The Real Double Dose Channel

What if the very connections you’re holding onto… are only reflections of 
wounds you haven’t healed yet? 
Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New 
Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! 
Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more 
expansion! 
In this episode, I take a moment to slow down and express gratitude — for the journey, the 
support, and everything that’s unfolding in real time. From walking thro...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New 
Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! 
Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more 
expansion! 
My experience, my revelation and my message for my fellow #RealDoubleDoseChannel 
listeners. The self seeking that I needed to see and the episode that truly shifted that 
perspective I had and believed and let me step into my true self, and now I can’t turn back fro...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, 
#TrustYourInsight… 
Want to know what real insanity looks like? It’s building our entire version of “truth” off 
external senses that were never designed to lead us. Smell is filtered by emotion and 
familiarity. Taste is mostly memory and conditioning. Hearing reaches only a fraction of 
reality. Touch never actually touches. And sight? Sight is interpretation — shaped by belief, 
desire, and trauma. That’s why a child sees wonder where an adult sees danger. 
Yet somehow, we trust these broken filters more than the divine imp...

What happens when life doesn’t just shake you… but hits you like a truck? 
Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New 
Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! 
Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more 
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In this deeply personal episode, Lexus T. Durán shares the story of walking through a traumatic 
season of everyday life — the kind that doesn’t announce itself, doesn’t ask permission, and <...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, 
#UnjustAuthority… 
In today’s reality, the battle isn’t just spiritual — it’s constitutional, cultural, and moral. A new 
ICE memo is directing agents to enter homes and enforce removals with administrative 
warrants, bypassing the sacred protections of a judge-signed warrant. Critics say this shift 
tears at the Fourth Amendment and allows forceful entry into private homes without judicial 
oversight, raising urgent questions about justice, authority, and the value of life and liberty. 
In this episode of #HeckvsHell we unpack how this moment reveals th...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New 
Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! 
Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more 
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Drinking wasn’t a hobby — it was anesthesia. A way to quiet the noise. A way to soften the 
ache. On the outside, he told himself he was functioning. Showing up. Handling responsibilities. 
Keeping it together. But behind closed doors, his world was quietly unraveling. And somewhere ...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, #ChoosingPerfection… Perfection is not something we should strive for if it costs us our focus and attention into the future and taking away from God’s glory, but we are called to be perfect images and reflections of Christ. It’s all a balance, a balance of being and aspiring to be while enjoying the process. In the same way of how everything is a balance, God is perfection. Not wide, not left, not right; a perfect balance. This is from everything from healing, belief systems and every mannerisms in bet...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! There is always a shift that makes an incredible impact in our life and typically it’s a perfectly placed word in a notion where you’re in a position fully ready to receive it. Just like the fact that you must understand that you are not broken and there is nothing to “...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! There comes a point in life where you realize you’re tired of searching, for love, approval, safety, reassurance from something outside of you to finally make things feel settled. We are always taught to look externally for happiness, success and even “the one”. Becoming The One is the True Reset, not a new...

-Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, #MitigatedResponsibility There are certain laws God has put in place within the Spiritual and the Physical that either our flesh must comply with or that are the foundations of Life as we know it. One of those is the Law of Freewill which makes it to where God will not tamper with our Freewill and the adversaries sure as heck cannot. He made it an even playing field to do so, yet one that aligns with it is “What’s done in the dark, will come to the light”. Everyt...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, #UnrighteousWars The world is full of roads and avenues we can take with the freewill of life. It’s very easy to get on the wrong path, or even the path that may be right, yet not the intended one that God meant for our life; but there’s those that are completely unrighteous. “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood,” yet the most true wars tear us apart. Our war as Children of God is to Spread and Expand the Kingdom of Heaven by being that exactly, a direc...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, #Satan’s Failed Attack There’s many animals that you can hear the name of, and know their characteristics. For example, if you think of a lion, you think of the King of the Jungle, sheep, you think of harmless and helpless livestock animals, snakes you think of some sort of danger; it’s as though animals were created with a dominant characteristic… that’s their natural design. That being said, we expect these animals to act as such, so why don’t you live by YOUR design? The design of be...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! We live in a world that loves to diagnose you, label you, box you, and tell you what you’re NOT. But God looks at those same aspects people will use to exalt themselves over you and say “I can use that… that’s useful to me.” That scar is not your ending, it...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! Our flesh is a wonderful masterpiece of a design that correlates beautifully into the unseen components. Think of how we have a brain, but think with our mind. How is it that through experiences and thought patterns, we can ACTUALLY rewire the brain?!? This is why trauma is something that makes a...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! Within each and everyone one of us, we all have a purpose and there is so much fear in truly following and chasing that purpose. No one is too small or too big, if you need to sew, knit, cure cancer, run a food truck, create that firm, volunteer, you are meant...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! This is coming from a moment in time of meeting a man in a very unlikely and unprecedented manner that through the conversation came a wonderful moment of clarity. It was as though his spirit told me, “If no one told you today, you are important,” and I want this to be here...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! Today we want to go into the world of the Unseen an take a closer look at real life experiences that have came with a resonance and left an eerie mark on the locations, specifically the story of Anne Boleyn, the woman who was arrested on false charges, imprisoned and then executed...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! It’s easy to paint things as a blessing or a burden so quickly stemming from how we emotionally feel towards a situation or relationship. You can always see it how you want to and never give it a second thought once you label it, but are you dismissing certain blessings for bu...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, #Satan’s Failed Attack The veil is finally lifted, a in-depth testimony to my life that has been calling to be shared for some time now. This is not the end of Heck vs Hell, it is merely the beginning for each of us and a wonderful milestone of the current status of where we are. This is the episode where you get real behind the scenes look at who and where Hector emerged from, the name and man you love and know. Soon, we hope to hear and ha...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! What makes you feel rich; is it your first sip of your morning cappuccino at Morningside, or is it waking up under a patch of sky with nothing but a blanket and a heartbeat to prove you’re still here? What if the true measure of abundance wasn’t what you owned-but what...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, #Inevitable Knowledge Once we were walked as innocent children in the garden of our Maker–unaware, unburdened, wholly reliant. But when the doors of Eden closed and a new kingdom opened under darkness, the luxury of ignorance vanished. For when God allowed Satan his own kingdom, ignorance was no longer an option. Today we dig deep into the shift: from innocence to awareness, from passive to active, from simply being to truly knowing. It’s not about mere facts or fleeting education—it’s about spiritual sight, identity, and the reve...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! We often journey beyond the surface of what’s broken and explore how trauma, pain and past wounds don’t have to define us — but how they often shape the stories we tell about ourselves. What happens when we begin to ask: who am I after the wound? What parts of my identi...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, #ATreeAndItsFruits The garden of your heart, is the sole foundation and root of who you are within your soul. This garden can be reshaped and rehashed to where certain aspects or “plants/trees” are replaced, or completely altered all around. Regardless of the fact, we all start with a relatively bare garden when we step into this life. Now we can learn to cultivate our garden, but know that a small seed can truly take over your entire garden. Just as Christ and the mustard seed parable, which we will...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! Everyday is a battle for the ultimate war of your soul and once Christ wins that battle, the next is for the purpose of your life to be completed. Regardless of which war you are currently in, there is always tactics that are used from the adversary and some of the biggest...