BiPolar Coaster

This podcast covers some of the political discourse w the blue wave,new music, Drake/Kendrick beef developments, recaps of Dynamite, Collision, NXT, Smackdown, TNA and Crown Jewel but mostly focusing in my mental health and dealing with the harassment of trolls and other factions and how they are accumulating my stress during a vulnerable time where my mental health is not at its best and wondering if they want me to implode.

A lot of mental health during a time of the season where my depression kicks in and I have accumulated stress that ties into my present life where I am irrationally questioning everyone and everything and if I am in a proper mind state to be social and do comedy once a week and go over my need to rage post on IG and even if I am open about me reacting to tactics being done or have done, it will always lead to more punishment and humiliation. There is some discourse stuff and recaps of Collision RAW and...

Mental Health and harassment-Trolls trying to take advantage of vulnerable state-past streamers-straight to DVD versions of the past-curtailing past habits-needing to talk to Artie to settle things-relationship nick names & obligations-storylines within comedy discourse-Howards handprints on the drama streams and discourse today -trying to preserve art forms-incels can’t recruit me-marketing martyrs-accumulated stress mental riffing sessions-hip hop tabloid storylines-Jay Z Superbowl discourse will be insufferable until the week after-Hot 97-Ak vs Sneako-Drake birthday party-Nicki Minaj-Ross vs 50-Eminem/Kid Rock-ppl being lured in by anti Semitism-ECW purpose-Austin heel turn-Ric Flair Jim Ross-WWE Saudi-Bruce Prichard-Fake Ethan Klein storylines-Midterms discourse-Jesse Ventura-Obama vs Trump-conspiracies-Zohran-Palestine Is...

Recaps of WrestleDream, RAW NXT Dynamite-New Music-Blind fandom w limited thinking-mental health-Troll harassment taking advantage of me being in a vulnerable mental state-Vultures mad they have not made me snap-rather did opposing evil than being on the winning team and still being a sacrifice-being stressed before doing open mic last week-the longer I live I meet more people who will eventually hate me-The lessons I learned mentally from dealing with Stern and Artie Lange-revisiting my regressive behavior-Hot 97-Jay Z SuperBowl-Ross/50 beef being passed down to the next generation-sacrifices-WWE vs AEW-Raja Jackson-Gunther’s booking-TYT rehabbing more MAGA ppl under the gu...

October15th-17th-We are all whores mentally-AEW fandom targeting me-catching up on irrational thoughts-The troll being a hired online mercenary-Mental health and open mic-could never be a full time comic-support local comedy instead of online content slop-taking a backseat 10 years ago so uncharismatic streamers could flourish-edge lords always spiral-putting funny before the politics-opting to be myself-with the constant humiliation rituals cogs better hope vindication ain’t coming-ppl angry when Im happy-working on new bits-the advantages of not being in a relationship-Dreams-Shane Gillis SNL-watered down comedy discourse-watching a bunch of Netflix specials-Seinfeld protestors-Celeb cameos for low stakes discourse to exploit Pa...

Recorded from Oct2nd-11th-Pac tribute on AEW-how online content farmers exploit the death-tearing up-show trials for celebs-Raja Jackson-Roman Reigns-Keanu Carver-funded incel movement-the boys club-Cornell 7 uncharismatic defenders-envisioned convos-can’t be triggered by propagandists-not being new to this fame shit-consequences for the summer lash out-being a product of Howard Stern-Dreams-content slop on reddit-gay republicans low stakes discourse-gimmicked OF storylines-forced Zohran/Hasan discourse-End Times-controlled opposition-TYT-fake in fighting-won’t get better in sick environments within comedy-might need to take a break from comedy in fall and winter-sick of getting cold shoulders when I don’t need comedy-will only help out ppl who show r...

