.