The Observatory | Discovery of Consciousness & Awareness
In the world of structure, stress, and seemingly meaningless tasks, it can be easy for one to feel lost and empty. Move beyond career success and access true mental wellness and personal fulfillment as we take you through the landscape of the emotions and personal discoveries that shape who we are. The Observatory podcast, is a space for authentic discussions, dedicated to helping you discover or rediscover meaning in your life. Rooted in the wisdom of their own experiences, our hosts Scott and LaRae Wright started their journeys as accomplished executives, with their successful and lucrative 9-5 jobs with Fortune 100...
The Metaphor of the Garden & Art of Alchemy | Scott and LaRae's Guide to Turning Lead into Gold Part 2

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae discuss the purpose of alchemy, which aims to liberate the entire individual self, including the parts held in darkness. Hear how you can transform your best self into your soul self, what makes life sacred, and the practice of paying attention and being present. They also share the areas in their life that have turned from lead to gold and the upcoming ‘You are the Medicine’ retreat.
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[03:31] Transforming your best self into your soul self
[03:56] What makes life sacred?
[07:21] The practice of payin...
The Metaphor of the Garden & Art of Alchemy | Scott and LaRae's Life-Changing Garden Story Part 1

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae share the power of the garden, how it has influenced their lives, and how it has been used by humanity. Hear how having a garden can be a super connecting experience, how the garden is the origin of all beings, and the story of sports teams taking off their shoes to connect with the ground. They also share how nature brings light to everything. Scott and LaRae share the power of the garden, how it has influenced their lives, and how it has been used by humanity. Hear the power of...
Revisiting Finding Your Authentic Self | Christy Wilkins' Journey to Self-Discovery

In this episode of The Observatory, Christy Wilkins joins the show to share her journey to self-discovery, highlighting three experiences: the Rhythmia in Costa Rica, watching her house burn down, and climbing Mount Kilimanjaro in Tanzania. Christy is a Psychedelic Coach who helps people discover themselves. Hear Christy’s experience with the energy lady, how she got into plant medicine, the purging experience in Costa Rica, the experience of the house burning down, the climbing of Mount Kilimanjaro, and how those experiences influenced Christy’s personal journey.
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[04:25] Christy Wilkins’s background informa...
Revisiting Finding Freedom with Kandis Larson | The Experience of Coming Out, Entrepreneurship, and Belonging

In this episode of The Observatory, Kandis Larson joins the show to share her personal journey of coming out as gay, her journey as an entrepreneur, and her experience with the gathering community. Kandis is a sticker artist and an explorer with the motto: “Learn to be free, and follow one’s passions.” Hear how Kandis ended up in Ricks College, the first time she realized she was gay, the experience of sharing that with the family, and how she got into sticker artistry. You will also learn how families can create a safe space for diversity.
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The Code Word 'Trauma' | Scott and LaRae's Guide to Healing from Trauma

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae share the different aspects of trauma and how we can heal from them. Hear LaRae’s traumatic event of losing her mother in a road accident and how it shaped her life differently, Scott’s traumatic experience in 1967, and the traumatic event that Scott and LaRae almost died. They also share tips for healing childhood trauma as a family and what LaRae has learned from the Compassionate Inquiry with Dr Gabor Mate.
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[03:22] Events in our childhood that create patterns in our lives
[07:25] The feel...
Men’s Journey to Strength and Healing | Jeff Low on Finding Connection, Growth, and Authentic Community

In this episode of The Observatory, Jeff Low joins the show to discuss men’s mental health and steps toward forging lifelong bonds and reconnecting with your purpose. Jeff founded Bonded Brotherhood, a safe space where men can connect, grow, and find strength in authentic community with the raw power of the outdoors. Hear Jeff’s lowest moment and turning point into personal work and healing, his growth since meeting Scott and LaRae in February, and how working on himself has influenced his relationships. You will also learn the power of vulnerability and being in a community in your healing jour...
The Dynamics of Being in a Relationship | Dan and Ally McFarland’s Inspiring Journey Through Marriage

In this episode of The Observatory, Dan and Ally McFarland join the show to discuss their journey through marriage, highlighting what makes their relationship thrive. Hear the origin of their drive to provide service to people, the first time they met, how their lives came together, and their lives before the awakening. They also discuss their battle with addiction, their turning point to getting sober, the tools that helped them navigate addiction and strengthen their marriage, and how their marriage is different now. You will also learn how to combine the masculine and feminine energies, as well as the importance o...
How To Fall in Love with Humanity | James 'Fish' Gill on Overcoming Our Tendency to Villainize