Recorded from Sept25th-Sept30th-good open mic experience-mental illness during Fall & Winter-cigarette breath-horoscopes-normalized anti women sentiment-Hanzi isms in the podcast-wondering how I survived this long-lying in my past-recent local comedy specials-not letting internet dictate comedy-Howard Stern formula-Weird dreams-Chrisean Rock-Beef genre passed down to streamers-Converse-Shaq FBI-food critics-trans athletes-Ed Sheeran/Macklemore-grifters off plight-Forced Hasan discourse-America First “leftists”-political kayfabe-Lupe/Obama 911 conspiracies-Lauren Boebert rumors-gimmicked sports characters-Kamala/Abdul-Trump TV-Nolan Wells-Clavicular-Ana Kasparian-Chris D’Elia college campuses-uncharismatic streamers-gimmicked discourse-Janel Grant-Nikkita Hand-Simone Johnson-NPH-Vince Russo-TK praising David Ellison-Busted Open-Last week Raw and Dynamite recaps-Steve Borden concussion-All Out last week Smackdown TNA NXT recaps-RIP PAC & Dennis Haskins-not wanting to be...

Recorded from Sept16-20th-Last week Smackdown AEW Collision TNA-This Week’s Raw-New music-mental illness during Fall and Winter season and how it might affect my ability to do comedy-dialing back on envisioned convos and positive visualization-trolls-being too old to be a full time comedian-Camron wanting Cardi B arrested-relying too much on horoscopes-correcting bad behavior from the past-how fantasies have backfired in the past-being here as ppl get worse-not doing comedy enough-dumbing down my ability—Howard Stern-instilled paranoia-past tactics to downplay me-Weird Dreams-Durk-Bloodhound q50-Remy Ma/Papoose-Macklemore/Ed Sheeran-Meek vs Ak-Colin K vs Jay Z-Drake FOMO dream-Eminem’s legacy-Yachty/Kharra...

This podcast was recorded over the last week and a half-NXT Heatwave AEW ALL IN-Last week’s Raw NXT Dynamite TNA Smackdown Collision recaps-RIP Butcher aka Andy Williams-Mental health-Trolls-ppl wanting me around-some old Stern segments and blue print for cheap labor in entertainment-how they get ppl to be feds-thinking of all angles-horoscopes-creating chaos in my life-Joe Budden engagement-how these celeb trials become like sitcoms-Keefe D guilty-NORE vs Vlad-Alphonso Smith-Ravyn Simone discourse-Jay Z discourse-Durk-Cudi/Kanye-last weeks new music-Fat Joe n word discourse-Stalking of women wrestlers-ppl rather engage in low stakes discourse-being real heels-nuclear family aesthetic-limited narratives w wrestling-John Cena-Jamie Hayter-politics in...

Recorded from August23rd-30th-Struggling to get out of event downtown with heavy traffic to see Smackdown-Troll amplifying harassment and lies after recent humiliations because he is a mercenary for different factions and hoping the worst on those making the call-mental health update therapy sessions-New music-The Game’s Documentary 3 being promoted because of beef element-J Cole being called performative-Stephen A Smith-Penn State-Reggie Watts controversy-Karmelo Anthony/Austin Metcalf-WWE/AEW gimmicked narratives-AI discourse-fundamentalist-political discourse being a parody-Anna Faris vs Chris Pratt-Aug24th-Last week Smackdown recap-Aug26th-Last week TNA AEW Collision recap this week Raw and NXT recap-Aug29th-Bacteria build up in my...

Recorded from August15-20th-mental health hurdles, comedy, politics, celebrity, hip hop, new music, and wrestling recaps and discourse

Podcast was recorded through August 8th-13th-Aug8th where I felt I was going to feel alone on my bday and start thinking irrationally about how I never have the best birthdays and start questioning my existence and how it becomes easier each year that no one cares about your birthday-billionaire type put more effort to try and pretend no one cares than actually letting ppl naturally not care-fantasy world vs my reality-self sabotaged more this year-Therapy Sessions-mental accumulation-new music-Asap Rocky vs Drake-Game vs Kendrick-how streamers and media are characters-Josh Shapiro in Meek Mill music video-banned streamers gimmick-villains-DSA primary...

Finally found the file of the podcast audio that was deleted from my podcasters app because I gave Full Gear 2025 a bad review.. plus this is when the first Platner controversy started so look back at my thoughts on that.

