The Wrestle: Breaking Down Our Wrestle With God
Have you ever felt like you were doing everything right—following the rules, checking all the boxes—yet somehow, you still felt… lost? Disconnected? Wondering if God was even listening? Or maybe you’ve spent years chasing success, believing that once you reached the top, you’d finally feel whole… only to realize the emptiness never really left. We’ve been there. And we know we’re not alone. Welcome to The Wrestle—a podcast about the struggle, the doubts, and the turning points that bring us closer to God. We’re here to have real conversations about faith—the kind that go beyond surfac...
Benjamin's Promises, Part 3

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they finalize their 3-part discussion on the topic of Benjamin's promises, emphasizing the importance of trusting Jesus Christ and applying His atonement. They highlight the need to recognize and trust Christ, let go of guilt and resentment, and seek His presence daily. The conversation also touches on the idea that all truth and wisdom come from Christ, and that true self-mastery is achieved by turning ourselves over to Him. They also stress the importance of seeking Christ's power to garnish our thoughts and guide our actions, ultimately leading to a deeper relationship with Him.<...
Benjamin's Promises, Part 2

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they continue their discussion of Benjamin's promises, highlighting spiritual dyslexia, where individuals misinterpret commandments, leading to frustration and anxiety. They reference King Benjamin's sermon in Mosiah 4:14, emphasizing that the scripture is a promise, not a commandment, and requires faith in Jesus Christ. They share personal anecdotes, including Tatiana's experience with repotting plants to illustrate the importance of addressing spiritual roots. They also encourage you to seek and trust Jesus Christ, recognizing that true spiritual growth comes from a deep, personal relationship with Him.
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Benjamin's Promises, Part 1

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the concept of spiritual dyslexia, where individuals focus on actions rather than the process of coming unto Christ. They reference Colleen Harrison's work, explaining that many Latter-Day Saints misunderstand scriptures like Moroni 10:32, which emphasizes coming unto Christ before denying ungodliness. They highlight King Benjamin's teachings in the Book of Mormon, where repentance leads to joy and peace. They stress the importance of seeking Christ first, as promises and blessings follow naturally. They also encourage you to pray and seek Christ, emphasizing that God's help is essential for spiritual growth.
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Assumptions Vs. Truth

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss their experiences at a priesthood camp, emphasizing the spiritual growth and camaraderie among young boys. They reflect on the true character of Christ and how His attributes manifest in their lives. Tatiana shares her preparation for an adult presentation at the camp, highlighting the miracles of Christ. Justin and Krisha recount personal stories where they felt Christ's presence, illustrating how recognizing His attributes can deepen faith. They all underscore the importance of recognizing and trusting in God's presence in everyday life.
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Redemption Vs. Despair, Part 2

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they continue their discussion the concept of redemption versus despair, sharing personal experiences of feeling redeemed and the continuous nature of this process. They highlight the importance of hope, gratitude, and turning to God for support. The conversation also touches on the challenges of dealing with bottled-up emotions and the need for trust in God's presence and strength, using metaphors like a storm and a fortified truck to illustrate the atonement's role in anchoring individuals during difficult times.
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Redemption Vs. Despair, Part 1

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the themes of redemption versus despair, highlighting personal experiences with despair, such as postpartum depression and workplace stress. They stress that despair arises from inaction on hope and faith, urging you to take steps towards redemption. They also touch on the immediate goodness of God, the need to let go and trust Him, and the continuous process of spiritual growth and healing.
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Yours Vs. Mine

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the concept of experiencing Jesus as a personal Savior. They explore the idea that struggling with faith and personal issues can lead to a deeper connection with Jesus. Tatiana shares her journey with disordered eating and how it led to a spiritual awakening. Justin recounts a business experience where he received divine inspiration to reorganize his team, emphasizing the importance of acting quickly on spiritual promptings. They encourage you to pray, journal, and seek daily experiences with Jesus, highlighting that God's presence is always with you, even in difficult times.
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Weapons Of War

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss a YouTube video analogy to illustrate how people often resist God's solutions to their problems, likening it to a woman with a nail in her forehead who refuses to acknowledge the obvious cause of her pain. They emphasize the importance of recognizing and addressing these "weapons," which can be destructive behaviors or unresolved issues. They also touches on the significance of agency and the need to repurpose harmful actions into constructive ones, drawing parallels from the Book of Mormon's Alma 24, where the Lamanites symbolically buried their weapons to symbolize their commitment to...
Blame Vs. Ownership