In this powerful, revisited episode of The Observatory, James ‘Fish’ Gill joins the show to discuss his new book, How to Fall in Love with Humanity. The book explains our tendency to frame the people who hurt us as villains and how we can overcome that and bring love and awareness to our pain. James Gill is a heart coach, yoga teacher, and transformational facilitator based in Perth, Australia. He supports couples, businesses, and community groups to regrow trust, connection, and understanding. Hear James’s personal story of creating a victim villain narrative, why the mind naturally villainizes, why villainizing is uns...
Understanding Artificial Intelligence | AI | Scott and LaRae’s Guide to Its Power, Risks, and Promise

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae share their experience with using AI, the risks it may pose, and how it can be a force for good in the world. Hear the evolution of technology, the early days of the internet, how AI has changed the narrative in recent years, and what AI is missing. You will also learn how AI increases your productivity, the original intelligence, and how we can integrate technology in a positive way.
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[02:00] Scott and LaRae’s trip to San Diego
[04:11] The importance of finding your inn...
The ‘I am Sound’ Brand | Jeremy Robison Is Transforming Lives Through the Power of Flutes

In this episode of The Observatory, Jeremy Robison joins the show to discuss the different flutes they produce at the I am Sound business. Jeremy is a music enthusiast who founded I am Sound, which creates beautiful, eco-friendly musical instruments priced much lower than they "should" be. It aims to make them more affordable and accessible to as many beings as possible, especially to the rising generations. Hear Jeremy’s journey into the flute business, his first experience with flutes, the different flutes they produce, and the journey to making a 3D printed flute.
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Mental and Emotional Healing | Journey to Healing from Trauma with Anna Dickson

In this episode of The Observatory, Anna Dickson joins the show to discuss trauma healing. Anna is a Clinical Director, Licensed Clinical Mental Health Counselor, and Psychotherapist who specializes in trauma healing and recovery, anxiety, depression, substance use, mood and personality disorders, history of suicide attempts, ideation, and self-injuring tendencies. Hear about the different childhood and intergenerational traumas and how to heal from them, the power of being present in trauma healing, and the importance of your loved ones in your healing journey. You will also learn the different color shockers in healing.
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Sorta Witchy, Kinda Bossy | Jenn, Chelsea, and Amber’s New Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, Jenn, Chelsea, and Amber join the show to discuss their new podcast, ' Sorta Witchy, Kinda Bossy.’ They are co-workers responsible for onboarding new hires into their organization, ensuring everybody is prepared to do the work. Jenn, Chelsea, and Amber share the origin of the name ‘Sorta Witchy, Kinda Bossy,’ how the podcast came about, the nature of the conversations on the podcast, and the launching date. They also explain the power of leading with awareness and intuition, and finding your way to be present.
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Field of Infinite Connection | Dr. Dicken Bettinger’s Pathway to Unlocking Joy Through Universal Energy

In this episode of The Observatory, Dr. Dicken Bettinger joins the show to discuss the infinite formless field of energy that connects all humans and how we can tap into the three principles that help us be more loving, peaceful, and happy. Dr. Dicken is a Clinical Psychologist and educator who enjoys leading group seminars in the US and Europe. He is also the co-author of a book on the Three Principles called Coming Home: Uncovering the Foundations of Psychological Well-being. Hear how all humans are connected in this formless field of energy, the three fundamental universal forces and the...
Finding Balance in Relationships | Mastering Conscious Communication for Healthier Relationships With James ‘Fish’ Gill

In this revisited episode of The Observatory, James ‘Fish’ Gill joins the show to talk about the delicate art of finding balance in relationships, particularly when dealing with challenging conversations. James, a Perth-based transformational expert in Australia, specializes in heart coaching, yoga instruction, and facilitation. He dedicates his expertise to helping couples, businesses, and community organizations rebuild trust, strengthen connections, and foster mutual understanding. As a heart coach, yoga instructor, and facilitator, James shares his insights on conscious communication, emotional management, and rebuilding trust in various relationships. He delves into the complexities of processing difficult topics, the importance of taking resp...
‘You Are the Medicine’ Wellness Retreat Review | Scott and LaRae’s Experience at the Event

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae Wright discuss the ‘You Are the Medicine’ event that was held from May 29 to June 1st at Holmstead Ranch Resort in Utah. Hear the testimonials of the people who attended the event, the activities that showed up differently, and the experience of the drum circle. They also explain the vibrational conversations healing model, and the next event that will be held from October 23 to 26 at Holmstead Ranch Resort.
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[01:52] ‘You Are the Medicine’ event hosted in Utah
[05:00] The journ...
Unlock Your True Value | April Benincosa’s Self-Worth Journey

