Uploaded and Unfiltered: Real Talk on Healing, Creativity, and Mindset for Black Creators
Creative journeys. Real struggles. Honest growth.Hosted by Jermaine, Uploaded and Unfiltered is where Black creators talk real about what it takes to create in public—and stay sane doing it. You’ll hear from YouTubers, streamers, podcasters, musicians, and other digital creatives on how they built their platforms, overcame burnout, dealt with self-doubt, and found their voice.This isn’t fluff or “how I got famous” talk. We dig into the messy middle—impostor syndrome, grief, perfectionism, procrastination, and the pressure to perform.Every episode is packed with truth and tools to help you:Build your creative presence online (without faki...
Rewiring Your Thoughts to Rewire Your Life
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A quote from creator Sean Shuttlesworth — “Worrying is imagining the wrong future on purpose” — sends me down a rabbit hole on how our thoughts shape our emotions and our reality. From my old irrational hatred of Peeps to real anxiety I used to carry in certain spaces, I break down why thinking is a tool, not the enemy, and why letting go of doom planning changes everything.
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Recording a Podcast on My Phone at 12:15 AM (Why Comfort Zones Are Killing Your Goals)
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It's past midnight, I haven't recorded yet, and instead of reaching for my computer I decided to record this entire episode straight into my Galaxy Fold 7 with just a headset as my mic. Why? Because I think it's important that we challenge ourselves and step outside our comfort zone — even when it's inconvenient — just to remind ourselves that we're capable of more than we think. What started as a recording experiment turned into a real conversation about why we freeze, ignore, and procrastinate on the very things that woul...
Get Your Reps Up: The Secret to Outgrowing Self-Doubt
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In this episode of Uploaded and Unfiltered, I’m treating things like a virtual diary and reflecting live on a lesson I learned building my guided meditation series. I walk through how I pivoted my original idea, started making my own ambient meditation music on the EP-133, and ran into pothole after pothole along the way. The difference now? I see those roadblocks as chances to learn and grow instead of reasons to doubt myself. I get into why repetition beats perfection, why you have to silence that pr...
Pivot Without Quitting: Turning Ideas Into Reality
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In this episode, I talk about what happens when an idea you’re excited about doesn’t come out the way you planned — and why that’s not a reason to quit. I walk through how I hit a wall halfway through recording a set of guided meditations for creators, pivoted the whole concept, and ended up with something better. We get into mindset maintenance, pushing through self-doubt and imposter syndrome, and why writing your ideas down before they float away matters.
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Stop Performing Manhood & Start Living It
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This month I had to speak on something that’s been on my mind for a minute. It started with a TikTok stitch I made about a brother who wanted to buy his homies birthday cakes — and most of them shut it down out of fear of being perceived as gay. That reaction is a symptom of something much deeper: a stranglehold that outside opinions have over how Black men live, move, and feel.
I break down the real definition of manhood versus the one society hand...
Guard Your Gates: What I Consume Controls Who I Become
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Jermaine unpacks the Kevin Hart roast controversy and uses it as a lens to explore something bigger — the responsibility content creators have to their audience. From guarding your mental health to being intentional about what you put out into the world, this episode is a reminder that your content has power, no matter the size of your platform.
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Shoot Your Shot: Art Grayson of NVZN Studios on Ball & Gun
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Jermaine sits down with Art Grayson of NVZN Studios — a nuclear engineer turned indie game dev — to unpack the origin of Ball & Gun, the genre-bending sports FPS roguelike that racked up 2.7 million views overnight. Art shares how he and co-founder Aaron Cooper built the entire game engine from scratch in under a year, stumbled into going viral, got Dwight Howard to play a demo on the DreamHack floor, and reveal their biggest milestone yet: an official selection at The MIX Summer Game Fest Showcase 2026. Bossu of Shield Social Stud...
DreamHack Diaries: What the Con Taught Me About Showing Up
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I just got back from DreamHack Atlanta 2026 and I'm fired up. Between the Creator Summit — where reps from Twitch, Kick, and emerging platforms all echoed the same message — and three days on the con floor, one theme rose above everything: show up as yourself or get left behind. From a Roblox creator who ignored the doubters and built four YouTube channels, to a restaurant billing situation that could've gone sideways, I'm connecting real moments to the mindset work I do every day — helping Black content creators cut th...
DreamHack Bound: Creators, Collabs & Keeping It Moving
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This week's episode is a quick one! We're talking about getting hacked on Discord (and why 2FA saved the day), launching a weekly music video series, and gearing up for DreamHack Atlanta — including a creative summit, meeting fellow creators, and finally linking up with Boss IRL. Plus, Radiant Reflection live streams are back on TikTok!
