The Devotion Potion

19 Episodes
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By: Carly Crotwell

May this podcast serve as a reminder for the many ways that you can start, or continue, to show up for you, in full devotion, to who you are and who you are becoming.

Ep. 19 - Devotion to Failure: The Art of Making an Ass of Yourself
#8
07/04/2025

In this deeply vulnerable solo episode, Carly dives headfirst into the art of failing forward and reframes our cultural aversion to getting it “wrong.” She shares the intimate behind-the-scenes of abandoning a major creative project (and resurrecting it again), what it taught her about patience, perfectionism, and process, and how failure might actually be a portal to freedom—not shame.

This episode is for anyone who's ever talked themselves out of completing a passion project, doubted their creativity, or feared being seen. Carly opens up about the pressure of deadlines, the trap of performative authenticity, the medicine in let...


Ep. 18 - Devotion to the Path That Chooses You: Parenting on Holy Ground w/ Danielle + Luke Jeraci
#7
06/27/2025

In this powerful and deeply moving episode, Carly sits down with Danielle and Luke Jeraci to explore how devotion evolves in the face of unimaginable challenges. New parents to a medically complex child, Danielle and Luke share their raw and unfiltered journey through surrender, resilience, and reclaiming power in a system not built to hold their truth. From questioning the medical establishment to redefining parenthood, partnership, and faith, this conversation dives into how spiritual insight, grit, and love have guided them through their son’s life-threatening health battles.

Expect candid moments on:

Redefining devotion after traumaThe figh...


Ep. 17 - Devotion to Storytelling Pt. 2: The Girl and the Pearl
#5
06/20/2025

In this special storytelling episode, Carly shares a deeply personal and wildly imaginative tale called The Girl and the Pearl—a fantasy-fueled fable that serves as both myth and memoir. Through the eyes of a girl named Zazie, we explore themes of grief, sacrifice, soul retrieval, and the journey toward reverence and reclamation. Born from one of the most transformational years of Carly’s life, this original story weaves mythic archetypes, symbolism, and soulwork into a rich audio tapestry of healing, death, and rebirth. If you've ever felt like you had to give up parts of yourself to become whole...


Ep. 16 - Devotion to Self-Initiation and Artistic Discipline w/ Graham Dern
#4
06/13/2025

In this deeply resonant and inspiring episode, Carly sits down with the multifaceted artist and sound alchemist Graham Dern. What starts as an interview quickly evolves into an intimate exploration of devotion, creativity, self-initiated rites of passage, and the powerful tethering that occurs when we commit to our art.

Graham shares his lifelong relationship with music, how he rediscovered creative freedom by moving away from rigid structures, and how sound became a spiritual language for him. Together, Carly and Graham reflect on journaling, grief, memory, and how honoring the stories of our elders keeps their essence alive.<...


Ep. 15 - Devotion to Your Path + Honoring Your Food w/ Ken Conte
#3
06/06/2025

In this powerful and vulnerable episode, Carly sits down with teacher, guide, and mentor Ken Conte to explore the nuanced journey of devotion, rites of passage, healing through intentional discomfort, and the sacred power of choosing hard things.

Ken shares his story of early sobriety, spiritual exploration, and the transformative impact of practices like breathwork, meditation, cold plunging, and ketamine-assisted therapy. Together, they unpack what it means to be in true devotion—not through rigid habits, but through self-honoring rituals that evolve over time.

They also dive into:

* The difference between habits and de...


Ep. 14 - Devotion to the Process
#2
05/30/2025

We’re back, baby! Carly returns from an unplanned hiatus with a heartfelt and honest reflection on the sacred art of surrendering to the process. What began as a goal-oriented journey of self-improvement and creative output has slowly transformed into something deeper: a devotion to presence, rest, and trusting life as it unfolds. Carly shares the lessons she's learned from spiritual study, insights from a new initiation she and her partner started at the beginning of the year, and the surprising difficulty of actually allowing herself to rest after a big move across states. With warmth, humor, and emotional vu...