In this episode of The Observatory, April Benincosa joins the show to discuss her journey toward self-worth and how people can become self-worth. April is a Worthiness coach who helps people reach their full potential by working on their mindset. Hear how April became aware of doing personal work, how she found worthiness within herself, the healing modalities that had the most significant impact in her life, and how the healing journey impacted her entrepreneurial journey. You will also learn the importance of both the masculine and feminine energy, April’s new podcast with Charles Dubois, and the power of cr...
Finding Your Authentic Self | Christy Wilkins' Journey to Self-Discovery

In this episode of The Observatory, Christy Wilkins joins the show to share her journey to self-discovery, highlighting three experiences: the Rhythmia in Costa Rica, watching her house burn down, and climbing Mount Kilimanjaro in Tanzania. Christy is a Psychedelic Coach who helps people discover themselves. Hear Christy’s experience with the energy lady, how she got into plant medicine, the purging experience in Costa Rica, the experience of the house burning down, the climbing of Mount Kilimanjaro, and how those experiences influenced Christy’s personal journey.
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[04:25] Christy Wilkins’s background informa...
The Transformative Power of Music | The We Two Movement Album

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae Wright share some songs from The We Two Movement, the album that Scott released in September last year. This album invites listeners on a unique auditory journey, blending the soothing elements of medicine music with innovative soundscapes. Hear the origin of the name ‘We Two Movement,’ the origin of the cover image, and the previous two albums that Scott released. You will also listen to two songs from the album: In to the Sun, and We Two Movement.
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[01:26] An overview of the album...
The Power of Intuition | Chris Farmer’s Special Connection with the Universe

In this episode of The Observatory, Chris Farmer joins the show to discuss the power of the universe and the importance of listening to your intuition. Chris Farmer is a board member and artist coordinator with the Jung Society of Utah. Hear about the Jung Society of Utah's history, how the universe woke up Chris, how it almost burned down, and the day he realized he had a special connection with the universe. You will also learn the universal double-check, the power of intuition, and Chris’s experience with marriage and work.
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‘You Are the Medicine’ Wellness Retreat | Reconnect, Heal, Thrive at The Retreat at Holmstead Ranch Resort, Utah

In this episode of The Observatory, Hugh Vail and Amy Lorraine join the show to discuss the upcoming ‘You Are the Medicine’ event that will be held from May 29th to June 1st at Holmstead Ranch Resort in Utah. Hear the benefits of the event, what is exciting about the event, the main goal for the event, the key takeaways from the event, and the right people for the event. You will also learn the importance of finding inner peace and integrating your life experiences into wisdom.
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[03:10] ‘You are the Medicine’ Event
Breaking the Need to Be Valued | LaRae’s Path to Self-Discovery and Change

In this episode of The Observatory, LaRae shares her recent discovery of wanting to feel valued, the origin of that pattern, and ways to overcome it. This pattern has shaped many of her choices and feelings over the years. Now, LaRae is ready to break free from this cycle. She is learning to find her self-worth from within and not to depend on others for validation. By understanding this pattern and making small changes, you build confidence and live more authentically. Hear how you can help others find their value.
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[01:06] The...
From Separation to Shared Parenting | Bryson Ninow & Brookie Mills’ Co-Parenting Journey

In this episode of The Observatory, Bryson Ninow and Brookie Mills join the show to discuss how they found a way to work together as co-parents despite their separation. Bryson and Brookie found a way to work together in harmony despite the pain that comes with separation. Hear their breakup experience, the challenges of co-parenting, and the different ways to overcome them and get along with your co-parent. They also discuss the benefits of getting along as co-parents and how to involve your current partner.
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[03:04] Bryson Ninow and Brookie Mills’s bac...
Healing for Men with Charles Dubois | How Men Can Expand Their Relationship with Musculinity and Sexuality

In this episode of The Observatory, Charles Dubois joins the show to discuss how men can heal past wounds, deepen their understanding of masculinity, and embrace their true sexual power. Charles Dubois is an intimacy coach who helps men heal and expand their relationship with their Masculinity & Sexuality. Hear Charles’s childhood trauma, his experience with drug addiction, his biggest turning point to getting better, the 12-step heling program and how his kid influenced his emotional growth. You will also learn the importance of acceptance, hope, and community in your healing journey, and how to create a safe space for oth...
Creative Beings | Scott and LaRae's Guide to Finding Bliss and Meaning Through Creativity