August2nd-SummerSlam Night 1 Recap-RIP Vincent Pastore-mental health & avoiding agents in my life-handling my emotions better than in high school-not trying to go out of my way to pine-not feeling good long term putting effort to be irrational and resisting feelings-wasting most of summer w this irrational stuff-past sabotage-troll antics-bad political tweets-weird dreams-Aug3rd-SummerSlam Night 2 recap-Aug4th-having to be forced to see my parents decline because I didn’t sell my soul and being controlled most of my life which is detrimental to any future relationship-being demoted to fist bumps-fighting off panic attacks and learning from the past-why women are on...

AEW Redemption, RAW NXT Dynamite Recaps-mental health & fighting off irrational thoughts and admitting to vulnerable feelings at the risk of being mocked especially w vultures spying-buzzing in the wall vibration loud that its activated to elevate my already irrational thoughts-difficulties in social situations that reminds me of high school-industry factions being obsessed with me-not being afraid of being vulnerable while keeping my guard up-during incel era being vulnerable about women will me a joke so there is pressure not to fall for anyone-rather admit I took an L than becoming an incel-fine with dying alone-accumulated trauma-challenging year mentally not...

Troll coming up w mediocre fan fiction of me-they worry about me spiritually which is why they need me alive-when ppl say they need me here it is normally meant for more abuse and entertainment purposes-ppl want to align or oppose me to be characters in my life-over the last decade having diff handlers audition to be in my life-femcels wanting men to go incel route-spying on my journal entries-Hunter Biden on the gay mafia-how cogs become recruited feds-the troll pretending by online activity that he is liberal because they will activate him to do something-future sacrifices-WWE being the...

Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown SNME AEW Collision-Weird dreams I have had-This week’s Raw and NXT recaps-New music-mental health and not knowing what to expect going back to comedy-putting my guard up-being in the Godfather 3 era of political/entertainment discourse-anti conspiratorial fake liberals-hypocrisy from older establishment comedians and free speech-Chappelle using gay slur to mock JD Vance-how older Stern segments are rebranded in today’s climate-Trolls-Hollywood being conservative-gimmicked online promotion for the movie Odyssey-cleansing mentally before going to open mic-friendly Lyft drivers-being reminded of the past socially-forcing politics in world cup discourse-identity politics in limited ways-anti women...

Brief thoughts about returning to open mic-Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown, AEW Collision, this week’s Raw AEW Dynamite and NXT-going into my mind state going back to comedy after a month hiatus, and not knowing if it will be the same post melt down-not writing my irrational thoughts down for several days-Forest fires in Canada and how the air quality looked so yellow it gave me a Tony Soprano level trigger of one of my most infamous 2011 dreams-comments about me going aggressive over women cogs in media when Ive literally risked my life going at top leve...

Fending off the “imaginary” tactics that don’t officially exist-going over the accumulation of what Ive been through the last decade or so and how current situations remind me of the overall accumulation-really lengthy almost 2 hour rant about the Graham Platner stuff and how ppl keep falling for recycled marketing perpetuated by the compromised alt media-blind fandom for streamers, alt media and celebs have led to really dumbed down behavior-content farming off controversial ppl makes them more money-dividing us by groups with funded discourse-being sent recruiters and the mental health from the system forcing handlers-horoscopes/dreams-buzzing in my walls-wanting to giv...

Mental health and systemic tactics meant to drive me crazy-how being kind to ppl makes them show their true hand to take advantage-when I feel bad for irrational rants the system ante up on the tactics-they amplify harassment to provoke me to make physical threats but when I tear down the psyche they get extra irrational that Im not self destructing-most of my life has been having to dumb down my ability to cater to other mediocre people-future sacrificial lambs-how vultures will pretend to care after I die-the long term effects of doing too much gossip-Dreams-cogs giving creeps carte...

The first 2 1/2 hours is recaps of TNA Slammiversary, AEW Forbidden Door, NXT GAB, RAW, NXT episode-trolling tactics-mental health-creating chaos in my life-cogs are still unwell even w all the perks if they get mad at my lowly opinion-edge lord schtick does not stand out if Im not around because ppl are surrounded by the hive mind-ppl who partake in mind games will have the same done to them and no one will sympathize w them-distracting myself the second week of not going to comedy with wrestling-billionaires funding ppl to monitor me-unwell cogs happy Im not in a good place...

