The XP Log

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By: Justin Eyraud

Daily(ish) entries from a gamer with too many saves and too much to say. Short takes on what I’ve been playing, thinking, and accidentally learning along the way. Some days it’s deep. Some days it’s dumb. All of it’s part of the journey. Daily(ish) because even the most dedicated MMO player skips a daily now and then.

Persona 3 Reload: Impressions
07/11/2025

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Current Game: Persona 3 Reload | Guild Wars 2


I booted up Persona 3 Reload just to test the waters—but a few hours later, I'm realizing I might be in deeper than I thought. In today’s episode of The XP Log, I talk about my first impressions, how the game’s tone and systems grabbed me, and why this “background game” might be stepping into the spotlight.


Sometimes a game doesn’t wait for you to be ready—it just pulls you in.


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A Tale Between Worlds
07/09/2025

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Current Game: TBD | Guild Wars 2


In this in-between-games episode of The XP Log, I talk about Kena: Bridge of Spirits—a game I thought I was ready for, but turns out... maybe not just yet. I unpack that “not quite the right fit” feeling, touch on possibly diving into Persona 3 Reload as a background game, and briefly wander into my thoughts on Monster Hunter Wilds and Guild Wars 2.


Sometimes, you're just in that limbo zone—too much energy to stop gaming, not enough direction to fully co...


Star Ocean 2 Recap
07/07/2025

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Current Game: Star Ocean Second Story R | 


After a lunch break cliffhanger, I finally wrapped up Star Ocean: The Second Story R, and in this episode, I'm unpacking how it felt to see it through to the end. From cosmic detours to character growth, I highlight Claude’s surprising journey from a hesitant space cadet to a decisive hero.


Was the ending worth the wait? Did the character arcs hit home? And why do games from this era still leave such a lasting impression?


To Be Continued...
07/04/2025

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Current Game: Star Ocean Second Story R |


I beat Star Ocean 2… kind of. Right in the middle of the final cutscene—during my lunch break, no less—I had to pause and head back to work. Nothing says “epic RPG finale” like clocking back in before the credits roll. In this episode, I share the oddly modern struggle of reaching the end of a grand adventure... only to hit pause and finish it later like leftovers. Ever had to wait hours to see how a story ends because life got in the way...


Efficiently Oblivious
07/02/2025

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Current Game: Star Ocean Second Story R |


In this episode of The XP Log, I dive into my recent hours with Star Ocean: The Second Story R and ask the question—am I just efficient… or was I totally oblivious?


I’ve been moving through the game at a solid pace, feeling pretty good about my progress—only to find out I’ve missed a bunch of side content. So now I’m wondering: what even counts as “rushing” a game? Can you explore, enjoy the story, and s...


New Game, Second Story
#23
06/30/2025

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Current Game: Star Ocean Second Story R | 


In this episode, I dive back into Star Ocean: The Second Story—this time with a fresh start. I talk about what it’s like to begin again, how the early parts feel surprisingly simple, innocent even, compared to the sprawling complexity that comes later in most JRPGs.


There’s something special about that early-game mystery: when you don’t fully understand the world, the systems, or the stakes… and that’s kind of the magic. I also reflect on how...


Star Ocean 2
#22
06/27/2025

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Current Game: Star Ocean Second Story R | Fantasy Life i 


Sometimes you tell yourself you’re not ready for another big adventure… and yet, your instincts lead you right into one anyway. In this episode, I reflect on trying to jump into Star Ocean: The Second Story after playing the first, and how it didn’t click right away—maybe because it felt too familiar, or maybe because I wasn’t ready for another galaxy-spanning quest.


I share how Rogue Galaxy gave me similar vibes but managed...


Double Feature
#21
06/25/2025

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Current Game: Rogue Galaxy | Fantasy Life i 


This weekend, I wrapped up not one, but two epic adventures: the spacefaring journey of Rogue Galaxy and the cozy grind of Fantasy Life i. In this episode, I talk about how it felt to finish them both back-to-back, what stuck with me from each world, and why they were the perfect pairing for a weekend of gaming satisfaction.