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I Got Hacked on Discord & Had to Wipe My Whole PC — Here’s How I Kept My Head
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This week, Jermaine breaks down the weekend that almost derailed everything — a Discord hack, a full Windows wipe, trashed Stream Deck profiles, and a live stream that didn’t happen. But more importantly? He talks about how he navigated the frustration without spiraling, made a decision to step outside, reset his energy, and still got things done. If you’ve ever felt like everything was falling apart at once and couldn’t figure out how to move forward — this one’s for you.
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5 Things That Will Change How You Move
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Five mindset lessons that hit different when you actually sit with them. Joy, honesty, beliefs, the stories we tell, and the realization that most of what’s holding you back was made up to begin with. This one’s for the creators who are tired of performing and ready to move differently. Ready to go deeper?
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Realigning Your Goals When Life Pulls You Sideways
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Jermaine is back from vacation, off-rhythm, and recording on release day — but the streak lives. This episode is about realigning goals when life shifts underneath you: pulling back from Twitch to go all-in on TikTok live streaming through a new agency program, balancing mindset coursework, and locking in a YouTube rhythm around Music Mondays, Thursday gadget/Lego drops, and Friday mindset content. The back half digs into why so many people chase goals that were handed to them, why authenticity costs you some people (and that's fine), and ho...
Give Yourself Some Grace (And Still Get It Done)
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Life happens — vacations, family, the stuff that actually matters. In this short but necessary episode, Jermaine keeps it real about what went down during a family trip to Florida and Hilton Head, and why he chose to record anyway instead of letting the streak die. The message is simple: you don't have to be perfect to be consistent. Give yourself grace, stop obsessing over missed uploads, and get back to it when you can. Your real community will always understand.
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Beyond the Norm: How to Start Living the Life You Actually Want
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You know why you've been staying stuck — now what? In this episode, Jermaine gets into what it actually takes to step outside the norm and build something on your own terms. No hype, no highlight reel — just a real conversation about self-awareness, sitting in the uncomfortable in-between, and why action is the only thing that dissolves doubt. He also speaks directly to creators and entrepreneurs about ownership, consistency, and why showing up when nobody's watching is where it's actually built. This is Part 2 of 2.
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Why We Stay: Understanding the Pull of the Norm
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Most people don't realize they've been living someone else's life — and by the time they do, they can't pinpoint when it happened. In this episode, Jermaine gets personal about the moment he broke from the traditional path: a panic attack, a job that stopped believing in him, and the realization that stability and safety are not the same thing. We break down why people stay stuck in the norm — from social belonging and childhood conditioning, to the people closest to you being the loudest voices keeping you in line...
Execute the Idea Before It Leaves You
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while they’re fresh. Whether it’s a video concept, a melody, a message, or something bigger, hesitation can be the very thing that makes you lose it. This episode is a reminder to capture the idea, trust your excitement, and stop waiting for the perfect moment to create. Jermaine also shares why trying hard things matters, how he thinks about execution, and why your perspective is what makes an idea worth bringing to life.
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You Don’t Have to Live With Anxiety Forever
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In this solo episode, Jermaine shifts the conversation toward mental health, anxiety, and the way the mind creates emotional alarms based on outdated or inaccurate information. He shares why finding support that feels culturally aligned matters, why he doesn’t believe people need to stay stuck in anxiety for years, and how his discovery call helps people understand what’s really going on beneath their stress, fear, procrastination, or imposter syndrome. This episode is both a perspective shift and an invitation to move forward with more clarity, peace, and...
Consistency, Community, and Content Creation with AfrofishOG
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In this episode of Uploaded and Unfiltered, Jermaine sits down with AfrofishOG to talk about gaming content creation, community building, and what it means to create a space where people feel seen and included. They dig into consistency, live streaming, podcasting, mindset, and the responsibility that comes with leading an online community. The conversation also explores boundaries, authenticity, representation in nerd culture, and how showing up as your real self can attract the right people. This is a strong episode for creators who care...
Building Positive Gaming Communities Without Rage Bait
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Jermaine is back with guests on Uploaded and Unfiltered and this episode is a good one. He sits down with The Husky Hokage—gaming content creator, writer, variety streamer, and host of the Victory Road gaming podcast—to talk about what it really looks like to grow online without losing yourself.
They get into how Husky started creating, why he’s focused on community over virality, and how he approaches gaming conversations without falling into rage bait and negativity. They also b...
Your Content Workflow Is a Habit. Audit It. Upgrade It
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In this solo episode of Uploaded and Unfiltered, Jermaine talks habits from a creator’s angle. He breaks down how “habits” can help or sabotage your workflow, then walks through his real podcast pipeline from recording in Riverside to editing on iPad, generating a transcript, designing artwork, and scheduling in Buzzsprout. The main takeaway is simple. Audit every step of your creative process, spot the rough parts that cause stress or distraction, and upgrade the system so consistency gets easier.