Ep. 13 - Devotion to THE LOVE OF MY LIFE w/ Anthony Paparelli
#1
05/23/2025

In this vulnerable and joy-filled episode, Carly is joined by her beloved partner Anthony for a deeply intimate look into their relationship, personal growth journeys, and what it truly means to be devoted—to self, to Spirit, and to one another. They explore the evolution of their individual spiritual practices, including the power of 40-day devotionals, dream interpretation rituals, and creating sacred space in partnership.

Together, they share how intentional communication (including their playful code word “flubber puss”) has been a cornerstone of their relationship, helping them navigate difficult conversations with compassion and curiosity. They also recount the sw...


Ep. 12 - Devotion to Authenticity with Dr. Lon Manson
#12
01/01/2025

In this deeply insightful episode of The Devotion Potion Podcast, Carly sits down with Dr. Lon Manson to explore the transformative power of authenticity, self-awareness, and radical honesty in both personal and professional life. Dr. Lon shares his courageous journey from a prestigious ENT residency to starting his own integrative medical practice, RootMD, highlighting the importance of tuning into your inner truth even when societal pressures pull you in different directions.

Together, Carly and Dr. Lon dive into topics such as the emotional toll of suppressing your true feelings, the cathartic release that comes with honoring your e...


Ep.11 - Devotion to Telling the Truth
#11
12/06/2024

In this episode, Carly opens up about the transformative power of telling yourself the truth and embracing radical honesty. Reflecting on her own experiences, she shares how confronting uncomfortable truths can be both heartbreaking and liberating, paving the way for profound growth and alignment. Through journaling, movement, and reconnecting with the body, she highlights the importance of tuning into your emotions and discerning between fear-based thoughts and your truest nature. Carly invites listeners to explore what truths they’ve been avoiding and take small, meaningful steps toward honoring themselves and their dreams. This episode is a raw and heartfelt re...


Ep. 10 - Devotion to Celibacy: Finding Clarity in a Chaotic World
#10
11/22/2024

In this heartfelt episode, Carly reflects on her transformative journey with celibacy and the profound clarity it has brought into her life. After the ending of a long-term relationship and a brief dip into online dating, Carly chose to step away from romantic and physical connections to focus on her own growth and desires. Through celibacy and a recent 40-day devotional without self-pleasure, she discovered the power of withholding her energy to nurture her creativity and gain perspective on what truly aligns with her heart. Carly explores the concept of attachment, the difference between casual connections and meaningful relationships...


Ep. 9 - Devotion to Pleasure w/ Reanna Ritter
#9
11/15/2024

In this powerful and raw episode, Carly dives deep with Reanna Ritter, a coach and advocate for reclaiming pleasure, as they explore the complex journey of reconnecting with one’s body, sexuality, and authentic self. Together, they unpack the impact of religious upbringing, societal conditioning, and personal trauma on our sense of pleasure and body autonomy. Reanna shares her experiences growing up with body shame, navigating disordered eating, and her path back to self-acceptance through embracing pleasure. Carly and Reanna discuss the healing potential of self-pleasure practices, the liberating act of shedding shame, and the transformative power of presence in...


Ep. 8 - Devotion to Delayed Gratification - The Art of a 40 Day Devotional
#8
11/08/2024

In this episode of the Devotion Potion Podcast, Carly delves into the art of delayed gratification and the value of cultivating patience in a world of instant dopamine hits. From social media scrolls to dating apps, Carly explores how our culture’s obsession with quick fixes often leaves us unsatisfied. She discusses the benefits of focusing on what truly matters, sharing her personal experiences with 40-day devotionals and intentional practices, like meditation and "Dharma Sprints," to train attention and build lasting fulfillment. Through real talk and practical advice, Carly inspires listeners to resist "cheap thrills" and embrace the profound sat...