From space pirates and ancient mysteries to leveling up lives and ticking off endless checklists—each game hit differently but...


Bad Guys Have Feelings Too
#20
06/23/2025

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Current Game: Rogue Galaxy | Fantasy Life i


In today’s episode, I reflect on the surprisingly human side of villains and anti-heroes. Inspired by a pivotal character moment in Rogue Galaxy, we explore the emotional motivations behind characters who cross the moral line—whether it’s to resurrect someone they lost, protect something they love, or simply survive a cruel world.


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Difficulty Curveballs
#18
06/18/2025

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Current Game: Rogue Galaxy | Fantasy Life i 


Sometimes a game just throws one at you—a sudden spike in difficulty, a jarring shift in pacing, or a one-on-one duel that feels like a wall you didn’t see coming. In this episode, I talk about those moments where the challenge curve takes a sharp turn, using my recent experience with Rogue Galaxy as a springboard. I reflect on how games like Souls-likes and MMOs use these “checkpoints” in player skill—whether it’s a brutal boss, a 1v1 test of mechanics, or...


Blasting Off into the Backlog: Rogue Galaxy
#17
06/16/2025

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Current Game: Rogue Galaxy | Fantasy Life i


After two decades of orbiting my backlog, it’s finally time to dive into Rogue Galaxy, the space-faring action JRPG from Level-5. In this episode, I talk about what makes this cult classic so intriguing—from its real-time combat and deep crafting system to its interplanetary exploration and charmingly bizarre characters (yes, even the elf-dog romance subplot). I reflect on my first time playing, why I bounced off it years ago, and what’s pulling me back in now.


If y...


Darksiders III Recap
#16
06/13/2025

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Current Game: Darksiders 3 | Fantasy Life i 


After crossing the finish line in Darksiders III, I take a moment to reflect on what stood out—what I loved, what surprised me, and what the journey meant. From creepy insect caverns to clever environmental puzzles, I share my favorite moments and thoughts on the game’s story and world. It wasn’t the longest ride, but it left a solid impression.


I also hint at the next adventure in my backlog quest—but I’ll save the deep dive fo...


The Point of No Return
#15
06/11/2025

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Current Game: Darksiders 3 | Fantasy Life i


There comes a moment in many games — that infamous “point of no return” — where the world warns you: go forward and there’s no turning back. In today’s episode of The XP Log, I dig into the tension that moment creates.


Do you charge ahead, eyes on the end credits? Or do you stop, backtrack, and try to uncover every secret the game has hidden before you cross the line? I share my own experience nearing the final stretch of D...


Learning A Second World
#15
06/09/2025

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Current Game: Darksiders 3 | Fantasy Life i


In today’s XP Log, I dive into how we gradually start to think like the games we play. It’s like jacking into the Matrix — over time, you begin to read the signs, spot the secrets, and almost predict what’s around the next corner. It’s not just muscle memory; it’s understanding the game's design language.


I talk about how this learning curve connects you with the character — how both of you are discovering the world together. And...


Embracing the Stuck
#15
06/06/2025

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Current Game: Darksiders 3 | Fantasy Life i 


Ever hit a wall in a video game and wonder if you're even going the right way? In this episode, I dive into a frustrating moment in Darksiders III — getting stuck, debating whether to look up a guide, and ultimately finding my way by backtracking. That one choice not only helped me beat a boss but reignited my motivation to keep playing. I talk about when it's okay to use guides, why getting stuck doesn't always mean you're lost, and how persistence can turn a pr...


The Fear of Never Finishing
#14
06/04/2025

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Current Game: Darksiders 3 | Fantasy Life i

Ever feel that creeping anxiety that you’ll never actually finish the games you start? In this episode of the XP Log, I dive into the all-too-familiar fear of never seeing the credits roll. I’ve picked up Darksiders 3 again — a game I’ve always been meaning to play through. I talk about the pressure to "just get through it," the temptation to skip side content, and the guilt of missing out on experiences a game offers. And yeah... we need to talk about the hundred hours I’ve pou...