Recaps of Smackdown, Night of Champions, AEW Dynamite, TNA. AT the end of the podcast I add on a brief AEW Collision recap-New Music releases-mental health update and calm therapy sessions-not regretting being vulnerable even if it bit me in the ass-keeping my guard up from mafia cogs-limited talking points-Trolls-Dreams-Harassment techniques-trying to cook-people’s petty side always comes out-closeted conservatives-writing down thoughts-ppl double down on worst impulses-no one really wants honesty-taking advantage of the fact ppl monitor me which makes them show their hand and expose themselves-Industry higher ups using sex to control cogs mentally-tokens and pick me’s-doing my o...

June20/21-listening to different covers-preparing mentally to put comedy behind me-makes it easier because no one will end up seeking me out because why give me any validation-eventually ppl get discarded from my memory-Dreams-Revisiting Artie Lange vs Teddy fight-industry heavy weights discarded me for the last 10 years-paying the price for trying to connect-not doing what I did in the past-being undermined for trying to be happier-not being as connected and liked as other cogs-years of being stuck with trolls harassment-was nothing to ppl but a prop and social experiment-trying to find other hobbies-wondering if I should feel bad for...

Since closing IG I won’t expect much of the comedy world to find my podcast because that would mean consuming something I produce and the vitriolic rant I go through is not me on the offensive it is me going on the defensive from tactics and mind games the last 3 years-This dominates pretty much 4 hours of the podcast to get stuff off my chest-cleansing myself from the community-my true value behind the scenes-tragic figures serving fundamentalist agendas-I can out edge lord anyone-cogs being characters in my story not the other way around-taking a pic w me ups your st...

June 13th-cleansing my mind before going out-Dreams-Therapy-Trying to stay off social media-wondering if ppl will treat me like shit from hearing my rants-forced discourse over Tony Hinchcliffe comedy special-artists with accusations-new music releases-bored with wrestling discourse and Platner discourse-Karmelo Anthony-Elon Musk-marketing storylines using genuine plight-Trump-celeb involvement w NBA finals- fundamentalism-June 14th-Bad Lyft Drivers-Gender Neutral bathrooms-going to second city for the first time-maintaining not being irrational-fun going out than consuming online discourse-June 15th-went back into irrational mode and not being in the head space for drama and freeing myself from the hive mind community-focusing on bigger fish and not future...

Performing comedy while fighting off panic attack-Troll coming up w deranged fan fiction-going over accumulative stress and root cause-trying to die happy that I didn’t go regressive-bored with rebranded discourse-being in my head-being a social experiment-trying to reduce social media use-questioning why Im here-listening to old Stern segments-sabotage-karaoke version of edgy stuff-insecurities-not knowing who is listening to this podcast-paying it forward—avoiding self destruction mode-industry higher ups who hate me-curtailing irrational thoughts-15 year of tests cog behavior represents the majority—bored with wrestling discourse-religious undertones-WWE being villains-AJ Styles-TNA Maclin-industry grooming being normalized-Trump interviews comparisons to Vince-Israel atrocities and grifte...

Recorded through June 4th-June7th-gradually going into mental decline-podcast numbers being lower when Im not as angry-being social vs being alone terminally online-reality shows wrestling fandom-fighting off panic attacks-testing myself to see if I can be out social for more than once a week since Ive gotten used to isolation-having to be in the right mind set to do comedy-past trauma plays into current situations-family dynamics-bored w online storylines-hive mind mentality-growing up not thinking for myself-being topic dejour-brief music talk-Sauce Walka vs Drake-always incorporating women in industry beefs-current era not ready mentally for fall out after new edge lord...