Ep. 7 - Devotion to Storytelling Pt. 1 - Alaska Trip Report
#7
10/25/2024

In this episode of the Devotion Potion Podcast, the host shares a transformative 10-day off-grid trip in Alaska. Through personal reflections and a detailed 'trip report,' the episode explores the power of storytelling around a campfire, touching on themes of vulnerability, connection, and the magic of creating intimacy through shared stories. The narrative delves into navigating the remote wilderness and the power of different types of ceremony. Along the journey, encounters with the wild and moments of solitude emphasize the beauty, tranquility, and spiritual connection found in nature. The episode captures the host's 'Vision Quest,' highlighting the...


Ep. 6 - Devotion to Dissolution w/ Jared Stanton
#6
10/18/2024

In this enlightening episode of the Devotion Potion Podcast, host Carly is joined by Jared Stanton for a multifaceted discussion on personal growth, truth, and societal dynamics. They explore the journey from external validation to self-love, the power of embracing vulnerability, and the significance of self-regulation and internal conflict resolution. The conversation delves into discerning truth from felt reality, the nature of freedom, and the role of suffering in personal transformation. Topics such as active listening, community identity, gender dynamics, and the prison system are critically examined. The episode offers profound insights into the importance of personal accountability, cultivating...


Ep. 5 - Devotion to Embodiment
#5
10/11/2024

In this episode, we dive deep into the concept of embodiment, focusing on how dance serves as a profound and sophisticated technology for being fully present in our bodies. Carly shares her personal journey of discovering the power of embodiment through dance, especially ecstatic dance, and how it's been a vital practice for releasing stagnant energy and emotions. With modern life bombarding us with overwhelming information, Carly explores how practices like dance, breathwork, shaking and movement help regulate our nervous systems and move energy that might otherwise build up and cause stress or emotional blowups. She also reflects on...


Ep. 4 - Devotion to Creativity
#4
10/04/2024

In this episode, I dive into my journey with creativity and the practice of Dharma Sprints. After reading Rick Rubin’s The Creative Act, I felt inspired to explore my own creative process, only to discover how little I actually knew. I reflect on the ebbs and flows of creativity and how showing up daily has been a lesson in devotion.

I also introduce you to the concept of Dharma Sprints, created by Eric Godsey, which are 90-minute focused sessions designed to cultivate attention and focus, especially in the age of distractions. Through these sprints, I've learned ho...


Ep. 3 - Devotion to Faith w/ Amanda Hughey
#3
09/27/2024

In this episode, I sit down with my dear friend Amanda Hughey for an open, honest conversation about faith, devotion, and the process of personal transformation. Amanda shares her incredible journey, starting with her strict religious upbringing and time spent in the intense environment of the Honor Academy and Teen Mania Ministries, where she held leadership roles and was actively involved in media outreach. We dive into how those experiences shaped her understanding of devotion, and what eventually led her to question the very systems she was part of. Together, we explore the emotional complexity of navigating religious trauma...


Ep. 2 - Devotion to Your Dreams
#2
09/20/2024

In this episode, we dive deep into the concept of devotion—specifically, devotion to your dreams. I share my personal journey of being committed to my vision, from the desire to leave my hometown in Florida for a life closer to nature, to the challenges and emotional complexities that come with choosing yourself again and again. This episode touches on the importance of listening to your deepest desires, even when fear and doubt try to convince you otherwise.

Through candid storytelling, Carly highlights the messy, nonlinear path of going after what lights you up, while embracing the lo...


Ep. 1 - My Devotion to You
#1
09/17/2024

Welcome to the Devotion Potion Podcast! In this very first episode, I introduce the heart and soul behind why I started this journey. This podcast is all about reclaiming our power by showing devotion to ourselves in a world that often tells us our power must be outsourced. I share my personal story and intentions for expanding your horizons on what’s possible for your life when you begin to truly show up for yourself. Together, we’ll explore the various ways self-devotion can transform your life and help you reconnect with the power that’s always been within you.<...