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Your Content Is a Wave—Build the Momentum
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A simple walk in the park turned into a full-blown content lesson. Watching waves build from tiny ripples and seeing old carvings fade into wood made one thing clear: your content grows when you keep showing up. In this episode, I break down why consistency beats perfection, why “one-and-done” gets forgotten, and how belief in yourself is the multiplier that keeps you creating—loud, visible, and undeniable.
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The Fastest Way to Get Better
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Editing can feel like the “responsible” part of creating… but it’s also where a lot of creators quietly stall out. In this episode, I’m talking about what the edit is really for, how to stop using perfection as protection, and how to make decisions faster so your content actually gets out into the world. If you’ve been sitting on footage, tweaking the same thing over and over, or telling yourself you’ll post “when it’s ready,” this one is for you.
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Why You Feel Stuck When You Try to Create
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Your mind has two major jobs. Survival and thriving. When survival takes over, it can look like anxiety, procrastination, shutdown, or overthinking, even when nothing “bad” is happening. In this episode, Jermaine breaks down the four buckets mind uses to operate, then zooms in on the tools inside feelings as a steering wheel so you can understand why you feel what you feel. You’ll leave with a simple reset you can use in real time, plus a clear next step if you want fast emotional clearing and a crea...
Your Mind Is Practicing Failure (And It Feels Real)
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Jermaine breaks down why your mind keeps rehearsing worst-case scenarios right before you post, go live, interview, or do anything public. He explains how those mental “disaster movies” create real anxiety in your body, shrink your creativity, and kill consistency. Then he gives a simple reality-check question and a quick posture + breath reset to pull you back into the present so you can act from intention, take the next small step, and create without treating content like a threat.
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From Vacation to Inspiration
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In this episode of 'Uploaded and Unfiltered,' Jermaine Pulliam discusses the mindset behind content creation, shares insights from his recent family vacation, and introduces a new accountability group. He emphasizes the power of belief and the idea that anything is possible, encouraging listeners to focus on positive outcomes and personal growth.
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Stop Waiting to Feel Ready (Post the Draft)
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You keep tweaking instead of posting because you want it perfect. That’s control, and it’s usually shame in a nicer outfit. This episode gives you the real cheat code. Reps first. Confidence later. Use the 10-minute rule, post the draft, and learn from the data.
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2026 Creator Reset: Systems, Shorts, and Showing Up
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Happy 2026. In this episode, I read an affirmation card that perfectly matches my current mindset: your thinking + feeling patterns shape your experience of life. I break down what that actually means in real life, how to stop feeding thoughts that don’t serve you, and why a simple system beats motivation every time. I also share my 2026 content plan (videos, shorts, podcast) and why I’m building a weekly accountability space for creators who want consistent progress without the pressure.
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End-of-Year Analytics Review: What Worked, What Didn’t, and 2026 Goals
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YouTube analytics, TikTok analytics, creator growth, content strategy, watch hours, subscribers—this is my end-of-2025 recap with real numbers + my 2026 plan for consistency, shorts, collabs, and monetization.
In this final episode of 2025, I review my YouTube + TikTok performance, what content hit, what needs work, and how you can use analytics to make smarter moves as a creator.
Highlights:
My YouTube growth: views, watch hours, subscribers (and what drove it)Shorts performance and what I’m improving next yearTikTok analytics for...A Creator’s Wake-Up Call: Grief, Authenticity, And Checking On Your People
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In this heartfelt episode, Jermaine reflects on the tragic passing of fellow content creator Lamar Wilson, emphasizing the importance of mental health and checking in on loved ones. He discusses the challenges faced by creators, the need for authenticity in content creation, and the significance of addressing mental health issues. Jermaine encourages listeners to seek help and support, reminding them that they are not alone in their struggles.
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The Episode That Didn’t Record… So I Recorded This Anyway
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I recorded an amazing 27-minute episode about clarity… and found out the audio didn’t record because of a random mute setting in my setup.
Instead of letting that throw me off (or breaking my 127/128-week streak), I hit record again and turned it into a real-time lesson: clarity is your mind responding to what’s happening right now, not old pictures from the past or scary movies about the future.
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Why Mindset Shifts Aren’t Enough
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In this episode of Uploaded and Unfiltered, Jermaine breaks down the “red sand” metaphor—a simple way to understand why affirmations, therapy, and positive thinking aren’t enough to break creative blocks. If you’ve been procrastinating, battling imposter syndrome, or feeling stuck despite all your self-work, this episode is for you.