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the difference between blaming and owning your actions. They emphasize that blaming others or circumstances robs individuals of their power and keeps them stuck. They share personal stories, including Tatiana's accident with her husband's truck, to illustrate the importance of taking responsibility. They reference scriptures, such as 2 Nephi 4:19, which highlights Nephi's struggle with sin and his trust in God. The conversation concludes with the advice to own your mistakes, seek help, and trust in Jesus for support and growth.
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Consecration Vs. Impairment

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the second principle from the book "He To Deliver Me From Bondage," focusing on the concept of consecration. They share personal stories of failure and disappointment, such as missing tryouts and job losses, to illustrate how afflictions can be consecrated for our gain. The conversation highlights the importance of turning to Jesus for strength and peace, and encourages you to recognize His presence in your life.
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Consecration Vs. Impairment

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the second principle from the book "He To Deliver Me From Bondage," focusing on the concept of consecration. They share personal stories of failure and disappointment, such as missing tryouts and job losses, to illustrate how afflictions can be consecrated for our gain. The conversation highlights the importance of turning to Jesus for strength and peace, and encourages you to recognize His presence in your life.
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Your Power Vs. God's Power

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the recent General Conference of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, where the parable of the 10 virgins is used to illustrate the need for spiritual preparation. They explore the concept of wrestling with God, drawing parallels to King Lamoni's conversion and the importance of recognizing and addressing personal weaknesses. The conversation highlights the balance between self-reliance and reliance on divine help, advocating for a growth mindset and gratitude in the journey of faith.
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Self-Reliance Vs. Relying On God

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the concept of self-reliance, referencing the Book of Mormon figure Korihor, who believed in self-sufficiency. They emphasize that our experiences shape our beliefs and that self-reliance can lead to feelings of emptiness. The hosts share personal anecdotes, highlighting the importance of recognizing God's presence in everyday life. They stress that true salvation comes through God's grace, not self-effort, and encourage you to seek God's presence in unexpected ways.
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Carnal Vs. Spiritual

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the concept of being "carnally minded" versus "spiritually minded," highlighting the need to focus on Christ's grace and progress rather than dwelling on sins. They share personal experiences, such as Justin's realization during a church sacrament service, and stress the importance of yielding to God's guidance. The conversation also touches on the competitive nature of pride and the need for humility, encouraging you to seek divine assistance and embrace spiritual growth.
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Nothingness Vs. Worthlessness

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the concept of "nothingness" as described in the Book of Mormon, emphasizing that humans are inherently weak but infinitely valuable to God. Tatiana shares her personal struggle with disordered eating and how the principles from Colleen Harrison's book "He Did Deliver Me From Bondage" helped her understand her worth and the importance of self-mastery through faith. The conversation highlights the need to address the root causes of personal struggles and the transformative power of recognizing your divine worth.
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Wrestling With God

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the need to come unto Christ first before denying ungodliness. They stress that perfection is a journey, not a destination, and that Christ's grace is essential for overcoming weaknesses. The conversation also delves into the significance of laboring in the spirit, as exemplified by Alma and Enos, who wrestled with God in prayer. They also encourage you to allow your soul to hunger for knowledge and faith, ultimately leading to a deeper relationship with Christ.
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Broken Hearts

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the complexities of faith, focusing on the atonement and its applications beyond repentance. Tatiana shares a personal story about a cousin who lost a child, highlighting how the atonement can help with broken hearts. The conversation explores the importance of trusting God, even when life is challenging, and the need to be honest with Him. They also emphasize that the atonement is for all aspects of life, including emotional and spiritual struggles.
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Why Would You Wrestle?

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss personal struggles, such as feeling inadequate, dealing with family and business pressures, and the internal battle with self-limiting beliefs. They highlight the need for genuine conversations about faith and the value of seeking help and understanding through resources like the 12-step program and scripture. The conversation underscores the importance of recognizing and addressing everyday struggles and the transformative power of a deep, personal relationship with Christ.
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THE Origin

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha and they discuss the spiritual struggles and doubts faced by individuals in their faith journey. They emphasize the importance of asking tough questions and seeking deeper truths about God. They talk about the concept of confirmation bias and how it influences our perceptions. Tatiana shares a personal story of praying for a blessing for 20 years and the subsequent feelings of disappointment and frustration. The podcast aims to provide a safe space for wrestling with faith, using gospel principles to guide you in building a relationship with God.
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