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae share the transformative power of creativity, a fundamental aspect of human nature that enables self-discovery, emotional fulfillment, and the pursuit of meaning in life. Creativity is a universal capacity that allows us to express our authentic selves, connect with others, and find joy. Hear Brené Brown’s perspective on creativity, how you can start to be creative, and how a bigger imagination prompts beautiful experiences.
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[05:40] Brene Brown’s perspective of creativity
[07:00] Why are many humans not creative?
[16:19] Having a bigger imagi...
From Darkness to Light | Bryson Ninow's Journey Through Addiction, Love, and Fatherhood

In this episode of The Observatory, Bryson Ninow joins the show to discuss his journey through addiction, divorce, and parenting. Bryson shares how he got into drug addiction, how he realized things should change, the recovery process, and how community service has propelled the recovery process. You will also learn how he got into spirituality, his experience with plant medicine, and how it changed how he shows up as a father.
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[03:42] Bryson Ninow’s background information
[10:13] How Bryson got into drug addiction
[13:39] The day Bryson realized that things should cha...
Finding Freedom with Kandis Larson | The Experience of Coming Out, Entrepreneurship, and Belonging

In this episode of The Observatory, Kandis Larson joins the show to share her personal journey of coming out as gay, her journey as an entrepreneur, and her experience with the gathering community. Kandis is a sticker artist and an explorer with the motto: “Learn to be free, and follow one’s passions.” Hear how Kandis ended up in Ricks College, the first time she realized she was gay, the experience of sharing that with the family, and how she got into sticker artistry. You will also learn how families can create a safe space for diversity.
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Welcoming New Beginnings | Scott and LaRae's Spring Equinox Journey

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae share what the spring equinox really means and how people can use this season for new beginnings. Hear what spring really means to the world, how you can see spring differently, the things in Scott’s life that are blossoming this season and LaRae’s new beginnings.
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[02:00] The medicine wheel
[03:16] What spring really means
[07:49] The season of new life and new beginnings
[08:57] What spring really means to LaRae
[11:23] The things in Scott’s life that are blossoming
[15:15] The spring cleani...
Field of Infinite Connection | Dr. Dicken Bettinger’s Pathway to Unlocking Joy Through Universal Energy

In this episode of The Observatory, Dr. Dicken Bettinger joins the show to discuss the infinite formless field of energy that connects all humans and how we can tap into the three principles that help us be more loving, peaceful, and happy. Dr. Dicken is a Clinical Psychologist and educator who enjoys leading group seminars in the US and Europe. He is also the co-author of a book on the Three Principles called Coming Home: Uncovering the Foundations of Psychological Well-being. Hear how all humans are connected in this formless field of energy, the three fundamental universal forces and the...
How To Fall in Love with Humanity | James 'Fish' Gill on Overcoming Our Tendency to Villainize

In this episode of The Observatory, James ‘Fish’ Gill joins the show to discuss his new book, How to Fall in Love with Humanity. The book explains our tendency to frame the people who hurt us as villains and how we can overcome that and bring love and awareness to our pain. James Gill is a heart coach, yoga teacher, and transformational facilitator based in Perth, Australia. He supports couples, businesses, and community groups to regrow trust, connection, and understanding. Hear James’s personal story of creating a victim villain narrative, why the mind naturally villainizes, why villainizing is unskillful, and th...
Breaking Sacred Chains | Iilona Nielson’s Journey to Freedom Beyond Mormonism

In this episode of The Observatory, Iilona Nielson joins the show to discuss her journey to releasing the attachment with the Mormon Church and coming out on the other side. Hear how Iilona realized something was wrong, the experience of building a family on a belief that feels wrong, and how she navigated the journey of getting out of Mormonism with her husband. Iilona also shares the challenges of getting out, the things that helped her on the journey, and the experience of being on the other side. Scott also shares his story of getting out of Mormonism.
Cherished Family Moments | Scott and LaRae's International Vacation with Family

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae share their vacation experience with LaRae’s family. They explain the difference between watching the sunrise now and the last time they were on a cruise in 2012, the appreciation people had for Scott playing the flute, and the connection they had with their nephews and nieces. Hear how the flute helps LaRae foster emotional health, the favorite time of Scott’s life, and the importance of remaining curious even at an older age.
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[04:13] The experience of the cruise in 2...
Quantum Physics | Seeing Reality Through the Lens of Particles and Waves

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae Wright share how humans interact with the world through particles and waves. This was derived from the play, The Creative Play of Consciousness, by Gaia. Hear Scott’s experience with particles and waves in the desert, the science of particles and waves, and the power of observing what is going on in the world. You will also learn how to be present and the importance of creating from the space of presence.
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[01:33] The Creative Play of Consciousness
Soundscapes of the Soul | East Forest’s Musical Path to Inner Healing

