FeralFaith Podcast
FeralFaith is the space for those wrestling with tough questions about faith and their relationships with others in the faith community. It’s raw, unapologetic, and real—two friends having unfiltered conversations about Jesus, modern faith practices, and the latest medical insights that shape our spirituality. No fluff, just authentic, vulnerable discussions about faith in its wildest, most unrefined form. Expect real truth and real talk.
Episode 10 The Cruise Ship That Preached to Us
Ever gone on vacation hoping for rest… and come back more tired (and maybe a little sick)? That was our cruise. Instead of poolside peace, we got buffets, chaos, and a front-row seat to how unhealthy and restless our culture really is.
In this episode, we laugh at our not-so-relaxing getaway and dig into the bigger questions it raised: Why do quick fixes and willpower hacks never bring real change? What kind of vision actually reshapes our brains and lives? And are we really living in rest—or just using spiritual catchphrases to cover up the mess?
Episode 9 Living the "It" Life: Where the Most Spiritual Thing You Do is Pass the Snacks
In this episode, we unpack the mystery of “It”—that deep, often unspoken desire to be known, connected, and woven into something bigger than ourselves. But “It” isn’t a program. It’s not transactional, performance-based, or religious obligation. It’s something better—and we believe it’s at the heart of Kingdom living.
We talk about how “It” becomes a way of life: a joyful, countercultural rhythm where lives intertwine, people are valued equally, and showing up matters more than showing off. It looks less like a service and more like a living room—where conversations linger, snacks get passed...
Episode 8 The Biology of Belonging: Fight, Flight, and the Cost of Disconnection with Dr. Heidi (PT. 1)
In this thought-provoking episode, we welcome our first guest, Dr. Heidi Albete, a naturopathic doctor with a passion for whole-person healing. Together, we explore how our biology is hardwired for connection—and what happens to our nervous system when fight-or-flight takes over.
Dr. Heidi breaks down the science behind stress responses, trauma, and nervous system dysregulation, and explains why relational connection isn't just a nice-to-have—it's a biological and spiritual necessity. From the need for co-regulation to the healing power of presence, we unpack how both physical and spiritual disconnection can take a toll on health.
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Episode 7 Faith Over Safety: What Pakistan Taught Us About Community and Courage
In this episode, Amber returns from a mission trip to Pakistan with stories that challenge the American mindset around comfort, safety, and faith. We unpack what it means to live in a communal culture where relationships run deep—and how that contrasts with the often-isolated world we navigate here in the U.S. Amber shares her experience of "getting out of the boat," reflecting on Peter’s courage and the fear that kept the other disciples seated. This powerful metaphor launches us into a deeper conversation about modern discipleship, the call to bravery, and how our upcoming Fall program is d...
Episode 6 Forgotten Vitamins: Friendship, Honesty, and the Courage to Be Known
Forgotten Vitamins: Friendship, Honesty, and the Courage to Be Known
We’re in the middle of a relational health crisis. American culture—shaped by rugged individualism and surface-level connection—has left many of us relationally vitamin-deficient. We’re lonely, burned out, and unsure how to build the kinds of friendships that sustain us. And it’s not just out there in the culture—it’s in the Church, too.
In this episode, we take a hard look at the suffering caused by shallow connection, especially within faith communities that often prioritize programs over people. We tal...
Episode 5 Choosing Each Other: Practicing Hesed in a Lonely Culture
What does it look like to actually choose each other in real life—not just in theory or theology, but in the mess, beauty, and vulnerability of everyday relationships?
In this episode, we unpack our recent visit together in Colorado and reflect on the kind of connection that lingers long after the plane ride home. We explore the ancient concept of hesed—a steadfast, loyal, covenantal kind of love—and ask: How do we practice that kind of love today, in a culture that prizes independence over interdependence?
We talk about joy in relati...
Episode 4 The Feral Gospel: Triggers, Pharaohs & the Long Way Out of Egypt (Part 2)
In Part 2 of this conversation, we continue our exploration of what it means to return to our truest identity in Christ—this time through the lens of how we’re formed, both spiritually and neurologically.
We dive into how the amygdala, the part of the brain responsible for processing fear and emotion, is largely formed by age seven—and how many of our core responses to life, God, and even freedom are shaped in those early years.
Through the story of the Israelites in the wilderness, we reflect on what it means to be liberated but no...
Episode 3 The Feral Gospel: Rediscovering Our Untamed Identity in Christ (Part 1)
What does it mean to go feral in your faith? In this episode, we unpack the wild side of walking with Jesus—before the polish, before the performance. From hilarious animal encounters to cultural trends that have us all going a little rogue, we explore how embracing the "feral" can actually bring us back to who we were created to be.
We also take a fresh look at the wilderness—not as a punishment, but as a sacred, necessary space for reconstruction. It’s where false layers fall off, where identity gets clarified, and where God meets us in...
Episode 2 Church Triage: System Failures and Structures Not Serving (Part 2)
In this follow-up to our Church Triage conversation, we zoom in on personal stories of faith, frustration, and a bold shift beyond the traditional church model. Our hosts open up about stepping outside the four walls—not out of rebellion, but out of necessity—and what it meant to pursue Jesus without the institutional scaffolding.
Guided by the lens of a project manager, we examine the signs of system failure: when the structures meant to support spiritual life become barriers instead. What happens when the "project" of church no longer aligns with its purpose? What does faith look...
Episode 1 Church Triage: Assessing the Modern Faith Crisis (Part 1)
In this premiere episode, we put the Western Church on the examination table.
Is the Church in critical condition, or just in need of a check-up? We introduce our vision for the podcast and dive into the spiritual and mental health crisis sweeping through culture and congregations alike. With data-driven insights and a compassionate lens, we ask: What would it look like if we assessed the Church like a medical patient?
We’ll break down the vital signs—attendance, belief, burnout, and belonging—and explore how the spiritual immune system of the Church is responding (or fai...