New Music releases-how it feels like listening to depressing music when Im happier-how mental strength maintained getting a long in my personal life-anticipating the come down-sitcom thinking-2020s juxtaposed to the late 90s and early 00s-having a good therapy session-past thoughts-preparing for vultures to strike-positive visualization-long term mental effects from streaming-Dreams-ppl who mentally whore themselves-feeding the internet-Euphoria ep 7 thoughts-Trump-TKO-Ludwig Kaiser-Tucker support-limited online victories to do positive cope-using political discourse to promote NBA finals-Jaxon Dart vs Abdul Carter-Peter Thiel-streamer wars-Hasan/Kyrie-Smackdown AEW Collision WWE Clash In Italy recap-Being tested mentally in personal life but fending off irrational thoughts-punished by the...

Recorded portions over the several days-addressing trolls who will only be important latching onto me who they deem irrelevant-getting into psyche of recruited trolls-how edge lord shit is not sustainable long term mentally-paying good advice forward-vultures cant reach me mentally so they nee to bring me to their level-being in a better mood until the irrational come down-blind fandom-easier to be alienated when trolls want you at your worst-growing up in a less nuanced-royal lineages-worst impulses-assuming the worst and hoping for the best-mentally preparing for social situations-being jaded-incentive for being foot soldiers for fav celebs-how industry has ruined convos...

Mental health update-feeling bad for irrational rants-trying to focus less on discourse when I see overview of things and how most things are filler Seeing reboots of 90s/00s propaganda-being from an era where it was dumbed down and how we were influenced by entertainment-envious of ppl who grew up in an era where there was allowed nuance-never having true freedom-past trauma-how marketing drama waters down art forms-horoscopes-the media reaction to Drake’s albums & no one looking at bigger picture of beef era and learning from the past-marketing mafia sacrifices for true crime marketing-Euphoria thoughts-The Boys series finale-Ronda Rousey-WWE Wh...

Last Week's Raw NXT AEW Dynamite Recaps-Mental Health fall out from last podcast and potential mind games-trolls doubling down-weaponizing my mental health-turning artforms into drama-years of notes on tactics used against me-unsubscribing from a lot of alt media-higher ups contaminate everything in my life-decades of agents marketed drama -being passed down to different Iceberg Slims-lack of true freedom of speech-future vindication- wokeness-the numbers game-mental health victory made others spiral as much as they wanted me to-vultures- instilling drama so you never have mental clarity-Howard Stern gave vultures a style to run with-cogs could not truly handle the role they...

Tormenters trying ruin minor mental health victory-how when being vulnerable you have to prepare for vultures-done with the mind games-how future cogs won’t be able to handle their future Ls-powerful ppl only interested in ppl Im interested in-future enemies and sacrifices-making incel types nervous advocating for women-spying on therapy sessions and journal entries-mentally unwell cogs not getting their mental checked -going cold hearted when they push me-don’t gossip about others to connect-how the game destroys friendships-women bosses-messing with my mental health—Troll spying and threatening-clone versions-worst time in my life to try and trigger me when Im able t...

Last 2 weeks of recaps of Raw NXT Smackdown, AEW Dynamite Collision, TNA and WWE Backlash-not all in order some recaps are scattered in between rants-Mental health tactics-horoscopes-female friendships-not selling my soul-streamer gimmicks-Rihanna/Asap-Dana White-Tony Khan-Elon Musk-Chappelle-Kamala Harris-Homeless sentiment-LGBTQ Palestine-Mentally preparing before going out-powerful men with women issues-billionaires invested in turning me heel-envy for ppl who grew up in era where there was nuanced convos-ppl in imaginary competition with me-having to prepare to alone in mental health journey-mentally unwell social climbers fall louder-easier to be persuaded going regressive mind set over confronting mental health-learning tactics from past tormentors-preparing to go...

Recorded from May 2nd-8th-Viral Twitter comedians and doing WWE version of an art form to water it down w sensationalism and forced drama-never being in the mindset to be social and not dropping my guard-irrational thoughts and using fantasies to escape-Howard Stern limited discourse over lawsuit-Asking AI chat bots right questions and talked to one to under the guise of Satan-media role in the beef era w Drake Kendrick-Drake next album will Drake in Tribal Chief arc-Meg Klay-Stephen A Smith-Zeus Network accusations-relationship celebs New Music-Euphoria/The Boys/DareDevil-Gimmicked narratives with these WWE releases and New Day and Kairi...