In this episode of The Observatory, East Forest joins the show to discuss his journey into music and the world of psychedelics and how it unfolds for humanity today. East Forest is a musician, producer, and ceremony guide who uses the power of music to help explore the uncharted territories of inner space. Hear East’s first psychedelic experience, how making his own music influenced his life, and the importance of music in medicine. East also talks about the 3rd Volume, called Lovingly, which is going to be released on February 14, and what he learned from the documentary.
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Find Your Inner Light with David Dawson | Journey to Self-Healing and Discovery

In this episode of The Observatory, David Dawson joins the show to discuss the journey to self-healing and discovery and how to break free from our limiting beliefs. David hosts the (inner)action podcast, which helps create mindful awareness around your thoughts and emotions so you’re not simply reacting to life on autopilot. Hear how the (inner)action podcast has evolved over the years, the biggest changes in David’s life when he started doing therapy, and how you can acknowledge your struggles and seek help. David also shares letting go of the need to be right, the importance of g...
Revisiting How We Are All Connected | Thought, Consciousness, and Mind with Dicken Bettinger

In the episode of The Observatory, we are revisiting a powerful episode with our guest is Dicken Bettinger, author of the book “Coming Home.” In his life he had the opportunity to work with and rub shoulders with Sidney Banks. Sidney had a moment of enlightenment in his life where he understood some universal principles of what life is, and it changed his life forever. We are pretty passionate about this and really it is the foundation of why we’re doing what we’re doing, so we invite you to sit back, take a moment, listen with your heart, don’t be...
Healing From Within | Breaking Free from Limiting Beliefs

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae Wright share impactfully traumatic experiences during the holidays. Losing LaRae's mother in a horific accident only days before Christmas, and what Scott had to do to overcome his limiting belief in himself. Scott shares the story of a singing experience during Christmas time, how that impacted his singing experience as an adult, and how he has since managed to heal from that experience. Hear how you can acknowledge your limiting beliefs and heal from them, what you can learn from the song, Away in a Manger, and how to be present.
Revisiting The Bear River Massacre with Darren Parry | “History Is Only Written by the Victors”

In this episode we had the opportunity to sit down with Darren Parry, the former chairman/chief of the North Western Shoshone tribe. He shared with us a story that was both tragic and hopeful at the same time. The story of Bear River Massacre, from the perspective of those who suffered that day. Brigham Young and the Latter-Day Saint movement led many people to Western North America, where the Shoshones helped them with foraging and many other necessary survival skills. All was well until resources started becoming more scarce, which led to more and more discontent between the Indians an...
Revisiting Warrior's Wisdom | Lessons Learned from the Fight Against Cancer with Glen Wright

In this episode of The Observatory, Glen Wright joins the show to discuss his battle with cancer—the physical and emotional roller coaster. Glen is Scott’s brother and has been battling cancer since his diagnosis in February 2023. Hear the methods they used to treat cancer, the physical and emotional changes throughout the journey, the experience of getting tattooed, and the most meaningful things that came to his mind when he heard the news of having cancer. Glen also shares his best experience during the treatment, the encounter with the Vietnam War veteran, and the moment he realized that there was...
Revisiting We Are the Temple | Healing and Transformation with Adam Sherman

In this episode of The Observatory, Adam Sherman joins the show to talk about his journey of healing and transformation. Hear about Adam’s upbringing in love, his coming out story, how horses mirror our energy, going through a spiritual journey, making sense of chakras, healing through sacred medicine, and Adam shares a vocal tone message.
Timestamps
[01:57] A bit about Adam.
[07:23] Adam’s coming out story.
[11:09] How horses mirror us.
[12:51] Adam’s spiritual journey.
[23:06] Finding the frog-shaped stones.
[24:19] Integrating the messages.
[25:40] Connecting to vocal music.
[26:51] What are the ch...
Revisiting Conscious Communication Skills with James ‘Fish’ Gill | Strategies for Transforming Relationship Conflicts

In this episode of The Observatory, James ‘Fish’ Gill joins the show to talk about love and awareness, conscious communication, and how it helps transform relationship conflicts. Jame Gill is a heart coach, yoga teacher, and transformational facilitator based in Perth, Australia. He supports couples, businesses, and community groups to regrow trust, connection, and understanding. Hear the simple practices for evoking safety during conflicts, including the art of validation. James also talks about the things that stop us from being masterful when validating others and the three questions to lead us deeper behind what we might assume to be malicious inte...