Commitment Issues
#13
06/02/2025

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Current Game: Hob | Fantasy Life i | Enshrouded | Sinking City Remaster | Kingdoms of Amular Re-Reckoning | Lego DC Super Villains

Some games are long-term material. Others? Just a few fun hours and a quiet uninstall. In this episode of XP Log, I talk about the weird limbo I find myself in lately — trying a bunch of games, leveling up a bit, and never calling them back. Is it fear of commitment, analysis paralysis, or just the nature of modern gaming? Let’s unpack it.


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Leveling Everything but the Plot
#12
05/30/2025

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Current Game: Hob | Fantasy Life i 

I haven’t saved the world yet—just been too busy checking off lists. In this episode, I talk about getting lost in the grind of Fantasy Life, leveling my Lives for hours without pushing the story forward. Was I progressing, or just spinning my wheels? Let’s unpack the weird comfort (and quiet anxiety) of productivity without purpose in games.


Are you a main quest kind of player, or do you live for the checklist life?

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The In-between Games
#12
05/29/2025

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Current Game: Hob  | Fantasy Life i 

After saving the world (again), it’s time to ask the real question: What now? In today’s episode of The XP Log, I talk about that weird space between major games — where I’m craving a meaningful story but not ready for another massive time sink. I share my thoughts on Psychonauts, Hob, and my ongoing time in Fantasy Life, while reflecting on what makes a “main game” feel satisfying. Plus, a little nostalgia, some grass-cutting revelations, and a call for your thoughts on immersive vs. guided storytel...


The Lord of Shadows Is Defeated
#12
05/28/2025

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Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition | Fantasy Life i


After 51 hours, the Lord of Shadows is defeated, and peace is restored… at least in Dragon Quest XI. In today’s short update, I celebrate a hard-fought JRPG victory, reflect on what made the experience feel both traditional and special, and ask the big question: what do I play next? (Please don’t say another 50-hour RPG.)


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Global Backtracking
#11
05/27/2025

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Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition | Fantasy Life i


What happens when your epic journey starts to feel like a glorified fetch quest… for the third time? In today’s XP Log, I reflect on the endless loop of revisiting the same towns, zones, and enemies across the world of Dragon Quest XI. From collecting orbs to gathering materials, I question whether this kind of “global backtracking” still holds up—or if it’s just clever padding in disguise. Let’s talk about when revisiting becomes routine, and how devs can keep...


Burnt Out Promises
#10
05/26/2025

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Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition | Fantasy Life i

What starts as fire—pure momentum, passion, and purpose—can slowly smolder into something harder to carry. In today’s XP Log, Justin reflects on the early-game spark that Dragon Quest XI lit in him… and how that flame’s been fading. From burnout and backlog guilt to balancing side games like Fantasy Life, this episode is a raw look at what it means to stick with a game you promised yourself you’d finish—even when the fire dims.


How do yo...


Abandoned Heroes
#9
05/23/2025

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Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition


After finally crossing a long-abandoned milestone in Dragon Quest, Justin reflects on the 40 hours he'd already invested in a save file he ultimately left behind. In this introspective episode, he explores the emotional roadblocks of returning to unfinished games, the pressure to see a story through to the end, and whether time spent in a game that’s never completed is really wasted at all. From roguelikes to RPGs, from Starfield to stirring drinks with a butter knife—this one gets...


Virtual Kleptomania
#9
05/22/2025

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Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition


Today’s XP Log is a little shorter, but no less criminal. While playing Dragon Quest XI, I had a moment of reflection: Why do RPG heroes get away with smashing pots, looting dressers, and stealing from NPCs without a second thought? This episode dives into the weird ethics of RPGs, gaming habits we all share, and a little thing I call "virtual kleptomania."


If you’ve ever felt a twinge of guilt after raiding someone’s pixelated pantry...