Mental Illness catch up over my last crash out-rebranded regression-trying to be moral-Trolls instilling paranoia-assisted suicide-Sami Zayn at Kill Tony-no one wants real edginess-trying not to bore ppl with mental growth-how everyone has a crash out moment-how established industry cogs mocked me when I didn’t sell my soul-new music and where art form is going-anti women sentiment-D4VD arrest-incentive to create news and content farming-prediction markets-Ice Spice-unhinged fandom-Drake album roll out-media rage baiting-tokens-regressive streamers trying to top themselves-Dunking on Netanyahu-Cast of the Boys becoming real life villains-The Strokes-Closet Trump “leftists”-right wing vs gay adoption-country vs country-how Russia vs Ukr...

Smackdown and WM Night 1 recaps-mentally ill crash out during Mania weekend from personal issues so lets make it worse by bitching on a 6 hour podcast because I am the one who looks bad reacting to tactics that I can’t officially prove exists-how I let shit stand in the 2010s with being used until its not convenient-Howard Stern gave ppl a style to run with how to discredit/manipulate/gaslight without ever having to be accountable-how billionaires have tried to pit me vs family-never wanting to trust anyone-nuclear family aesthetic-being put through humiliation rituals-valuing me enough where you have pa...

This podcast was recorded from April 12-16 -mentally preparing for scenarios-being a target-enemies needing a united front against me and they would turn on each other if Im no longer here-limited narratives-not wanting to go backwards from doing mental growth-ppl doing karaoke version of the past-ppl want me to go regressive-how limited the woke era was-manifesting-RIP Proof 20 years later-wrestlers rage baiting the internet-Uncovered Macho Man interview on WWF Radio in the 90s-Is midcard a bad thing in wrestling-Bret Hart-isms-worked shoots and profitable discourse-AEW vs TNA-online content being as overproduced as the actual programs-Recaps of last week’s Smackdown, TNA an...

I am still finishing up the mental health & Mania Week podcast so I will tie you over the political discourse podcast-New music-permitted Vigilantes lighting warehouse fires as revolution despite it screwing over the environment and working class-Diddy-Afrika Bombata-JK Rowling Artemis 2 Crew to the Moon-claiming Iran war was to distract from Epstein but now Epstein files being used to distract from Iran-Dare Devil-The Boys last season-social media discourse at an all time low-low stakes discourse of which republicans are gay-how alt media will cause more longterm damage-sports entertainment in Canadian politics-Ilhan Omar embracing MTG-Jake Paul wanting to do black face-propagandists...

Random thoughts from the top of my head-mental health irrational thoughts-Howard Stern being sued by assistant-CM Punk pipe bomb on Raw which I recap as well as NXT and Dynamite-J Cole on consuming art through reactions online-Kanye concert “canceled” discourse-Offset and Lil Tjay shot over gambling-Jay Electronica-Music releases from last week-HBK addressing bullying the Rock back in the 90s-TNA vs AEW discourse The online discourse being way overbooked than the actual programs-Established institutions funding stuff under the table-TK on Vince Russo podcast-Jade calling racism in fandom-Alberto Del Rio domestic abuse-fake libs and fake left in fighting before they both even...

Last week’s Raw NXT and AEW Dynamite recaps-Jericho’s return and lackluster build for Dynasty-Mental Health-Edge Lord rebrands-Trolls-amplification of mentally unwell cogs-hoarding thoughts-being reflective-past trauma & manipulation-the term derangement syndrome-busting chops-new details of Vince McMahon/Janel Grants-people showing their true self-potential second part of Howard Stern leaked seminar from 2019 rumored to be leaking-wrestling discourse-Pooh Shiesty vs Gucci Mane-John Lithgow rage baiting over Harry Potter series-Kanye embraced-Brandy/Wanya-celeb scandals formula-Leslie Jones on modern marriage-New Covid variant-AOC on Israel-Israel’s new death penalty blind fandom need cult leaders to be attacked to feel rebellious-promoting Joe Kent in discourse-the fake left always rehabb...