He talks about how early, intense unconscious learnings (aka red sand) still control your behavior unless they’re cleared. From childhood shame to fear-based decision-making, Jermaine shares how these invisible programs are running the show—and how...
Keep The Streak Alive
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We share how to show up when energy is low and fear is loud, and why your mind’s “avoid” signal is just outdated code trying to keep you safe. We break down practical ways to update that code, keep your streak, and treat failure as fast feedback.
• owning fatigue while honoring consistency
• systems that reduce friction and protect streaks
• how the subconscious uses old data to keep you safe
• reframing fear and selecting helpful thoughts
• December content reset focused on mind fundamentals
You Don't Need a Roadmap—You Need to Move
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In this stream-of-consciousness solo episode, Jermaine explores a lifelong belief: that he can do anything—and why so many people feel the opposite. From confronting low expectations in high school to dismantling toxic definitions of manhood, Jermaine speaks on the freedom that comes from not caring what people think and choosing to create anyway. He shares raw insights on procrastination, imposter syndrome, and the hidden fears that keep creatives stuck. If you're tired of fear-based goals and ready for a content reset, this one's for you.
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Advent Calendars & Content Consistency: My Secret December Hack
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In this short solo episode of Uploaded and Unfiltered, I’m checking in from a place every creator knows well: tired, but still committed to showing up. I share why I’m bringing guests back to the podcast in December and how I’m using this time to line up conversations with more amazing creators.
If this episode resonates, share it with another creator who needs a little December push.
🧠 Protect your mental. Keep creating content.
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This Is Your Sign to Create Without Fear
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In this solo episode, I’m sharing the real reason I started Radiant Reflection. We’re talking anxiety, procrastination, imposter syndrome — and how none of it means you're broken. Your mind isn’t reacting to reality — it’s reacting to outdated data. I break down how emotions are created, why fear holds us back from creating, and how updating your internal “MapQuest” clears the way for creativity, ease, and joy.
If you’ve been stuck, heavy, or creatively blocked, this is your sign to reset your processor. Let's m...
Cringe, Judged, and Posting Anyway
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Feeling stuck? This solo episode breaks down how stuckness is just your brain’s outdated survival programming trying to keep you “safe.” Jermaine—mindset coach for Black content creators—gets real about the shift from frustration to freedom. He talks about anxiety, imposter syndrome, and how to rewire your default settings to stop second-guessing your content. You’ll hear why bonding over trauma is keeping folks small, how joy is your protest, and what to do when your people don’t get your growth. There's a reminder here: you shape the r...
Creator Discipline > Motivation: What’s Working Right Now
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Tonight’s a short, honest check-in. I didn’t feel like recording — and I still showed up. Why? Systems. Once I hit record, the rest (edit → thumbnail → title → description → keywords) flows. I’m also gearing up for December with three Advent series (Funko Minis, LEGO Minecraft, and a Pokémon TCG calendar I’ll open daily). I just enrolled in an improv class to sharpen riffing and stay flexible on-mic. Biggest epiphany this week: I don’t have to help everyone. My job is to be available to the folks who are rea...
If The Dream Found You, It’s Yours To Build
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We talk about hitting 1,000 YouTube subscribers after 19 years, why celebrating milestones matters, and how returning to our creative roots restored momentum. We break down fear-based decisions, the subconscious, and a simple path to consistent, meaningful output.
• celebrating creator milestones and honoring your archive
• lessons from 19 years of YouTube and early tools
• shifting from perfection to authentic rhythm
• fear, subconscious safety, and self-sabotage
• visualising desired outcomes to prime action
• building momentum with tiny, painless steps
• setting a weekly cadence and meaningful content
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Unpacking Imposter Syndrome: A Mindset Shift
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We break down imposter syndrome as a misfiring security system, not a confidence problem, and show how to update the mental “file” so your brain stops flagging praise and opportunity as danger. Practical reframes, clear scripts, and small actions help you ship without waiting to feel ready.
• redefining imposter syndrome as outdated survival code
• processor vs manager model for the mind
• why confidence is a side effect, not the solution
• reframes that update the “unsafe” tag to “safe”
• first-time opportunities without the fraud feeling
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You Don’t Need a Perfect Plan to Start
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In this episode of Uploaded and Unfiltered, Jermaine breaks down one of the most common forms of creative self-sabotage: micromanaging success. If you've been stuck waiting for the perfect plan, the perfect tools, or the perfect time—this one's for you.
This isn’t about motivation. It’s about clarity. You’ll hear:
Why you don’t need a full roadmap to beginHow obsession with the “how” creates anxiety and impostor syndromeA new mindset that makes action feel easierA real talk reminder about what you already know