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, #TheSpongeParable Revelations can come through anything big or small, important or overlooked, nothing is too big or too small for the Holy Spirit to reveal something to you so long as you are willing to listen and observe. Just like even Christ used wine and wineskin as a parable, a sponge is no less than something that can be used as a comparison of what our life can be used for and how to utilize it to its maximum efficiency as Children of the Most High in, #TheSpongeParable… - #RD...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! Belief is the ultimate foundation of one’s entire reality. It dictates what you see, hear, focus on, and how you act. It is the defining factor in who you are even and along with that, what role you’ll play in this world and can ultimately accomplish. But how powerful is beli...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #Heck vs Hell, #WolforMartyr #CharlieKirk A martyr is someone who dies for what they believe in, and although it’s true, Charlie was persecuted for what he believed in, the conversation is whether or not he was a martyr for the Kingdom of Heaven, or was his death used for other notions and the opposing kingdom… We are not here to speak on the dead and judge nor tarnish his name or legacy in any manner, only here to speak on truth and have a Kingdom filled and unbiased conversation of...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! “Life and Death is in the power of the tongue, and those who live it and indulge it will eat its fruit and bear the consequences of their words.” (Prov 18:21) This statement alone shows us how not only is death so one-sided, but it is much deeper than we even know, for we k...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #Heck vs Hell, #TheSinOfPride… We are created in God’s image and in being made of such divine essence, we have the capability to decide what we want to be on a different level than any other species, yet there is a true identity of who and what we are as well as roles we can never become, and sin comes from choosing to try to become something we are not. Finding out who we truly are is one of the biggest achievements we can discover as it will allow the...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! Is religion causing you to compromise your relationship with God? With so much pain that people have associated with religion or even the hypocrisy of the people within the churches that claim to be about God and represent Him, there’s a block that can cause us to distance ourselves from certain pr...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! We often chase love after the image of love like it’s a figure moving in the shadows; close enough to feel, but just out of reach when we stretch our hands out. This is not the love God designed for us, rather the #PhantomsofLove. Most of us are conditioned to chase an...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #Heck vs Hell, #MansStrength… True strength of a man is valued from so many perspectives based on the line of work, philosophy or foundations. In many, tears and tenderness is seen as a weakness from almost every worldly perspective of what a man should be. From what we’ve truly seen and can even look to scientific studies as well as psychological ones, true strength comes from vulnerability. The ability to submit, because whether it’s submitting to a power above yourself, or a manner of living, it can change your e...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! Is there something you’re not doing? Something you’re not giving? Listening? Giving a hug? Shedding a tear? Are you allowing yourself to wake up from the cycle in order to be aware of your own hurt to rewind and make it right in order to try to bandage the pain you’...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! In part 1, we understood that our plans for forever aren’t always God’s design for every bond. After that acknowledgement, we are here to go deeper and start actively processing the deeper wounds in order to properly heal on the deepest level, learning to discern wisely in future connections and ultimately empo...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #Heck vs Hell, #Voices… There’s at least 2 voice categories you should be able to distinguish; whether it’s yours and God’s, yours and those “intrusive thoughts” or God’s and the adversaries. Knowing how to discern these voices and actually exercising that muscle is very crucial for ensuring we are knowing who we are deciding to listen to. See as a voice of God, we can be sure that Our Father only wants the best for us while we simultaneously know that the adversary is here to steal, kill and destr...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! You’re not too much, you’re just misunderstood. We all are our own expressions of God in our own way; Even within the Word of God, we can see the prophets, Psalms & Apostles had their own personality within the books they authored, not to mention every person in the Bible had thei...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! The lie of believing that we are too broken, too flawed, too imperfect, too far gone to reflect the image of the Almighty. Some of us walking around say it so artificially because it’s written in the Word of God, however, there isn’t a deep belief that we are that imag...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! “Be true to thine own self,” yet how do we even know who we truly are if we came empty within the Spirit and not only that but all the trauma we’ve endured has molded us to become something that although it is something we now identify with, is not us at all...

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more expansion! The relationships we believe were forever only to discover were just temporary natures. Perhaps a loving step-parent, or a childhood friend who felt like a sibling or a mentor who shaped who through life’s unpredictable terms & turns, simply vanish. One day they are in an integral part of our world, and th...

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #Heck vs Hell, #SelfSanctification… God always teaches how to do things according to His way and manner, and even the simplest situations that we overlook as “just wording” or a “divine action” are still hints of what we must do in order to fully solidify our own actions towards accomplishing God’s will destined for us. How often did Christ go away from His disciples and pray… that we know of? The same way God sanctifies us, we must sanctify ourselves physically in order to get our mind and soul aligned with t...