That New Game Smell
#8
05/21/2025

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Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition (Mostly)


Remember that feeling of cracking open a new PlayStation jewel case in the back of a station wagon, peeling off the security sticker, and taking a deep whiff of that "new game smell"? Yeah, that. In today's episode of The XP Log, Justin dives into the allure of new games—fresh mechanics, fast rewards, and uncharted systems—versus the comfort and routine of long-standing favorites like Dragon Quest XI. With Fantasy Life stealing his attention, he reflects on what draws us to the...


Gaming While Distraxicated
#7
05/20/2025

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Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition


Today’s XP Log is less about what I played and more about trying to play at all. Between lunch runs, pickup line chaos, Mario Maker cameos, and surprise life dialogues, I couldn’t stay in the game long enough to enjoy it. So… why did I keep trying? Let’s talk about distracted gaming and that weird place where you’re not sure if you’re having fun—but you’re still pushing play.



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Getting Side(Game) Tracked
#6
05/19/2025

SPOILER WARNING! Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition/Fantasy Life i It’s hard staying loyal when something new drops—especially when it's a game you've been hyped for. In today’s XP Log, I talk about balancing the excitement of Fantasy Life’s release with my commitment to finishing Dragon Quest XI. From the dangers of taking “just one day off” to figuring out what makes a good side game, this one’s for anyone who’s ever ditched a main quest for something shiny.

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Quiet Lessons From DQXI
#5
05/18/2025

SPOILER WARNING! Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition After the fall of Yggdrasil, Dragon Quest XI takes a powerful turn—each party member faces their own personal trial. In this episode, I break down the surprising emotional weight behind Sylvando’s resilience, Jade’s courage, Erik’s sacrifice, and Hendrik’s redemption. These aren’t just cutscenes—they’re lessons. From choosing joy in the face of despair to letting go of pride and pain, this arc is packed with real-life insight. I didn’t expect to be hit this hard... but I’m glad I was.



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Burying the Lead
#4
05/17/2025

SPOILER WARNING! Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition Today I hit that moment in Dragon Quest XI—you know, the one where you're suddenly not the luminary anymore. And it got me thinking: why do I struggle to stay invested when the main character gets swapped out? Whether it’s Cloud, Squall, or Shepard, I need my protagonist front and center. So let’s talk about emotional attachment, playable characters, and how our brains tie stories to specific faces. Do you feel the same way? Or are you cool stepping into someone else’s boots for a bit? Transcri...


Setbacks and Side Games
#3
05/16/2025

SPOILER WARNING! Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition Setbacks and Side Games - Experiences game progress loss due to technical issues, leading to game abandonment. - Frequently switches to other games after encountering roadblocks, major or minor. - Struggles to return to abandoned games due to difficulty resuming and lack of emotional connection. Impact of Game Interruptions - Significant time investment lost due to game crashes and freezes. - The interruption causes frustration and demotivation, leading to switching games. - Difficulty resuming after breaks due to memory loss and feeling of needing a fresh start. Strategies for Overcoming Game...


Modern Turn-Based Combat
05/15/2025

Analysis of IGN's Top JRPGs List and Final Fantasy Turn-Based Combat - IGN's top 25 JRPG list sparked discussion about the inclusion of Final Fantasy X over other entries. - The choice of Final Fantasy X is interpreted as a statement on the viability of modern turn-based Final Fantasy games. - The author reflects on the absence of turn-based combat in recent Final Fantasy installments and proposes innovative ideas for its potential revival. Modernizing Turn-Based RPG Combat Mechanics - The author suggests enhancing turn-based combat by synchronizing character actions for visually appealing attacks. - The proposed system would allow players to...


Unexpected Darkness in Dragon Quest XI
#1
05/15/2025

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Current Game: Dragon Quest XI Definitive Edition

Unexpected Dark Plot Twist in Dragon Quest XI - Dragon Quest XI's Mermaid storyline initially presents a seemingly typical love story between a mermaid and a fisherman. - The narrative takes a dark turn, revealing a 50-year-long tragedy involving death, suicide, and unfulfilled love. - The game's lighthearted tone contrasts sharply with the story's somber events, creating a surprising emotional impact.



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