Behind The Cusp
Welcome to Behind the Cusp— a podcast diving deep into the layers of self growth, inner work, and transformation, created just for women who are on the edge of becoming.Hosted by longtime digital creator Marissa Meade, this show invites you into the quiet breakthroughs, powerful pivots, and deep inner work that fuel true transformation. Marissa shares her raw, unfiltered journey of healing and self-discovery to walk alongside you in yours. Together, you'll dive deep into the conversations that matter most, uncovering what it means to truly evolve from the inside out.Each week, you'll explore the unspoken moments that sh...
🎙️What It Means to Live as Your Higher Self (And How to Start Today)
🎧 About the Episode
You’ve probably heard the phrase “higher self” — but what does it actually mean to live as her? In this episode, we’re going deeper than the buzzwords. I’m breaking down what your higher (or best) self really is, how to know when you’re out of alignment, and what it feels like when you’re fully living from a place of inner truth, clarity, and peace.
We’ll talk about the subtle signs of disconnection, how to rebuild self-trust, and foundational tools you can use today to start showing up as the ver...
🎙️ The Power of Friendship: How Your Circle Impacts Who You Become
🎧 About the Episode
The people you surround yourself with shape so much more than just your social life — they shape your energy, your confidence, your clarity, and your capacity to grow.
In this episode, we’re diving into the power of aligned friendship: how the right people in your life can elevate everything, and how the wrong ones can quietly drain your sense of self. We’ll talk about choosing your circle with intention, noticing how certain friendships make you feel, and why protecting your energy is a form of self-respect.
You’ll he...
🎙️ Summer Wellness Shifts: Habits that Actually Make a Difference
🎧 In this short solo episode, I’m sharing the wellness shifts, habits, and non-negotiables that are grounding me this summer — from hydration and sunshine to mindset shifts that make a big difference.
We’re talking simple, sustainable ways to feel good in your body, reconnect with your rhythm, and release the pressure to “do it all.”
If you’re craving more ease, presence, and consistency in your daily life, this one’s for you.
✨ You’ll hear:
— 5 seasonal wellness shifts to try
— My favorite summer non-negotiables
— A mindset shift that’s helping me feel more al...
🎙️ Episode 5: Identity vs. Roles — Rediscovering Yourself Beyond Roles, Responsibilities, and To-Do Lists
🎧 We live in a world that constantly asks, “What do you do?” —
But rarely, “Who are you underneath it all?”
In this episode, we explore the difference between your true identity and the roles you take on in life — the titles, the to-do lists, the responsibilities, and expectations that can so easily become your entire sense of self.
You’ll be gently guided to reflect on who you are beyond what you do for others, and how to begin reconnecting with the version of you that exists - and always has -without performance, pressure, or productivity. ...
🎙️Episode 4: The Beauty of Becoming - Embracing the In-Between Season
🎧 About this Episode:
There’s a part of the journey no one really prepares you for — the in-between.
The space where you’ve outgrown your old life, but haven’t yet stepped into the new one.
Where things feel quiet, uncertain, and slow… but deeply alive beneath the surface.
This episode is a conversation about the becoming — the tender, unseen, and often uncomfortable season of transformation. It’s not the glow-up or the breakthrough moment. It’s what happens before that. When you’re sitting in the unknown, shedding layers, and learning to trust a f...
🎙️ Episode 3: The Art of Surrender - How Chronic Pain Taught Me to Let Go
In this episode of Behind the Cusp, I’m sharing a deeply personal chapter of my healing journey — living with chronic back pain, undergoing surgery, and the powerful lessons I learned about surrender along the way.
I open up about what it really means to let go of control, soften into trust, and embrace the divine feminine energy of flow and receptivity to return to who we really are. This isn’t just a story about pain — it’s about the transformation that happens when we stop resisting and start accepting where we are.
If you’re in...
🎙️ Episode 2: How One Decision Changed my Life - Ending My Engagement
Eight years ago, I made a decision that completely altered the course of my life: I ended my six-year relationship and walked away from the man I was engaged to marry.
In this episode, I’m opening up about that pivotal moment—what led me there, how I knew it was the right decision, and the heartbreak that followed. But more importantly, I’m sharing how that single decision became the catalyst for my deepest growth, healing, and completely changed the course of my entire life.
This isn’t just a story about heartbreak—it’s about recl...
Start Here: Meet Marissa + Why I Started Behind the Cusp
✨ Episode 1: Welcome to Behind the Cusp
Description:
In episode 1, Marissa takes her place behind the mic and dives into her journey from influencer to inner work, sharing her heart and mission behind Behind the Cusp.
After 15 years as a digital creator, she felt called to create a space for deeper, more honest conversations about self-growth, feminine transformation, and the inner work we often keep tucked away. This podcast is for the woman on the edge of becoming—the one doing the work, following her intuition, and stepping into the next vers...
Teaser Episode - Welcome
Welcome to Behind the Cusp - the first full episode drops in just a few days!
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